I finally know who i am somewhat....I don't deserve anything. I'm sorry for everything. I regret everything, the friends i have, my family and most of all.... my past. I don't see anything in me that people like. What is there to like about me ? I honestly have no idea. I don't deserve the friends i have now cause i'm just going to lose all of them in the end so what's the use. I'm sure i probably sound like ive lost faith in everything which i pretty much have. There's nothing good about me. I show the sensitive side of me but you don't know the other side of me. Life is just a nightmare to me. This is me.....A girl that has no hope nor faith. Now you know what i actually feel. I'm not doing this for attention i'm jus tletting my friends know what there in for.
Song quote that describes how i feel
*Now that I see that time's and change, Leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping i can find, when i leave my breathe behind, All the shit i seem to take, All alone i seem to break, I have lived the best i can*
A Beautiful Silence, A Bitter Farewell, A Change Of Pace, Acres of Hope, After The Sirens, A Heartwell Ending, Aiden, Alesana, Alexisonfire, AMBER PACIFIC, Anti-Flag, A Perfect Murder, Armor For Sleep, As Cites Burn, A Thorn For Every Heart, Atreyu, Bayside, Before Today, Bleed The Dream, Bloody Sunday, Bring Me The Horizon, Children Of Bodom, Chiodos, Clearview Kills, Coheed And Cambria, Crashingbydesign, Cute Is What We Aim For, Dating Delilah, Death By Stereo, Dir en Grey, Disturbed, Emery, Ever We Fall, Everytime I Die, Fall Out Boy, Fear Before The March Of Flames, Finch, Five Days From December, From First To Last, Further Seems Forever, Glasseater, Haddonfield MD, Halifax, Hawthorne Heights, HelloGoodBye, HIM, Hollywood Undead, Immortal, KoRn, Lacuna Coil, Less Than Jake, Matchbook Romance, Mest, Morning For The Masses, Mudvayne, My American Heart, My Chemical Romance, Never Heard Of It, Nightmare Of You, Norma Jean, Panic! At The Disco, Scrapgoat, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Senses Fail, Silverstein, Slipknot, Spitalfield, Story Of The Year, Stretch Arm Strong, Taking Back Sunday, The All-American Rejects, theAUDITION, The Black Maria, TheBleedingAlarm, The Early November, The Felix Culpa, The Hoodies, The Morning Of, The Scene Aesthetic, The Used, Trapt, UnderOath, Versus The Mirror, Wednesday 13
I have been obsessed with love which i can not have. I can not have anybody to love. No matter how hard i wish i had someone it's just useless. If you think Love is my main accomplishment Your wrong. Passing school is then Love. I would tell you who i love right now more then anything (YOu know who you are) I will keep secret. I would die to be with him but I honestly can't be. No one has made me happier, No one has made me laugh so much when i'm depressed. That all i will say.......Good Night
Your a depressed morbid catgirlYou think your worthless and would rather be dead then alive. So maybe your a bit depressed..ok a lot depressed but your still you. Try smiling once in a while alright? might do ya some good. Take this quiz!
I slept at Leana's house lastnight and damn it was fun. We went to her bf's house and a few other people were there and yea i got fucked up. If you know what i mean
i dont want anyone calling me.
While im sleeping...hint hint SUMMER
I'm very tired and i wont be here tomorrow.
Ill be with my friend which came back from north carolina for spring break.
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