| ♥ xoxo brI |
| Age: 14 |
| Sex: girl |
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*UnlEash thE fUckIng bAts!*
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| *My Gift* |
August 26, 2006 |
Stop breaking my broken heart
I can't bear to see you cry anymore
I wish my song was your remedy
But you just keep on crying
Keep on hiding
How can I kiss it and make it all better?
Look into my glazed eyes
I want to feel what you're feeling
We could die beautifully together if you wanted
Just let me know when you're sane.
Forget all the others and feed off my happiness
Hug me till the sun comes up
I promise you it'll never go down again
But only if you accept this gift I have to offer
Not finished yet...
♥ Bri |
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| -untitled- |
April 8, 2006 |
So I know I'm alone
And I know I need help
What's left of me
you can keep
All I need is my sanity
My bones are broken
My heart is flaming
But what's keeping me awake
and breathing
Is the thought that you
just might care
Nothing can compare
To this heartache
This overwhelming feeling
Don't tell me
That pain doesn't hurt
I'll stomp on your face
And show you just what
insanity can do to a being
I know you don't care
But I'm just so damn optimistic
these days
And the rain burns my flesh
but overtime it's been
heeling me
and the beautiful
feelings inside
that have
decayed overtime
-hmm, well, yeah...i love this one, but not yet sure what it means or what kind of title i'm giving it. tell me what you think!
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *Make Sure You're Dead* |
February 28, 2006 |
The ceiling tiles are crumbling down on your red face
And I bite my lip as I watch you scream
Chain me to the bed please
Nothing I do or say is right
And maybe if I were zombie
We'd get along just fine
--Chorus--
Never again, never again
Will we be the same
Let me out, let me out
Save me from myself
I've changed
Why is it you stare for hours
At my guilty face
As I wonder why I fuck up so much
I watch the brick wall between us
Grow up as fast as vines
And nothing can change what happened
--Chorus--
Never again, never again
Will we be the same
Let me out, let me out
Save me from myself
I've changed
--Longer Version of Chorus--
And never again will it be the same
Let me out and stop bringing me down
Save me from myself, I'm breathing underwater
I've changed
I've changed
--*sigh* yeah...about my parents and i feel that lately i've constantly been making them mad at me and i've constantly been screwing up
so...yeah...i wrote this and it practically wrote itself
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *A Story of the Light You Bring* |
February 12, 2006 |
You make the blood in my veins become technicolor
Every time you touch my skin it burns so sweetly
My tear ducts no longer create sadness
You've dried up all the sorrow
And tracked behind complete sunlight so my horizons
I can see so cleary now
--Chorus--
Please, give me one more kiss
Each whisp from your lips
Creates a surge through my body
It gets me shivering all night
My life has always been in a foggy state
Since the moment you found my eyes
Searching for the heart behind them
A-Thousand hours together could never add up to more than one second
I'm waiting for the day we die
So we can hold each other forever
--Chorus--
Please, give me one more kiss
Each whisp from your lips
Creates a surge through my body
It gets me shivering all night
--i had a moment with love...lol...i like writing about things that i have yet to experience
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *Who I've Been - Misses Who I Used to Be* |
February 11, 2006 |
I feel as if everything i do
goes downhill and everything
is screwed up
all because i was careless
and oblivious to life
many people dislike who i am
which has made me slowly hate myself too
-----Chorus-----
does anybody know who i am?
does anybody like who i've become?
i'm just waiting for someone self to rescue
the person behind this mask
i keep to myself in my room
day by day i sit in sorrow
as the world continues down below me
with their joy of each other's company
where's the person
that used to socialize
instead of going solo
-----Chorus-----
does anybody know who i am?
does anybody like who i've become?
i'm just waiting for someone to rescue
the person behind this mask
---soo yeah, i just whipped up this song in LITERALLY 3 minutes...for some reason i write songs soo fast if i really mean them. this is talking about how i've just lately been hating myself...i don't know why, i just have been. and also i'm always isolated from everything that goes on in my family and i somewhat want to be apart of it all, but then once i socialize with them, i want to get away. anyways, enjoy
♥ xoxo Bri
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| *Dispirited Loneliness* |
February 3, 2006 |
The breeze blows through me as i shiver
Winter has brought the snow and i stand
Unprotected and bare of emotions
My soul is lost but my body is surrounded by people who care
But sometimes tho its just not enough to
complete that empty hole inside
---CHORUS 1
And it's keeping me lost in the dark
Where i see nothing but shadows and feel nothing but the icy wind around me
But i love how this rain masks my tears
---CHORUS 2
And its keeping me lost in the dark
Where my candle has blown out and its left me
and my icy breath only to grow colder
But i love how this rain masks my tears
---me and sam wrote this together like an hour ago...lol...but i LOVE IT, it will most likely be a slow song...:-)
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *Existence* |
February 3, 2006 |
The writings on the wall
Remind me yesterday existed
And those memories won't fade
No matter how hard i wash them
I'm still scarred with the words spoken
The horrible things we said
Unforgettably cruel words we let go
Let's just say goodbye for now
Till the next tomorrow comes and flies
Chorus
Nothing can change what happened
It's always and forever permanently frozen
And as the chains of truth try to pull me back, I still pretend that it was a dream
How is it something so beautiful can turn to dust
How can it just die and decay, leaving the wounds, forcing me to carry on
And i'm not sure this will fix itself
I need to accept the fact
That it's over
---and this is something me and sam just wrote on the bus today...hehe...i like it :-) we're gettin' better at this! but it's not really finished on that 2nd verse...
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *Ghostly Encounter* |
February 2, 2006 |
empty shallow breathing i heard that night
sharp chills surrounded my body penetrating my heart
and i heard my scream echo all around me
i never knew my eyes could create such a flood
my heart stopped beating for a moment as i stood shaking
your icy breath mixed with mine as i tried to take control
i never felt death so close to me as i did now
chorus
i'm so ashamed to feel your presence
to know that i, did this to you
all you wanted was attention but
i so selfishly threw you away never to look back again
i felt sorry for myself as i could
sense your eyes peering deep into my flesh
i heard the creaks on my stairs, thought you came back
but i knew it was just all in my head, my mind
making me feeling like i really wanted you here again
but that would only cause more pain
but i followed downstairs to find you
moving the potrait on the wall and
i kept my silence and slipped silently back
afraid of what you do to me if you
found out i was the one to cause this suffering
we both now and forever face
chorus
i'm so ashamed to feel your presence
to know that i, i did this to you
all you wanted was attention but
i so selfishly threw you away never to look back again
i felt sorry for myself as i could
sense your eyes peering deep into my flesh
just to see you again would mean the whole world
cuz you're not dead yet because you
still leave footprints on my soul
---and 'dis is something me and sam wrote together...i'm surprised how awesome it came out!! it's about this girl who killed her dude and feels guilty about what she did to him as he comes back to haunt her...and she feels bad about it and blah blah blah...we based it on what happened to me and chelsea *the breathing in my room*
sooo leave comments on that one, bye!
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *The End of Time* |
February 2, 2006 |
i hate to blink
afraid my life will vanish
in that one second of time
i hate to breathe
afraid the air will dissapear
in that one second of time
but i'd love to die
to know i can end the pain inside
in that one second of time
Chorus
Am i the only freak who worries
about silly sh*t like this
or maybe others have phobias like me too
someday i'll realize
i'm not alone
please, i don't want a dose of that remedy
there is nothing wrong with me (yet)
all i need is a cure for misery
and possibly a broken heart
what has happened to me now?
i look like i came from the dead
maybe it's just all inside my head
all i know is every tick of the clock
i hear death inch closer
Chorus
Am i the only freak who worries
about silly sh*t like this
or maybe others have phobias like me too
someday i'll realize
i'm not alone
---and that's wut i have...i wrote those first three lines at my g-ma's house when they just POPPED into my head and today i just got around to finishing it up...soo yeah...and it is based on what i feel...
well leave some good ones!! bye!
♥ xoxo Bri |
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| *Daggers With Poison* |
December 28, 2005 |
Verse 1
If you're struck with the weapon of death
You might feel fine at first, but soon you'll be dead
First you'll feel pain and then you'll feel sick
A trip to the doctor tells you you're fine, but it's all a lie
Soon death will strike upon your soul
Chorus
Everybody goes to one place or another
It's our decision, not their's
We can be evil or nice
But in end, we all pay the price
Verse 2
Arriving home you soon become calm
Until something wet appears in your palm
Opening your hand, you discover blood
Then all of a sudden, you're on the floor
And before you know it, you are no more
Chorus
Everybody goes to one place or another
It's our desision, not their's
We can be evil or nice
But in end, we all pay the price
-my bro wrote this...i changed it around a bit, but he's pretty good :-D so maybe he can help out in me and sam's band
♥ xoxo brI
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