Well... Chris broke up with me on Tuesday night.. it sucks because that was the day that made it one month.. and almost exactly because of the hour. It sucks and it hurts kinda bad but I'm sure I can get over it eventually. I just hope that we can be friends.. I know right now we can't because its akward right now.. but I mean hopefully when we go back to school we can be just as close as we were last year. I care about him alot and I guess as long as hes happy I can deal with it. And I decided I'm going to the beach.. I need to get away for a bit. I'm trying to find someone to go with me but I don't know that I will be able to on such short notice.. and Mara is thinking about it but she may go see CJ next weekend instead. But she just needs to let me know by tomarrow so I can try to find someone else lol. I just think it will be good right now to go and get away from here and maybe when I get back things will be more calmed down and cooled off. But I'm off for now. L8r.♥.

Well.. I hadn't seen Chris for 5 days and things between us got kinda weird.. but since I saw him yesterday everything is amazing once again.. and I love it. I'm still trying to decide if I'm going to the beach next weekend or not because if I don't go I can always see Chris so I mean it's not like idk lol. But if I went my mom would have to drive bc their bags are too big and there wouldn't be anywhere for me to sit.. stupid people .. how much stuff do you need for a week??? .. Umm.. I may hang out with Chris today.. well I hope I do. But I think I must be going now.xx♥.

♥ILOVEChris!!!♥

In The Last 24 Hours, Have You:

01. Cried: Yeah

02. Bought something: Nope

03. Gotten sick: Nope

04. Sang: Yeah too bad I suck

05. Eaten: Yeah

06. Been kissed: Yessums :]]♥

07. Felt stupid: Yeah

08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Nope.. I said it :]]♥

09. Met someone new: Nope

10. Moved on: From???

11. Talk to an ex: Nope

12. Missed an ex: NOPE

13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: ..Umm I talked to Chris♥.

14. Had a serious talk: Kinda

15. Missed someone: Yeah

16. Hugged someone: Yessss :]]♥

17. Fought with your parents: Nope

18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Nope

Social Life

01. Best girl friend: Laura

02. Best boy friend: Vinnie

03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Chris♥♥♥

04. Hobbies: Idk .. I'm lazy

05. Cell phone: It Annoys me lol

06. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: Depends I guess

07. What type automobile do you drive: I Don't Drive.

08. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Doesn't really matter now does it?

9. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: Depends

10. Where is the best hangout: Wherever hanging out with Chris♥

11. Do you have a job: Nope

12. Do you attend church: Nope

13. Do you like being around people: Yeah

Who:

01. Have you known the longest: Jordan

02. Do you argue the most with: No one

03. Do you always get along with: Laura

04. Is the most trustworthy: Laura

05. Makes you laugh the most: Mara

06. Has been there through all the hard times: Laura

07. Has the coolest parents: I Don't Know

08. Has the scariest siblings: Vinnie lol

09. Is the most blunt: Mara

10. Is the smartest: Chris♥

Personal:

01. Who is your role model: No one lol

02. What are some of your pet peeves: I don't know.. the littlest things bug me

03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yeah.. hasn't everyone?

04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Yeah

05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I don't really have a 'type'

06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): I'm sure I have before

07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Nope

08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? I don't think I could break up with anyone

09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": a Relationship

10. Want someone you don't have right now: Nope.. I have found all that I need♥.

11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: Yeah

12. Do you want to get married: Yeah

13. Do you want kids: Yepp

14. Do you believe in psychics: Idk

15. Do you believe in soulmates: Yeah I guess

16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: Idk

17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: Idk

18. Are you happy with you: Pretty Much

19. Are you happy with your life: Right now.. yess

20. If you could change something in your life right now: Nothing.

Current:

[Current Clothes] The clothes I slept in

[Current Mood] Bored and Alone

[Current Music] None

[Current Hair] Down

[Current Annoyance] Nothing really

[Current Smell] Food.

[Current Desktop Picture] Superman.

[Current Favorite Artist] Idk.

[Current Favorite Group] Idk.

[Current Book you're reading] Swollen.

[Current CD in CD Player] The Used.

[Current DVD in player] I Don't Know.

[Current Color Of Toenails] None.. It Came off.. except there is still black on one toe.

[Current Refreshment] None.

[Current Worry] Nothing really.

FIRSTS

First Best Friend: Jordan

First Elementary School: Dupont

First memory: I don't Know

First real kiss: 8th Grade ...........

First real job: Haven't had a Job yet

First real crush: I don't remember

First screen name: Umm.. something with Kitty in it lol

First self-bought c.d.: Don't remember

First funeral: My Great Uncle.. George.

First pets: a cat Patches and a dog Buck lol.

First piercing: Ears

First big trip: Idk

First musician you remember hearing in your house: No Idea lol

Well.. I deleted all of my entries.. and I'm starting all over.. I love this diary.. just haven't thought to use it in ages.