#88: Bleeding on the Ballroom floor.
Feeling: ambivalent
I was more interested in looking at the moon and the way the clouds moved around it than putting the bottle to my lips. The taste was sour, but I sipped it anyway… To stop my thoughts from focusing on anything else besides the taste in my mouth. The sand was freezing but I buried my feet in it anyway, hoping that the cold would creep up my neck and down my spine, making my body go numb.

I watched the flickering lights and wondered how many other people with silent aches had looked at those same lights, but through the bottom of the bottle. I was enamored and almost seduced by the way the waves crashed and receded and always came back for more. I wanted to just run and put my toes in, feel the cold. Perhaps then I’d be sure that I was alive.

Standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
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