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my N key is sort of broken |
November 3rd, 2008 @ 7:17pm |
So after homecoming week everything has settled down. Nathan and I hung out but i couldnt stay with boys cause it was our Initiation week. My daughter gave me a HOOODIE! its says tara's boy crazy bombshell! it is waaay cute! :).
Thursday we had a halloween social with DZ dchi and theta chi, which i voluteered to be sober for cause it would look good for this prez situation and I know a lot of thetas and dchi's so i would have fun either way. But then amy and some of the other seniors that are agianst me came and we acting really nice to me and expecting me to take care of them. I dont care if you want to talk shit about me and you dont like me but then just ignore me. THANks. And this new freshma who is way slutty was dancing with Nathan, but i kinda blew that way out of porportion, and i finally asked him why he hadnt asked me to formal, and he was like cause i dont know if im going.
So i went back with him, and we talked about how he didnt want to date me and wasnt ready for a relationship, but he still wanted to talk to me, which upset me but at the same time i was like MONEY cause that is what i always want. Then he told me he was taking some girl that he didnt know but that wanted to go to his formal. He didt no her name or teh sorority she was in. so i got pissed but it was whatever, so i stayed there and friday i decided i wast talkig to him aymore but of course i didnt inform him.
So i went out for halloween ad i was talkig to beerman, and nathan started texting me and i blacked out and woke up saturday morning in alex's bed with Nathan ext to me. so that morning i told him i didnt want to talk ot him aymore. and i was like if i ask you nicely will you not take this girl to formal? and he was like what if i told you there was no girl and i just wanted to kow how he would react, then he asked dme to formal. But im ot going cause its the this weeked ad i am goig to MSU. ad i knew i wouldnt go all along, i just wanted to be asked. So then we talked ad stuff and went to breakfast and he asked me if i would date him.
then my parents came and that was sooo nice. Alex ad Olivia came to tailgate with us ad the we went to the game. ad i got the left over bbq. After that jess ad i took a ap the wet out ad got dinner with our parets. ad i obtaied almost a whole order of chx fetacinni, 3/4 fried chx salad, ad chx figers. LEFT OVERS!!! THe we hug out with our parets for a while the to wet out. but we were both to tired to get druk or have fu so we came back ad wet to bed.
suday my mom came over ad gave me my mail ad a 100 dollar check ad a whole buch of groceries...shit! i felt real bad but they made me keep it. the we wet to wedey;s for luch ad whe i was leavig my dad gave me fifty dollars where my mom couldt see. EKKk. i feel real bed so i go to read my mail after work ad fuckig the oly thig they had opeed was my credit card bill. yea its a problem.
So suday ight i wet to Nathans ad he asked me to be his girlfried ad he is just amazig. He set me a text this morig ad apologized for all of the shit he put me through. but last ight he was like i just wish you could have said yes to me the first time. Cause right after i said kow to him he stopped talkig to me for a couple days ad he said in those couple days he decided he didnt want to try agian cause he didnt want to get hurt.
I apologized and said i wished i could take back time. ad shit. But he is just soo my kind of guy. He preferes when i am random and goofy. I am completly myself aroud him. ad what i have leared leavig feton ad seeig these girls with their boyfrieds shows me that not very many girls are with guys they ca completly be themselves in front off.
And all week i was upset about both nathan and amy ad so i talked to Jake a lot. ad alex ad i wet to applebees to see him. ad he just really realy talkd ad comforted me a lot!! which makes me happy. but he deff eeds a hair cut like woah!
We are goig to hookah at the ew hookah bar in the burg tomorrow!! EHHH!
ad i just really really really want to go home. and stay there and be with my frieds. :) i miiiiiis youuuu guyys
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