It's 11:12.

That pretty late for a school night. After all, it's Sunday. But no, It is... Thanksgiving.

Yep, so I don't have school tomorrow. And on Tuesday, I go in late (at 10:00) and on Wednesday, I go in at quarter to nine, but get out at 12:00. And then on Thursday and Friday, I'm off. So I have two uber long weekends! Yay.

I just came home from hockey. We won... 3-0. Yay. It was weird -- we played against my old team. I don't know why they transfered me, considering now they're pretty weak. But nonetheless, I'm glad I got traded, just because I'm having more fun on this team. I know more people.

Normally, I would be in bed by now. I probably won't be up too late, just because I get tired so early (because I'm attuned to getting up early-ish).

Tomorrow I will start the long and labour-inducing task of transfering all my entries over to my old diary. Methinks.

But, I also have two movies to watch (I rented Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Blade, and Blade II. I've watched Hitchhikers, so it's on to mah vampy movies.

Ja.

_Amanda

So. Today: Yoga. Oh yes. Amanda the Yoga MASTA is out to get you.

I lied. I do have yoga, but I'm not a yoga MASTA (out to get you).

OMG! Thats so wonky! I see Krista's s/n. (Hurridly signs onto e-messenger to talk to her)

...Huh... doesn't look likes she's on MSN...


Anyways... I'm sorry my darling, I've been neglecting you. Aww... *pets* don't worry. I'll love you for ever (or untill my mom gets me a real diary)

Okay, I lied (again), I will never abandon you! Or maybe I will. But I'll get a new one, I swear. Just because, you know, I abandoned my old diary. But, I'm actually contemplating re-opening that one up. Just because I don't like this screen name. I think That would go over well. Maybe I'll starttranfering my entries today. What do you guys think? Huh? Huh?

Hehe. Well, if/when I do, it'll probably when I get back from yoga (around 11:30) okay?

Heh.

Bye.

Okayyyy, I need to find a job. Yes... A JOB.

So I'm looking for something (ANYTHING REALLY.) near me, accessable by bus and NOT A FAST FOOD JOINT.

Oh yes. The search is on.

You know what I... dislike? When someone you don't know adds you as a friend. I'm like.. "Uh?" I think I'll comment on her diary and be like "Why'd you add me?" But anyways...

I think I'm going to start keeping track of what I'm eating. Not because I'm dieting or anything... but because I want to start eating healthier.

So. Here goes:

Sunday, OCT. 7th.

1. Caeser salad w/ crutons (they were soggy) and bacon bits.
2. Party mix (sun chips, cheesies and doritos)
3. Yoghurt (vanilla)
4. Chocolate milk (I've been drinking chocolate milk all day)

And I think thats it so far.

Uh.. yeah... thats all?



Jack: Do you read The Bible, Teal'c?
Teal'c: It is a signigicant part of your culture. Have you not read The Bible, O'Neill?
Jack: Of course... Actually I'm listening to it on tape. Don't tell me how it ends.

So, it's 8:36 and Dragonball GT is droning on in the backround.

Both my parents are in bed, my mom because she's really tipsy, my Dad because he's watching the hockey game.


Okay, on spare today, me, Laura and Nikki had the weirdest conversations (which resulted in Nikki almost falling over... again.)

AND. Me and Nik got pulled out of class to talk about our "Negative Tension," deserving of capitals and all. Okay, the truth it, there is no Negative Tension. It's me being me and Nikki being... whatever the heck Nikki is. But nonetheless, I have decided that I will (try) to be nice to Nikki during class.

Oh yes. I got my lowest mark of the school year today. I got...

75%

Okay. I'm not really complaining. I mean come on, 75% really isn't a bad mark. So yeah, I'm not really upset.

We also did bed baths today. Hahaha.

Nikki had to bath me. Which resulted in laughing way too much. I'm stuck with bathing her on Monday.

Hmm... what else? Oh yes.

Tomorrow, I have yoga. And then Jess is coming over. And then I have violin on Sunday, which Jess is coming to. In between all this, I have like, 50 pages of notes to make.

Oh. Fun.

Thats all?

Bye.



Teal'c: What is an Oprah?

I'm currently writing notes on Body Mechanics. CAN THIS GET ANY MORE BORING?

Yesterday I had my first hockey game of the season.And usually after starting hockey I'm really sore. But I woke up today and I wasn't! I thought "It's probably the yoga." because it probably is.

Also, on Saturday we had our little "Stargate-a-thon" and it was really fun. Meagan and Krista finally realized that my dog was nuts, that Jack and Daniel together was cute and that if theme music ever comes into the picture... RUN.

Other then that, nothing really happened.


/edit

Look at this:



Okay. Now, to get faster shipping, kill people.

Okay, I know what it means but it's still funny.

/tide



Jack: I hope you diplomatically told him where to shove it.

Minuet - An elegant dance in triple (3/4) time, the minuet was very popular during the Classical period. Some symphonies from that time have an entire movement written in the minuet style.

Tempo - The word is Italian for "time." In music, it means the speed at which music is performed. Some tempo markings are general (e.g., "largo," "andante") but some are quite specific (e.g., 96 beats per minute).

Ritenendo un po' - (Italian, literally 'deduct a little') becoming a little slower

Accent - a surface emphasis or stress given to a moment in the musical flow

Stacatto - (Italian, literally 'detached') a dot above the note indicating that the note thus marked should be shortened to half its written length, the second half replaced with silence

I am wearing make-up. Actually, it kind of stings. And I think I look weird. I took some pictures so maybe I'll upload them tomorrow.

Tomorrow we're having some public health guy come in and then we get to leave at lunch time. Sha-wing.

Me and my mom were chatting about all the cute boys we see on television. Our conversation went something like this:

Me: So, Grissoms pretty hot, eh?
Mom: (glances at me) Yeah... for an old guy.
Me: (shrug) Eh. What about House?
Mom: Nah, not him, I don't like his attitude.
Me: I'm talking about basing it on looks.
Mom: Nope.
Me: Oh. Well I think he's pretty cute.
(at this point in time, Greg walks in on-screen)
Me: Mmm, oh! He's wearing a suit. (he was wearing a suit jacket)
Mom: With a t-shirt under it.
Me: Mom, he's Greg, he can do that. So what do you think about Chase (from House).
Mom: (nodding) Yeah, he's a cutie. (looking back, this is vaugly disturbing)
Me: Ohhh yeah. Really cute. Really really cute.
Mom: But I thought you liked that other one?
Me: Who?
Mom: On CSI.
Me: Greg?
Mom: Yeah.
Me: Ohhh, him too. But Chase is only 26, I could swing that (I actually said "swixx" and then we laughed about it).
Mom: Ahh.

We talked some more, but it was more about how dad was old and bald but we love him anyway.

That was weird, actually.

Sam: The only thing we can assume is that Anubis didn't keep his deal with Daniel.
Jack: That's a shock, eh?

Love. It's a sort of sticky subject, isn't it? Maybe I shouldn't be calling it love. I should be calling it like.

Okay.

Like. It's a sort of sticky subject, isn't it? You get your regular feelings of lonliness and all that jazz associated with being a teenager in need of someone of something to grasp onto. But what worried me is this: I haven't had a boyfriend since *ponders* June or so, --maybe before that, I just remember it was hot out-- and, mind you, I'm not yearning for someone by my side, I'm not unhappy because I'm single, I'm not sad because 'nobody loves me' and I'm not going to go and get depressed over it, however, if someone were to say they like me, I wouldn't be objected. Now, what I'm wondering here, is that, since I haven't had a boyfriend in a while, if someone were to come along and say they liked me, would I go out with them just to satisify my need not to be lonely?

I wonder that. On the other hand... it would depend on the person.

But oh well. Lately I've been wondering what the heck I'm doing. If I ever want someone to like me in a romantic way I'm going to have to stop acting like an annoying whackjob.

But then again, I don't really hang around boys at all. I used to hang around with Nikki and Randy and that group, but I haven't lately, because I've been hanging around with Krista and Kirstin. Am I upset about this? Not really. K&K (because you never have one without the other) are fun people to be around, not to mention kind of funny in their own way, and they're good kids. So, no, I don't.

But then again, in less then a months time I won't be going to school at all. Which means virtually no boys (face it Amanda: you never get invited anywhere by anyone.) which means there isn't even a smidgen of a chance for anything remotely romantic. Okay, SO I could sort of care less.

Yeah, I could. But then again, with teenage romance abound everywhere, I can see how people think it might be a downer.

Okay, I think I'm done.

Comment, if you please. ¢¾



Teal'c: The destruction of the hammer device in order to save my life may have caused this. If so, I am responsible.
Jack: General, I gave the order.
Daniel: I fired the staff weapon.
Sam: And... I was there.

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For the past hour and a half I've been looking for some random Stargate website. I remember looking at the URL and seeing "jacksrubberducky" and it's the only thing I have to go by.

Sigh.

/tide

edit

OMFG, I FOUND ITTTT♥♥♥


/tide

The most terrifying thing happened last night. And I mean, it was absolutly terrifying.

I was watching the The Sentinel, around 10:40 or so, and I got upstairs to the bathroom. As I'm washing my hands I hear this kind of weird sound, you know, the sound that your dog makes when he's puking. But it wasn't coming from my dog.

It was coming from my mom.

I waited at her door to make sure (she was in bed) and when I was, I rushed in and of course, shouted "Mom!" and saw what was happening. She was trying to cough, the gross liquid kind of coughs, where something comes up with it, and since she was lieing flat on her back she couldn't get it out while sleeping. I kept talking to her, while rolling her on her side (I actually had started this right away) and while doing so, my Dad woke up and helped me. She woke up and coughed, said she was alright and went back to sleep.

I was still scared. Jeeze, anything could have happened to her. She could have suffocated on her own phlem. She could have choked and died.

I went to bed not long after but I didn't slep that well, I kept waking up and checking her beathing to make sure it was steady.

Later on (before I went to bed) I put something together.

What if mom has CHF? I would never have noticed it if I hadn't realized that maybe she could. When she wakes up I'm going to ask her about some of the things thats been happening to her.

I know for a fact that she's been spitting up sputum, because it's brown. Brown is not the normal colour for spit. On the other hand, it could be because of her smoking, but I don't think so. There are other things I can ask. And if I find maybe, three things that are associated with CHF I think I'll ask her if she can go and get a chest x-ray, just to be sure.

I might be over-reacting, but better safe then sorry. She's my mom after all, and I love her way to much to let something like this pass.

Oh.

Oh..

It's comin' just wait.

Guhhh. Nevermind.

Sorry. I had to sneeze.

Today I have two tests. I had handwashing (hehe) and terminology (bleh).

I got 85% on handwashing and perfect on terminology.

Yay?

I have a media assignment to present tomorrow. And an infection control test on Monday. But I'm happy.

It's fun. I did some notes of the musculoskeletal system last night, and I'm hoping to finish them today, because I have to make notes on the integumentary system, to be prepared for when we move on.

Does anyone get the feeling that I'm being a giant...

NERD?

Daniel: So we'd be looking for a needle in a haystack.
Thor: A haystack of infinite size.
Daniel: That's big.

Uhg. Hold on. Brb.

Okay, back.

I have alot of homework to do. Don't you hate that? The only time I've had this much homework so far is the very first week of class.

What do I have to do?

1. Take notes on the Muscle-Skeletal system.
2. Takes notes on Muscle-Skeletal disorders.
3. Study for Terminology (test tomorrow)
4. Read article on uber-bugs.
5. Finish my media assignment (two articles, due Wed.)

Okay, I've decided I'm going to be a total cheese. At the end of every entry I'll out in a quote, okay? It's going to be a SG-1 quote (thats where the cheese comes in.) Most of you probably won't get it but oh well.

I'm taking them all from imdb.com so if you want to see more just go there. You probably won't, however.

Daniel: She's Hathor, the goddess of fertility, inebriety, and music.
Jack O'Neill: Sex, drugs, and rock & roll?

You know, during the summer I was kind of depressed. Things just werent going you know? It was a kind of depression that comes with being bored.

So I suppose it wasn't really depression at all, more like a sadness born out of a severe lack of nothing to do.

Now that school has started I'm alot happier. I have things to do, I've been talking to people and socializing and seeing cute boys around school.

I realized I missed alot alot of kids from class. Like Krista and Kirstin. Jeeze! Those guys are hilarious. They always put up with me, and tormenting them is so fun. I missed Cavell too. Cavelly, I missed you. Heehee. We have the weirdest conversations her and I.

So, lets list the things Amanda must do this week.

(I'm taking most of this directly out of my agenda.)

1. Wake up by 8:15.
2. Do your morning shizzat.
3. Take bus to north end.
4. Yoga (10:00-11:00)
5. Go home, yo.
6. Work vigorously on Allegretto.
7. Break violin in frustration [1]
8. Go to Blockbuster
9. Buy Stargate while there.
10. Hound mom to buy baking goods for cookies.
11. Succeed.
12. Hound mom to buy other sweets.
13. Decision is as of yet, unknown.
14. Come home.
15. Jump about, then play more of Allegretto with newly repaired violin.

1. Get up by 10:00
2. Do monring shizzat.
3. Practice Allegretto one last time.
4. Leave at 1:00 for south side.
5. DO NOT FORGET VIOLIN.
6. Arrive at violin teachers house.
7. Shrug and explain THIS SONG SUCKS MONKEYS.
8. Get assigned new song and/or get told to keep practicing.
9. Go home.
10. Shower.
11. Yawn/go to bed early.

1. Wake up at 7:30
2. Do morning shizzat.
3. Get to school by 8:45.
4. Attend "Health Care Equipment" workshop.
5. Eat a lunch you don't like.
6. Attend rest of school day.
7. Come home.
8. Collapse in nice/warm/comfy bed.
9. Wake up.
10. Eat.
11. Compy.
12. Sleep.

1. Wake up at 9:00
2. Get to school by 10:00.
3. Complete Handwashing test perfectly.
4. Complete terminology test perfectly.
5. Go home.
6. Collapse in nice/warm/comfy bed.
7.Wake up.
8.Eat.
9. Compy
10. Sleep.

[1] = This song frustrates the heck out of me, which is why I will break my violin.

I'm done. Thats a long entry.

Mmm, Gackt's voice... shmexy.

What did I do for the past couple of days? Tests. Thats right folks!

I did tests. Two of them so far, then I have one tomorrow and two on Tuesday.

MY GOD.

My test yesterday was on the cardiovascular system. Today it was on safety. Tomorrow is the practical and theory test on vital signs. On Tuesday it's the handwashing and terminology test.

Thats right. A test for... terminology!

Haha.

Music Change: Malice Mizer - S-concious

The lyrics in this song are really fucked.

It's like "I smell a rat/ Why can't you understand?/ Alright./Cut it out/Cut it out/Why me?"

I'm like, "Gackt, what are you on?"

So yes. I'm only worried about the vital signes test that is tomorrow.

(Heavy breathing from Gackt.)

Why? Because... well, just because. Blood pressure, respirations and pulse are kind of heard to do. Respirations especially. Why? Because you have to watch somes chest for a minte, while looking at the time. Oh yeah.

Every time I tried to practise on my parents my mom would start laughing/hicupping. Why? Because she's drunk. Thats why.

Music Change: Malice Mizer - Transylvania

She's also supposed to be making my chicken strips.

OH yeah, not to mention I start yoga on Saturday, and I haven't gotten my violin song down pat for Sunday. Like...

HOLY CRAP

Guh.

Can we say hectic? I don't think my life has ever been so hectic.

Bye.

My headache has yet to actually go away. It's kind of... faded but never actually gone away. You know? It's a weird sort of feeling.

Tyler is sitting beside me asking me inane questions.

Anyways...

I'm at school, if you hadn't noticed by now, it's third period (Well, it's really fourth period but seeing as it's a week 2 it's third period).

I'm kind of bored.

Okay, I'm really bored.

--

At lunch today I didn't go outside with 'the gang' instead I went to the caf with Krista, Kirtsin and Jeanette. I had fun. I think I'll do it again, and by going to the caf it gives me time to eat. The only thing is that when my spare is finally at it's normal time (being the period before lunch) I'll have to move from wherever I am (Probably the library -- where I am now) up to Kirstins locker.

Alright, I'm just talking nonsense here to take up time because I'm bored out of my MIND.

So yeah... maybe I'll do some stupid qizzes or surveys or some shit like that.

I am feeling sick. And I have no idea why. I had a headache yesterday, so I went to bed, then I got up. I felt fine. Today at around 10:00 I started feeling bad. And then, by 2:00 I felt like I was going vomit my stomach contents all over Donevan.

So I came home, and went to bed. And then I woke up. Now it's 5:40. I'm hot, and hungry. I really want chips but I don't want to start feeling any worse. I'd really like to play violin, but I don't want to make my headache worse. I'd like to do something other then sit on the computer but I can't, because I am feeling sick and I do not want to make it worse (what an excuse).

The first night I don't have homework. And I'm feeling sick.

Alright, so I'm feeling sorry for myself. But it makes me mad. Every year I go "I'm going to make my school-attendance better." Not thats it really bad in the first place, I don't skip. But, I do fake sick every once in a while. So this year, I was really gonna do it. Am going to do it. Why? Because my attendance in the HEAL program is important. And you get an award for perfect attendance. Shwing.

I'm going to go eat something.

I HAVE A GIANT PROJECT TO DO.

BLEH.

I'm a crazy whackjob. And I'm not joking.

Would you guys like to know about forensic pathology? Okay, I'll tell you in simpleton terms (because thats the only thing I understand).

1. PATHOLOGY IS THE STUDY OF DISEASE.
2. YOU STUDY DISEASE BY a) cutting them up (mmm, autopsy). b) taking tissue/fluid samples of them WHILE THEY'RE ALIVE (aw, no fun.)
3. YOU HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR A HELLA LONG TIME (15 years.)
4. YOU DON'T MAKE AS MUCH MOULA AS NORMAL PHYSICIANS (60,000 - 180,000$)
5. DUDE, THIS IS A GROSS ASS JOB. YOU CUT PEOPLE UP.
6. IT SOUNDS COOL ANYWAY.

Yep.

So, I am stuck inside doing homework while it is a lovely Sunday outside. But I must get this project done!


Okay guys.

I ROCKED VIOLIN TODAY.

I just went in there and rocked. I played Perpetual Motion flawlessly. It amazed even me.

And then he gave me Allegretto.

DIE.

That song is the bane of my existance. Not only is most of it on the third string, but I am introduced to the G-STRING. (I laughed.)(Why aren't you?)(Laugh damnit!)

I don't like it. Bleh.

BLEHHH.

Omg. Krista-chan is going to come to our SG-1-a-thon. BOO-YAH.

Slowly, they will be recruited.*Steeples fingers*

SO.

NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.
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BYE.

OMGGGGG.

...GGGG.

GGG!

Guh. How can I say it ALLLLL. In WORDSSSS?!!!?!?!!!(!!)

I started school. GUH! School, already? Who makes school? ...Already?! Yeah, so... school. They messed up my schedual. But I fixed them (*waves fist*) and now it's all settled. First semester I have HEAL, second semester (sighs) I have physics, math, biology and english.

FUN.

Hell yeah.

Music Change: Kirito - HAMELN (Okay, that doesn't sound english, or Japanese. WTF?)

So...

HEAL ROCKS. HELL YEAH.




BIZNOTCH.




BWAHAHAHA. AMANDA WITH A NEEDLE!




HAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA.


I'm scaring myself.

We're learning simple stuff right now. The cardiovascular system (okay, so maybe not so simple), pulse, respiration, blood pressure, anddd... body temperature and how to take vital signs. And such.

AND I HAVE A FREAKIN' PROJECT DUE MONDAY.

You guys remember the Careers ISU? Yeah. That. BY MONDAY. WTF?

Music Change: Luna Sea - HURT

Guess what I bought...


STARGATE SG-1 SEASON 2!

I actually wanted season one, but they didn't have it. So anyways... this weekend I have to watch 20 epi's of SG-1, AND do an entire project. AND make notes. AND do violin. WHILE JUGGLING DUCKS.

Okay. I lied.

About the notes.





OMG I'M SUCH A LOSER.
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GUH.
exclamation mark.
exclamation mark.
backspace.
period
period
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caps lock

LOSER.

I come bearing photos of my new haircut! Bwahahaha!









--

Done? You like that huh? You should comment and tell me how much you like it.

I have violin today, and I got signed up for yoga. Whoo.

I'm sort of dreading violin, just because the song is kind of hard and I don't have it down pat.

Anyways. That is all.

Byeeee.

_Amanda

Ahh, I feel so ashamed putting that as my song... I don't like girl singers, but this song freakin' stuck with me. I bet it's because I watched all the eppy's of Lain, so I heard it thirteen times. Thats why!

Today, me and my mommy are getting our hair cut. Nothing serious, I'm not going supa!short, but... I need to take a little length off. It's getting too heavy. And annoying. It's like I have a small long-haired dog on my head. Or a mop.

Are you guys excited about school? I am. Well sort of. I'm not excited about school I'm excited about HEAL. But...

(Music change: Fuji Syuusuke [Seigaku] - Hitomi o Tojite Kokoro no Mama Boku wa Kimi o Omou)

(Holy crap, I'm not even joking.)

But... at the same time I'm dreading it, because it's going to be something really new and I'm going to be learning about these things that only a few other highschoolers learn about. And then theres the whole, 'it's a big program that has gained a ton of media attention and what happens if you don't pass it?'

Now, I have confidence in myself, afterall, I have no problem working hard and putting myself towards something like I like, however, I hate doing things I don't want to do.

I guess I should be happy that I'm really excited about doing this.

I just noticed I can type really fast.

Whooo typing really fast.

Yerk. This reminds me that I really gotta practice my violin. Gahhhh.

Pinky powa!


_Amandaaaaaaaaaaaaa(aa)


Mmm, Jack/Danny...
Mmm...


/tide

OMG! heh. I had a Micheal Shanks dream. I just find that the weirdest.

And... my mommy has informed me that I may not be getting my haircut today. Awww...

But tomorrow, instead!

Hajibibwaaaaa.

I'm kinda crampy, but I have idea why.

I finished all my Stargate. It is a sad sad day when a girl runs out of Stargate. Okay, new Stargate. I can always go back and watch my fave eppys. Which is probably what I'll do. But today? Today I am going to read. Alot. And be on the compy. Alot. But wait, lemme check if there's any Stargate on.

Wazaaaah. (Thats by sound effects)

Well that was messed up. Yeah, theres a ton of Stargate on today. Starting at four. So whoo. *Yawn*

I just woke up, by the way.

What else?

OMg... tehee. *In deep voice* On September 24th, Amanda Robinson and Megan "A+P clerk" McCarten (is that how you spell it?) (is that even it? I think it is.) will have the SG-1-thon to end all SG-1-thons. INcluding the first three seasons! WHooo!! My parents are going out of town.

I am such a loser. Instead of having a big giant party (no one would come) I am having a sci-fi marathon. Sigh.

Yesterday, I went le shopping. I had a hundred dollars to spend, now I have ten. (I rhymed!)

What did I buy? (*insert squee*)

1. Hands Off! (Sono te) Vol. 1
2. Hands Off! (Sono te) Vol. 2
3. Ice Cream (twice. sigh.)
4. Orange canvas Mary Janes (god, they are so ugly/cute)
5. OMG STARGATE SG-1 SEASON THREE! The entire season. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!




OMG!

So, I've been having a little but of a Stargate-a-thon. Whoo! In this one eppy (The fourth epy of the third season) called Legacy Daniel goes insane. Thats all your gettin' I won't out out any spoilers. And... he's in a white padded room, dressed in white and... OMG SO SMEXY!

He made me die. Right there. Just... die.

GAHHH. And he was all "Machello! Machello!" (if that was the guys name, it was ma, or pa. hold on, I'll check.)

...It's ma.

Anyways. So he was a schizo. I never knew someone could be a hot schizo.

Well that showed me.

OMG. SEASON THREE. Yeh.


Ohh. In one eppy, Jack kisses the alternate Sam. It was so sweet. Gah. Hurt me for saying that, but it was.

Amanda Tapping is really pretty. But she looks better with short hair.

/tide

Okay, you know how you guys have the Sloganizer! Things? I clicked on the site because you know, I thought it might be funny to see what I got. So I wrote in "Stupid" where it says to and I got things like:

"Stupid - as good as it gets!"
"Stupid forever."
"I want more. I want stupid."
"Stupid for the masses."

Okay. How about... WTF?!

I got:

"Play WTF, start living."
"WTF - be prepared."(I'm quite fond of that one.)
"Easy WTF." (...WTF?)
"I wouldn't leave the house without WTF." (...WTF?! x2)

I think that is about enough of that. I stole this from Frodo:

Basics:
Full Name: Amanda Jean Robinson
Age: 16
Sex: Female
Children: Negative.
Siblings: Brethren. Brandon. (Che.)
Nickname: Er. Negative.
Birthplace: Oshawa
Home: Whataboutit?
Height: 5’2”
Eyes: Brown.
Hair color: Black.
worst feeling in the world: Being hurt.
Best feeling in the world: Squeeing. With fangirlish delight.
Favorite things to do on the weekend: Uh?

Favorites:
Color: Blue.
Number: 5.
Radio station: Negative.
TV station: Space/TLC/Life/Comedy
Commercial: The Nestea commercial.
Time of day: Dusk.
Subject: Drama.
Teacher: Mr. Brewer (He's so gosh darn fun to get flustered.)
Clothing Store: Negative.
Jewelry: My ring. A few different necklaces.
Place to Be: Home. Or a forest.
Meat: Chicken.
Veggie: Cabbage.
Ice Cream: Vanilla. Or Cookies and Cream.
Potato Chip: Dill Pickle.
Salad Dressing: Italian.
Fast Food Rest: McDonalds.
Dine In: The Mandarin was nice.
Candy: Minty things.
Grocery Store: ...WTF?
Dog: BJ! (Squee.)
Animal: Bear :(
Month/Season: June/July.
Shampoo: My Aussie stuff.
Drink: Coolers. (The .5% kind you find the grocery store.)
Alcoholic Beverage: Stated above. (Does that count?)
Do you have a lucky number: ...5?
Do you do drugs: Negative.
Do you smoke: Negative.
Do you drink: Non-alcoholic beverages, yes.
Do you cuss: Not often.
Who do you hate: No one. Except maybe one or two people.
Who hates you: I have an idea.
How many buddies are on your buddy list: Like... five.
How many are online right now: One. And thats me.
Which ones are you talking to right now: Uh...
What did you do yesterday: Shopping. Stargate. Hands Off!
What did you do today: Stargate, Hands Off!
What are you doing tomorrow: I imagine Stargate.
What are you doing this weekend: Tomorrow is the weekend?
What did you do last weekend: Nothing.
What are you gonna do when this is over: Read.

Love & Relationships
Are you currently in love: Negative.
Have you ever been in love: Negative.
Your Crush: Michael Shanks?
First Kiss: Omg... Jordan. (blehg.)
First Girlfriend: Ehehe...
Is there anyone that you would date again: Hmm... I dunno...

Done. Finito.

I really like this songggg, and I need to get some more Pierrot songs. Need, need, need.

My day today... well it strated off on a negative note. I woke up at 11. Thats bad, just because I went to bed at 2 am last night (after watching Stargate!) which made me happy. And then I came downstairs, mumbled greetings to the parents, watched mom fuss over Dad, who had dropped something outside (she makes me laugh, just because my dads so... kiddish? He acts like a kid sometimes.). I read on the computer for like, an hour, and then went for a shower. Now I am here. I checked my mail.

Sigh. I got an e-mail from Lindsey. It was entitled 'Farewell'. I read the first paragraph, rolled my eyes and closed it. I've had about enough of that. She says our friendship doesn't exist anymore and yet sends me an e-mail outlining all my bad parts.

So after closing it I get a little call from the living room from my mom...

She wants to do yoga! Yay! Because I want to yoga and I don't want to do it alone! Yay!

It's on Saturdays, and she's going to sign us up. Wow, that means I'm going to be busy. With HEAL, violin lessons (tuesdays at 3 now, sundays when school starts), hockey (probably monday nights) and yoga (which is saturday).

But yay!

My temple hurts. Wow, thats weird.

I'd really like to go to the Ex with Cavell and Nikki. But my isn't digging it. If I go, I'd be scared to go on the rides for two reasons, 1. I felt sick when I went to Wonderland last time and 2. I don't want to die :( And a died there not to long ago.

Tomorrow, it's a really cool eppy of SG-1. Yayyy.

What else? Oh. I had violin today. I learned two new songs. One is apptly named "Allegro" (allegro means fast, BTW, in italian.) which is, you guessed it, a fasted paced song. Anddd... oh I forget the second songs name but it's equally fast. It's all eighth notes. It's called like... Something Momentum. Or something. Anyways...

Yeah, I don't really have much to say. Since in ths storm we've been having big problems with our net, but it seems to be okay now.

I think thats all.

/tide

My mom said I couldn't go. :(:(:(

I would love to rant and rave about how upset I am about something and I am upset, but...

I'm just sick of it. It's hot and cold.

I want things to be normal again. I want to go and hang out with Nikki and Cavell and Leanna and joke around and be myself.

I want to be accepted.

I want friends.

I want to get out of this fucking depressing slump. A particularily persistant slump thats lasted oh... four months.

I'm such a horrible person and I don't even know why.

Sigh x903750687406730000000.

The eppy... it was not the first. I was perpetually saddened by the fact. So much so I am (actually) crying.

Okay thats not the reason I'm crying.

The episode, which was sad (Selmac died, therefore Jacob died. I'm such a sap so I cried.) was... was...

OMG DANIEL NIPPLES!

Daniel became ascended, and then became human again. And you know what that means!

HOLY FOOK HE WAS NAKED.

...

HOLY FOOK MAN, HE'S BUILT!

Ahhhhh *drools* I am now fangirling Michael Shanks/Dannyboy.

Just... ahhhhhhh.

*cries some more*

...nipples.

*sighs dreamily.*

He needs to make porn movies or something. If I find the first season (or any season, for that matter) of Stargate SG-1, I'm buying it.




Sigh.

/tide

Dude I totally forget what I was editting this fo--

OH. I got Stargate SG-1 ads. Ain't that just awesome-est?

/tide x2

He's so... dreamy...

OMGhowoldisheIwanthimmmm.

/tide x3 (these have all bveen in the span of five minutes)

1. lose the beard in season nine, dan.

2. lose the chick too. shack up to Jack.

3. sell yourself on e-bay.

/tide x4

he's 35. I could swing that.

/tide x5

*cries* he's... MARRIED.

Okay. I'm not high on pot (Prince of Tennis anyone?) I'm high on freakin' gasoline fumes. My father-dearest has decided to mow the lawn. So now the fumes are going everywhere.

Today, I finally burned my Glay CD. The White Road Best Ballads one. It took me forever to download, but I got it! And I burned it! I had five minutes left on it, so I put on my Pierrot song as well. I only have one. I haven't gotten around to downloading any others. But I like this one...

Anyways...

What else did I do today?

(Music Change: Glay - Random Song #1)

Okay, the reason why it's random is because it is on an album, meaning it's all one long 'song' (it isn't, it's the album. sigh.) so I have no clue what the song is. I would have unzipped the entire album and deleted the songs I'd already downloaded, however, there are like four songs I can't unzip for some reason (I'm thinkin' it's because they have Japanese names) so I just kept the whole album.

So right now I'm searching up what song is the first one. I have them all wirtten down and when they start/stop (because it's just like that, right?) but it's a notebook on the other side of the earth room, it's upstairs.


I went golfing today. Sigh. Oh boy.

I think I'm going to stick to hockey. Boy. I got one four out of nine holes. And I was so happy, too. I was jumping up and down and cheering for myself.

THIS EFFIN' THING. Okay, I looked up the song name, yeah, on the site it's in kanji. Those bastards.

Music Change: Glay - Way of Difference

There, ya got that one.

I sunk two balls in water and got stuck in like, four sandtraps, but by the end up the entire ordeal, my dad said I was doing pretty good for a beginner. Hey now, don't forget, I'd only been to the driving range once (two weeks ago, might I add.) and that was my first actual golf course.

I like puttputt better.

So then, I came home and read, as well as practiced violin.

Freakin' violin.

Gah. I have this slight problem where... ah, just forget it.

GUESS WHATS ON TONIGHT?!

...FIRST EPPPYYYY!

Yay.

I feel zonked. Wtf? No I don't.

My last entry had "WTF?" in the beginning line as well. Oh, so right baby, check my rawkin' HTML skills.

Who am I kidding? Okay. I have very little rawkin' HTML skills, but those that I do have, reakin' RAWK! (I said rawk four five times.)

Ohhhh mah god. I missed SG-1 today. *Sad face.* I was so caught up in reading this freaking (SG-1) Saga that I lost track of time and missed it.

However... *squees* the very first eppy is on tomorrow, at 7:00 pm, on channel 202 (thats bell express vu. go watch.). I'm like:

"OMG OMG OMG. FIRST EPPPYYYY."

However. This is the eppy where Daniel gets introduced to Shau're (I think. Not sure.) which is sad. Because. Just because. But young!Jack. I like young!Jack.

Anywayssss. What else has happened today? Why nothing, of course.

My mom is picking up pants for me on Friday. Yay clothes. And they're going to party on Saturday (yay, no parents.) and we're going to the Mandarin on Sunday (yayyy.). What do you eat that Mandarin, (well Mandarin food. Duh.) but I mean like, is there other stuff.

God, I feel like Jessica Simpson ("these wings aren't made from buffalo are they?"). Thats a very bad way to feel.

That is all.

Actually for the past days I've had "Up and Adam" stuck in my head. You know, from that eppy of the Simpsons where Milhouse ends up being Radioactive Mans sidekick. Oh. Fallout Kid? Boy? Something like that. So.

"Up and Adam."

I have suddenly got a headache. WTF? Anyways... today... today is boring as hell. Is hell boring? I don't know...

I'm likin' my new diary. A new start, you know? My top left icon is of me, made oh-so-graciously by Lindsey and my header picture is just of me. I look hot in that picture (I'm really not that hot, it just turned out that way.) and I was surprised because all my photos end up looking stupid if I'm trying to be straight-faced or just smiling. I don't have a problem with looking like a retard (see top left photo).

Tomorrow, my dad says we're going golfing. Now, normally I would be happy at the prospect of spending some quality time with my dad, even if golfing it horrible boring and repetitive, however, I am having girly issues.

Why do cool things always happen when I'm bleeding out my freakin' crotch?

You know, it's just bleeding. You get cuts and scrapes all the time and they bleed, and you don't usually get bothered by it. And yet, once we see it is a immediate downfall in our moods. An "Aw, shit." and the knowledge that you will not be able to sleep over at any friends houses for the next week, go swimming, or even wear tight pants.

Okay, maybe it isn't everyone. But it's me. I'm terribly self-conscience of everyone around me so all the rules (see above) are a must for me.

Sad, isn't it?

Okay yeah, as you'll soon be finding out, my life is pretty sad. I'm not a very social creature (okay, I am, but only around certain people). I hate crowds and parties and stuff and rather stay home on the compy or veg out watching TV or reading a book (or something online.)

Anyways... I'm not set to really do anything today, so I'm just sitting here. I must practice my violin! The first song isn't that hard but the second (the one with the new string) is bleh.

Sigh. I am back again.

Today, I have violin lessons and Miami Ink and Stargate SG-1 is on. I'm feeling really lazy right now...

I'm going to post this little tidbit... I stole it off of Meagan, on LJ.


1. Number One OTP that is truly THE ONE TRUE PAIRING (withstanding the test of time and fandom whoring): Jack/Daniel (sigh. I just started on this fandom and it's taken over my life.) [SG-1]

2. Your OTP today: Jack/Daniel [SG-1] and SasuNaru [Naruto]

3. Baby’s first OTP: Darian/Serena [Sailor Moon] *cry weep cry*

4. That Rare Pairing that you Love: KibaShika [Naruto]

5. OTP that you’d go to bat for in Wank Situation: Does this mean like mastorbation or just a crazy situation? Either way... SasuNaru [Naruto] or 1x2 [Gundam Wing]

6. Number One Anti-OTP, the pairing you hate with a fiery passion: 1xR [Gundam Wing.]

7. Character you pair off with almost anyone: I don't.

This is for rapid fire first OTP that comes to your head for each fandom, don't cheat! (alot of these are sci-fi fandoms, which I don't watch)

Stargate: Jack/Daniel
Atlantis: McKay/Beckett
Lost: --
Star Trek: --
Smallville: --
Alias: --
Farscape: --
CSI: Nick/Greg
Btvs: --
AtS: --
Roswell: --
Without a Trace: --
X-Files: --
Star Wars: --

I'm not much for like, really sci-fi, I don't really mind it and I like it but usually it's kind of complicated just because it's sci-fi so if I don't watch it from the start I won't continue watching it.

I'll write more later.

/tide

A girl died in 1933 by a homicide murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murderer chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.

Shyaw right. LIke I'm not going to post it. I'm paranoid enough as it is.

I just got back (okay, I got back an hour ago) from my violin lesson. I have two new songs to learn my teach introduced me to my third string. He's says I'm doing well for only being along a month.

While we were waiting for my mom I found a twenty dollar bill. Score.

Do you ever go away for a while, then come back and wonder what has changed?

Yeah... I'm getting a major dose of that now.

Okay. I had an old account on here (sopointless) and I stopped writing in it in, oh... about May... So I go away and never check the site again and now I decide I'd like a new diary and... WTF? Okay, albiet no big changes, except for, you know, the whole no friends thing and how it's a wanna-be LiveJournal.

Of course, I'd be on livejournal if it wasn't such a whore. Or blogger, if that wasn't such a pain in the ass.

Oh. What's the RSS thing? I dun get it.

So yeah... this is my first entry. In a new journal. In the same site. Yep...

Yep...

Wtf?