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Erin
  Age: 21
  Sex: girl





Erin

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[202] Make sure you have expert timing July 5, 2008
Feeling: amazing

 

it all started with a kiss ...

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[201] One day you'll meet a stranger June 29, 2008
Feeling: embarrassed

I'm embarrassed about what happened yesterday and last night at Tim's; I know I shouldn't be but I am. I'm keeping this a secret :/ I'm stupid.

School starts August 25. That means I move out of my house and up to school the week before. I don't have a place to live yet nor do I know how I'm going to pay my bills and for school; I should figure a plan out eventually. Maybe I'll just sell my body to make $5000 dollars and than I'll pay my bills and be ok.

Ugh money and life is stupid; at least I get to run away soon.
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Entry List
  [202] Make sure you have...
  [201] One day you'll meet a...
  [200] bleeding love
  [199] every occasion i'll be...
  [198] i hope you think my...
  [197] I was the one who...
  [196] still dying anyway
  [195] sometimes we don't say...
  [194] they were never my...
  [193] i've been watching you
  [192] just like a tattoo i'll...
  [191] Mercy screams its...
  [190] But I am made of more...
  [189] Sooner or later, I'll...
  [188] Someday together we'll...
  [187] how far we've come
  [186] my world is crashing...
  [185] i can still taste...
  [184] There's no such thing...
  [183] Close your eyes and...
  [182] it ain't fair you died...
  [181] I'm on fire when we...
  [180] I've lost my initial...
  [179] just save me
  [178] i'm sick and tired of...
  [177] live your dreams
  [176] where do you go when...
  [175] How do you feel when...
  [174] i try to stay awake and...
  [173] i fall as hard as i try
  [172] I thought that you...
  [171] is there anybody out...
  [170] bleed it out
  [169] don't stop believing
  [168] and i'm out of reasons...
  [167] must be doing something...
  [166] And it's me that you...
  [165] but I don't have a hold...
  [164] why do i have to explain
  [163] Smile though your heart...
  [162] Another day goes by
  [161] the villagers are out...
  [160] i feel like a hero
  [159] no warning left her...
  [158] How could our song...
  [157] you're like nobody else...
  [156] You can't tell me that...
  [155] Just another heart to...
  [154] first time
  [153] raise our hands and...
  [152] its time for you to...
  [151] we're not living in...
  [150] paralyzed
  [149] once you have my name...
  [148] no one cares no one...
  [147] paralyzed by the same...
  [146] find another place to...
  [145] i mean nothing to you
  [144] it's a crazy life but...
  [143] and we'll sing out loud...
  [142] let me out
  [141] i wonder of your...
  [140] lost in the deepest...
  [139] i am not listening
  [138] come to my window crawl...
  [137] and it came from nothing
  [136] find a new place to...
  [135] but my feelings for you...
  [134] my friends all grew up...
  [133] everybody makes mistakes
  [132] i'm not here for your...
  [131] you don't really want...
  [130] i'd burn the building...
  [129] well all stay skinny...
  [128] and i'll stay alive...
  [127] with the clouds on my...
  [126] you know i won't say...
  [125] juliet loves the beat...
  [124] i just hurt you and i...
  [123] i wanna die young and...
  [122] memory has shaped me...
  [121] lies take victims
  [120] i put on my best but...
  [119] there are certain...
  [118] i tried to be what you...
  [117] lost and hurt from the...
  [116] he's on my mind
  [115] And everyone knows I'm...
  [114] you don't know how it...
  [113] cause i'm feeling...
  [112] as you open up the door...
  [111] maybe i'm a fix (baby...
  [110] i can't seem to let...
  [109] Paper houses and fallen...
  [108] i'm always stuck with...
  [107] you must really love her
  [106] death won't hold you as...
  [105] This is the ending,...
  [104] life is a highway
  [103] ditched your girlfriend...
  [102] i call your name today...
  [101] your body's been dying
  [100] i said i wish i could...
  [99] your eyes will cut...
  [98] i just wanna feel like...
  [97] please don't make me cry
  [96] look at me now i'm...
  [95] use my heart and not my...
  [94] you live the perfect lie
  [93] perfect in weakness
  [92] can't get you out of my...
  [91] with blood shot eyes i...
  [90] when we will be as one
  [89] i could get used to this
  [88] so light the fuse to my...
  [87] this is the end this is...
  [86] There's poison in my...
  [85] i want to hold you close
  [84] Wish I knew then what I...
  [83] Lies
  [82] this may call for a...
  [81] he said i would not...
  [80] crawl in a river black
  [79] side-stepped land mines...
  [78] now's the time for you...
  [77] i could have been someone
  [76] excommunication
  [75] maybe we were made for...
  [74] And I want you to see...
  [73] You can't turn back the...
  [72] good bye valentine
  [71] I spend my nights face...
  [70] Dont get caught up youll...
  [69] Trying to grasp being...
  [68] Straighten your back,...
  [67] It feels like I'm losing...
  [66] Doing what I can but...
  [65] you dont have to stay
  [64] the hospice is a...
  [63] But you end up walking...
  [62] I only want to stop...
  [61] Judgement please don't...
  [60] Its ink that lies. the...
  [59] I wait for your kisses...
  [58] The chemistry between us...
  [57] But if you don't pick up...
  [56] Close your eyes
  [55] Take me far away from...
  [54] Truth
  [53] Its magic he said to me
  [52] until this empty place...
  [51] Can you feel the tension...
  [50] I'd love you to love me
  [49] You chose the words you...
  [48] He's got a girlfriend...
  [47] And together is much...
  [46] The worlds a...
  [45] Nothing seems to be the...
  [44] Time flies by
  [43] someday i will find the...
  [42] Is it possible for the...
  [41]I'm searching, need to...
  [40] i love you and you're...
  [39] Suicide
  [38] i can't recall exactly...
  [37] Sometimes the hardest...
  [36] Everything you say is a...
  [35] Everyone has a secret...
  [34] And Your clothes never...
  [33] Living's just a waste of...
  [32] When breathing just...
  [31] And leaving me to know...
  [30] She wants to hear she's...
  [29] One kiss and I'm ready...
  [28] Oh its heartache every...
  [27] But sorry won't erase...
  [26] You didn't have to hurt...
  [25] I want to peel the skin...
  [24] Hold your breath make a...
  [23] I'm fed up
  [22] If you want me to wait I...
  [21] Suffocate me all you...
  [20] These are the last words...
  [19] I'll forever love you...
  [18] Walkin' down Suicide...
  [17] I love how they used to...
  [16] Stealing your look from...
  [15] Let your body sink into...
  [14] I'm melting in your eyes
  [13] Your heart is a river...
  [12] Black dresses flood the...
  [11] But I don't care if you...
  [10] Life can start anew and...
  [9] this is a .44 caliber...
  [8] I think I'm headed for a...
  [7] Are you gone and onto...
  [6] Just some words without...
  [5] The poison's more...
  [4] When I sleep I can't dream
  [3] I'm only happy when it...
  [2] I don't want to feel this...
  [1] I'm addicted to you