Girls Rock The Boys
Listening to: Umphrey's Mcgee
Feeling: attractive
So I met a guy on thursday. He worked really hard to get me into his room so we could makeout. He wanted to have sex, but I didn't so that didn't happen. He didn't even ask me for my number. There is a chance of running into him again this weekend at mellow mushroom, but ugh I don't know that I want to run into him again.

I got a few drunk calls from Marshall this weekend. He wants me to drive down and see him. Trouble is that he has a girlfriend who is much prettier than I am.

Things have changed and I'm not the same girl I was 2 years ago. I want something real something lasting. I don't want these boys who only want me for a few nights. I can find them anywhere. I want someone I can love and hold. Maybe I want to much, but I'd rather be single than keep going on with the party game.
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Feeling: bitter
Run away little girl. Run back to your parents. You know they will bail you out of anything.

Things I hate about you:
-You're terrible at handling money.
-You say you never have any yet you're always at burger king and you always have cigs.
-You say mean things to me.
-You lie about stupid things to make yourself seem cooler.
-You always have to have a guy or you're miserable.
-You're not independent.
-You rely on everyone else to tell you what is cool and what is not.
-You try so damn hard to make me feel bad about myself.

I'm:
-good with money
-self sufficient
-independent
-I clean.
-I don't feel the need to fit in.
-I'm happy being single.
-I don't need a guy to make me feel like I'm everything.
-I don't feel the need to make you feel like shit although sometimes I wish I did say half the things that run through my mind about you.
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Keep it to yourself
Feeling: antisocial
When the world doesn't want to hear your words keep them to yourself. Bottle it up and stick it in the fridge....or if you want it frozen in time the freezer. Silently she protests. Silently she protest and silently she cries.

When they don't want to hear why you don't care about life just hold it in until it fills you up and burst. And there are all the pieces laying on the floor. And there are all the memories that are no more.

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Boys
Feeling: amused
I don't want one. Tell them all to go away. I'm happy being single. I had a boy last year and he dumped me. It's been almost a year now. I'm used to being alone. It's honestly what I do best. I can't fall for someone. Not now I can't be in a relationship now. I'm not mentally prepared to handle take on someone else.
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Boys
Feeling: amused
I don't want one. Tell them all to go away. I'm happy being single. I had a boy last year and he dumped me. It's been almost a year now. I'm used to being alone. It's honestly what I do best. I can't fall for someone. Not now I can't be in a relationship now. I'm not mentally prepared to handle take on someone else.
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Entry List
Girls Rock The Boys
[insert title]
Keep it to yourself
Boys
Boys
4 years
Exams
Down Down Down
I See Her Hurt
Early in the Morning
Amphetamine High
Actual Update [Maybe]
So I've been on here forever
Strangers come out to play
Losing an important body part.
College Life (part 2)
[008]
[007]
[006]
[005]
[004]
[003]
[002]
[001]
Change of Pace
Fucking Slut Whore
Caught in it
Give me somthing I can use
Empty on the Inside
Where is everyone
College Life
Sex in a Church
Update??
things on my brain drive me...
hee hee
FUCKITY FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK
Sit diary i've missed you
The girl with kaleidoscope...
THin
Life like weeds
Lack of sleep makes me rhyme
Paranoia
Death
whips at the mall
Confusion and lies
parties and shit
yelling and crying
I'M A WHORE
I'm not a stalker
I'm good yet so so bad
blank
Happykittydance
I wrote this novel just for...
I'm so drained
Happy happy happy
emotionally unavailable
more confusion
naptime
broken or temporarily out of...
tired of him.
Oh No!
it's not funny anymore
it's a secret???
blank
It's all alright
I suck but it's okay
scream
lions and tigers and bears oh...
alright
I need gum
Hotel Rooms and Boredom
hyperactivitydisorder
Product of boredom
I'm not exactly sure
I'm magical
Life ain't so shitty.
Am I wrong?
quizilla
A thought from my not so...
The Crawfish Boil
End of the year
Total freakin' happiness
okay well yeah whatever
eh okay time to talk
killing time
I'm just going to talk.
I'm all like WHAT?!?!?!?
Friday and Saturday
Zac
blank
wednesday night
getting hit on
big stuffy penis
Not much of Anything
Wired
Killing time
delete me
Beautiful Mess
total freakin' meltdown.
Today in life
another wierd rant
wtf!?!?!?!?!?!?
Braindead
all nighter
I feel......!?!?!?!?
I hate myself
feeling like a winner
I will hurt you
Badge of disgrace
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