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October 13th, 2008 @ 8:04pm |
The internet died and I got really pissed off and wanted to throw my computer across the cafe.
The music has been the same for the past three hours and I want to scream.
The ladies sitting next to me are talking really loud and I want to tell them to shut up.
The old man is sitting across from me and I want to tell him to go away.
The Spanish is picking my brain and all I want to do is quit.
Man, I thought I was getting this under control... |
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October 9th, 2008 @ 3:21pm |
Babies in class?
Come on, thats what day care is for.
Or condoms.
Ever since I started my new job I'm doing so much better. The whole starting the rest of my life thing is still weighing on my mind. But I'm much happier.
I'll hopefully get into the doctor sometime this week. I'm rather sick of being, well, sick.
Things are going well I do believe. |
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October 8th, 2008 @ 10:59am |
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Its all I think about. The thoughts of it are comsuming my days.
I'm nervous, excited, scared, giddy.
All of those emotions piled in to one. But I don't know how to handle it. One thought I'm overflowing with joy, one thought I'm scared to death.
I know I shouldn't worry about it, if its right it'll happen. But I can't help but think, and worry, and what-if.
It should just be. But I can't let it be. |
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October 6th, 2008 @ 11:58am |
You told me you want to get married next year.
And it scared me to death.
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I wish I could eat things. The pizza smells really good. But who eats pizza at ten thirty in the morning?
I was proud, I made it to class, was ready to take notes, but forgot the one thing I really need. My iClicker. But we did get to learn about some gothic structures in class, my favourite type of art.
Its been dreary all this weekend. I loved it. It was cold, cloudy, rainy, perfect October weather. Now that the sun is out but I'm still cold I hate it. I would rather it be shitty weather if I'm going to be cold.
On a good note my land lords finally turned my heat on.
I had a dream the other night that he left me and went gay. Now, despite the fact that its rather humourous that he left me for a man, the dream was terrible. It made me realise that I need him. He is the one for me. I don't know what I would do with out him.
Its sad that it took losing him to realise it. |
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