aurevoir
Listening to: none
well, alot of shit is goin on adn i dont think neone will ever read this but i dont give a fuck. this is my good bye notice, but i have a myspace so i dont care, adn juggalo family to occupy my time ( except im on major groundation for being brought home by tha cops ) so bye people, and most likely,
NOT MCL
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nothin really
well...idk whats goin on. I dont think im coming home ne time soon. I talked to social services, i dont kno ne thng else to do. they said they cant remove me from the home so im screwed. But i have been blowing off all these guys , and now ive found one i kinda like. And ive been trying to get up wid danielle but i cant an dnobody can and im worried and i dont kno so...later
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nothin really
well...idk whats goin on. I dont think im coming home ne time soon. I talked to social services, i dont kno ne thng else to do. they said they cant remove me from the home so im screwed. But i have been blowing off all these guys , and now ive found one i kinda like. And ive been trying to get up wid danielle but i cant an dnobody can and im worried and i dont kno so...later
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hello
Listening to: just watchin poltergeist
wow. went psycho there for a minute. sorry bout that heheh, not really. ne wayz. im opening a myspace and will put tha address on here soon. later
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FUCK YOU ALL
Listening to: none
hah!! I dont give a damn! Fuck you all pretty much unless i tell you otherwise. Heheh... I could give a fuck less about pretty much ne one in rockingham, but i WILL be coming home just so you all know. This is to everyone. Eric, randy, i could not give a damn about guys and for you stupid fat ass bitches who hate me so much because a guy likes me and not them they can get over it!! FUCK YOU! To tha bitch who thinx hes tha shit and that im all in live with him, adn that he can tell everyone i had sex with him, ERIC, FUCK YOU! To tha guy who loox at tha other guy walking down tha street's aunts second husband's wife's dead son in law, FUCK YOU! Do you get tha point? danielle loves me more than ne one, even you nicole!!1 And I will be there for here and louie becuase we are juggalette homiez for life and death and she knos it and all of you will too because i dont give a fuck. with the exceptions of a few people then fucke you all haha!!Thanx for never returning my phone calls, or calling me at all! Thanx for calling me a whore coke head while i was gone!! FUCK YOU I DONT CARE BITCHES!!!SE YOU THIS CHRISTMAS!!!
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letter to Danielle
Listening to: none
Feeling: distraught
Ive been calling since that day that you called me, when my phone fucked up i tried to call you back but it didnt work. So then I waited for you to call me back, but you never did so i called again and the internet was on. I have been calling you since then constsntly. not once has anyone picked up tha phone and ive left messages every time ive called you said you had something important you needed to talk about and ive really been trying to get up with you. I got an atreyu cd and tha wraith an dshangrila cd yesterday. And i was listening to it rains diamonds an di started thinking about shangri~La ya kno? And how fuckin wonderful it would be. perfect. And how i wished that louie could have it all. And i came up wid this idea.Why dont me an dyou like, write a letter to louie? With some imortant message to give to him then we can pick aan age like 13 or something And then we will wait until he becomes of age And then we wiol give them to him TO BE CONTINUED
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fuckin a
Listening to: some nigger shit...
Feeling: aggravated
yea. Im finally writing another. Im so fuckin pissed that danielle didnt get to tell me herself thta tha baby was a louie. so im pissed. but im more pissed because im stuck here wid this girl megan at her house and ive almost got ready to beat her ass a few times and i still aint talkin to her now because i aint puttin up wid this bullshit from anyone. I m only using her for money an dstuff and drugs. I did coke for my first time. It was good. I think im supposed to do some more tonight. I have to come up wid a plan to go home. Danielle said that i need to stay wid one one of my ppl for a week and then migrate to her house because of her dad. Well. a few more reasons im pissed off at her so yall will understand: if your underwear is darker than the color of your outer stuff like your shirts, than your a whore. if you wear a thong or g string instead of fuckin granny panties with askirt then your a whore. me and danielle are NOT the world, she told everyone that i said that i cant understand the words to most of the music i listen to because it screams too much, and that birth control is abortion. yea. go figure.
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fucked
Listening to: Atreyu-Bleeding Mascara
Shit is so fucked and confusing. So mama doesnt care ...oh shiut i just cut danielle on purpose and didnt notice cuz she wowuldnt shut up. Now you can say ive held a knife to her balls, anywayz, so i can be a drunk strung out on alcohol adn pills and be fucking adam long ( yes she told me she wouldnt care if it was adam) but i have a hickey on my neck from my boyfriend whom sshe has no reason at all to dislike, and im never going back over there again and all this bullshit. That makes no muthafuckin sense. Im serious. " oh we can listen to nigger songs like me so horny, an dyes you can fuck adam, but no you cant be around your boyfriend that you actually like." Im talking to kenny, have to because this is bullshit, and i cant put up wid that. She is not living my fuckin life. i cant do this bullshit, regardless of what she thinx, she is not in charge of my life.
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finally
Listening to: none actually..
Feeling: anxious
...Thi is tha first time in forever that this sit has let me sign on to my diary hell yea!!! Well, im waiting on Jon to call me back, o that i can go over to his house aain today. I went over there saturday. We are dating again, thanx to Ashley etting me fucked up that nite, and my mom hinx i was on oxy cotton that nite!!!well....um..uh,....yea...DANIELLE YOU HAVE ALL OF MY CD'S!!! those bitches didnt say shit to me tha other nite at Saras. After all that shit they worte to me on tha website, and then everything i wrote them back, they didnt even pot another comment about me!@ but hell, im really fuckin scared of midget ass Felicia, and Hollie Stogner. Yea, hollie fucin Stogner is gonna bie me with her braces and ima have to go and get a tetanus shot. well...thats about it i think...Ashley, whats your photobucket site again?
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"Under Preassure"
Listening to: Blink 182- I Miss You
Feeling: volatile
Yes, tha music kind of fits. I think i have a partial plan for Jon...Kk, friday, LAF is playing at Saras saloon, and i called Bobby's yesterday and talked to his mom. Apparantly, jon asked if bobby was going friday, meaning that he is probably goin Friday... So, im going friday...oh yea, and Danielle too. Not sure how that's gonna go yet.. Me and danielle didnt go to tha beach afterall, but, we did aggrivate tha hell outta Jack at Night on 106.5 for playin gay music...and of course for not bringing her tha fuckin french fries. We left a bunch of messages! And i am liking a song now that i didnt expecet to like but i do..The Used and My Chemical Romance, Under Preassure. Danielle swears they are gay together, and now, im not so sure...but still, that is very sexy because they are very sexy and im going to eat them now... Hopefully all will go well with Jon friday, but, im gonna be realistic and say that it's gonna completely fuck up because it will, because he will have a girl there with him, even tho that won't be a problem, hasnt been in tha past, or other..things. Yea..( violated because danielle just poked my boob)
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Entry List
aurevoir
nothin really
nothin really
hello
FUCK YOU ALL
letter to Danielle
fuckin a
fucked
finally
"Under Preassure"
***cont
places
Is ur mouth purty?
*******cont
*****cont
***cont
Choose...again
Tha basics
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