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December 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Gorillaz- Feel good Inc
Feeling: goofy
Dont ever change how you are
Youre perfect just like you
Youre the kind and gentle soul
Who sees me for me
Youre always there to listen
While I constantly complain
Ramble in my insanity
And face my insecurities
Realize that just me is OK
My problems and my past
They make me just me
And youre ok with that
You dont judge
You dont assume
Youre just there
There when I need to talk
There to make me laugh
There to make me feel good
I just want you to know
Ill always do the same
Ill listen when you need me
I wont judge
I wont assume
Ill just be there
You dont ever need to apologize
“I want to be better”
It means nothing to me
You’re perfect because you care
And because youre you
And you dont care
Thats what I like about you
Youre just you
And Im just me
When Im talking to you
Thats all I need to see
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#32 |
August 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Papa Roach-Scars
Feeling: done
as im laying here looking at this knife
i sit here and wounder why life isnt so clear
i have this rose but its not painted red
i turn around and think of the good times
but then i realise theres not many
then i think back to the bad times
and start to cry
then i think to myself
could i make this rose so pretty ?
or should i sit and let it die
should i color it or watch it fade away
i pick up the knife knowing that this is worth it
that im only living to cry
i start to cut away the pain
leting it all fade away
with all the love and hate
the rose is meant to be colored
like i was meant to be cut
only if someone knew
when i looked so down
i never gave hugs or kisses
for i have nothing to love
as the blood runs down this pretty rose
watching my life fade away
in every cut it all goes away
i know i regret this but see its time for me to say
my last goodbyes
its time for me to move on
my people are waiting for me
for i am not alone
heaven is for the lovers witch i do not belong
hell is for the haters
is all that i am
i would never take another life
because this isnt where they belong
so i watch my dark god take me away
into a place where only memmories can see
the person who i am
and the people that make me this way
then all my fears and hate run down this
pretty rose when it is alive and i am just the color
that will soon fade away
its ok lol
coment plzz |
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#31 |
August 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Cold - Remedy
Feeling: alive
live it for its last
love for tomorrow
cry for today
hate for what you are not
but except for who you are
knowing for what the time may do
life isnt allways the way you want it to be
but it will always ketch up on you
others you may find themselves not wanted
or that is what it may seem
but we all have are dreams
are heart is gonna be broken
but we will move on
you think that its the end
but really its just begone
to who you will become
for the one you show
the love you share
the people you care about
the memories with out a doubt
are comin back
kickin and fighting away
all but the good
b.c your every thing good
your a person on this earth
your that starr in the sky
the shadow behinde my back
the color the earth
the blood of a angel
the heart of my soul
the strenth of a souldger
the beautiful sunset in the sky
the smile on a child
the food on this earth
and with out you a may not be me
something to live for
eatch and every day you made me realise all these thing
never let the one you say you love break your heart
never let a person raise a hand to you
execpt you for you
do not stop eating if you think your fatt
for thats just a lie you tell to your self
dont call your self ugly
because that is who u think to be
your a beautiful gift on this earth
even tho you might just be abanded
but you will always know someone out there
still cares....
i juzt wrote thiz for a friend itz not really good but oh.. well
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#30 |
August 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Backyard Babies - Highlights
Feeling: sane
Life doesnt seem so fear
when your never here
i know we arent together
because it was my fault
for i was not the one that gave it a thought
to turn around
and show you what you mean to me
allthough im sorry i havnt
you may think i do not care
but the reason its so hard for me
because im afraide ill stare
its as if that is my worstest fear
im afraide to show my love
love isnt the thing for me it doesnt seem to get along
but when i talk to you on here i can show u my darkest fear
but then when i see you insight it takes out my heart and throws it up in the air
im afrade i will say something wrong and watch you walk out my life forever and youll always be gone
see it takes awhile to see where i belong it was never ur fault you never did me wronge
i probally was a bad reason thats why we are not together but i dont wanna hurt you
i want whats right for you even tho it may seem so blue
but always remember to stay true and care do not let others bring you down
if they do get back up and walk away find that person oneday
i hope all goes well
but ill be back here laying in my shell
watchin it all fade away as i remaine in my grave
To Richie ~
srry its not really good itz short i just wrote it b.c me and my b.f broke up...it waz all my fault
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#29 |
August 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: cricketts ?
Feeling: blank
darkest days
nights of shades
soon youll pay
another way
see this knife
roll the dice
see the gun
holding the truth
that your nothing right
soon youll go threw a fight
show your truth do not lie
take the risk you may not cry
so roll the dice
and take ur turn
show life youll make a turn
itz reallyyyy shorrttt i knw
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