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every so often |
September 17th, 2008 @ 12:11am |
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i wonder what happened to all those people i had forged typed connections with.
and if they ever wonder about me.
also... what's the deal with myspace? a website full of people determined to remind me when i worked so hard to forget them. it's only people i knew in "real" life trying to invade my computer reality. no thanks |
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menthol |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
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i'm getting myself in trouble.
any improvements, really.
at least i'm not constantly in trouble.
...the consequences of bad decisions i may or may not have already made.
i'm waiting? |
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i don't even bite my food, let alone chew |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
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now that i've gotten things to slow down to half-pace, i realize that i've still got way too much on my plate.
i have no idea how i was doing it, although i'm pretty sure i wasn't really.
i can't even sleep because i'm thinking so much. why am i even more stressed out now?
because of her.
because of him...
because of this, that, and whatnot. and whatever. and who knows? and maybe.
forget the sandman; my latest bedtime buddy is the whatif monster.
anyways. i'm working on it. |
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heist |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
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almost anyone,
almost anywhere else.
and i swear i'd almost be happy
but i can promise that i'd probably be happier
except... what is happiness but a smile?
and what is a smile, but an outward
appearance
content is in a heart
and my heart is missing that ingredient
infact, it beats at an opposite frequency
"malcontent," even.
it. beats. either. too. fast. or too. slow. and uneven. and breaks and. shakes.
it gives and takes
but still, anything. any reason
other than this
a)
and. we'd all be a little less sick to our stomachs
b)
because. nothing else is ever enough like this could never be |
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