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Neither Here Nor Missed |
November 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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If I had been the one like this
And now you were neither here nor missed
it's the same thing it's that same hurt every day
And without it, there's no stress I need to face
When you lie
And you fucking seal and fucking cheat and lie
No it's NOT the same and don't you ever try
Don't know WHAT its like to fucking BE alive
All the time...
The times have not been kind I see
And so you will take it out on me
Never ending is the way it starts to seem
And your actions are what's killing all my dreams
It's a chance I must take
And it's my mistake to make
Through what's real and what is fake
I now see the rules I have to break
If I had been the one like this
and now you were neither her nor missed
It's the same thing
It's that same hurt every day
And without it, there's no stress I know I'll face
when you lie It's a chance I must take
and it's my mistake to make
Though what's real and what is fake
I now see the rules I have to break
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No Friends????? |
September 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Why does it say that I have no friends???? |
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Stabbing The Drama |
July 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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My Declaration Burn
Just Wanna Stab it Right Now
Congratulations You Found Yourself
Been Preaching To Many Times
To Understand
So Why Don't You Fucking Behave Yourself
We Don't
We Don't Despair
So You Save Yourself
We Always Depend
So We'll Deliver
Will You Ever Know
Such a Beautiful Madness
That Gives You Shelter
I'm Waiting For Something To Show
I Might as Well
Just Drag Me Down So Low
I'm Down To Drain
And I've Got Nothing to Fear
With A Polluted Mind
I'm A Killer of Illusions
Don't You Ever
So You Save Yourself
We Always Depend
So We'll Deliver
Will You Ever Know
Such a Beautiful Madness
That Gives You Shelter
Break The Record
In A Second
Cherrish The Mental Weapon
What'd You Say
Watch The Progress Fall As I'm
Stabbing The Drama Inside
I'm Waiting For Something To Show
I Might As Well
Just Drag Me Down So Low
I'm Aiming For Something To Show
My Punishment
For Being Down So Low
I Can't Believe How It Used To Be
Selfish Lies What Appeal To Me
Self Pity I'm Determined To Crawl
Manipulation of A Merciful Soul
I'm Waiting For Something To Show
I Might As Well
Just Drag Me Down So Low
I'm Aiming For Something To Show
My Punishment
For Being Down So Low
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Nerve |
June 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Call it liberation or frustration,
As it hits like a bomb
Tearing you apart as you're first in line,
Entering the zone
Watch how it runs, a nerve wrecking resistance
Watch how it burns, a venomous script's getting formed
You've traveled a long way to get here
And now it's waking you up..
Walk straight for a final solution
Walk straight, don't you be so cold
Walk straight with a clear resolution
I'll state my case and never turn
Watch how it runs, watch how it burns
And it's all a deception
Break it and learn, there's no return
For a presence like mine..
You've traveled a long way to get here...
It's getting all so clear now, all the
Things I know
An elapse of conscious progress will last forevermore
My courageous insanity follows
An infinite time
I'll be attaching the world
On my shoulders
Without a look inside
Inside
Walk straight for a final solution
Walk straight, don't you be so cold
Walk straight with a clear resolution
I'll state my case and never turn
Walk straight for a final solution
Walk straight, don't you be so cold
Walk straight with a clear resolution
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Hello |
June 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Just dropping by to say hello. Been on Vacation. |
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Gone |
May 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Turn away, don't you try
If I'm not back in summerland time
The hell with mine!
Turn away, don't you cry
If I'm not back just sail away
And forget the time!
I turned around but I was already there
And I see your face a million times
Don't you walk away
Was the timing right?
No you couldn't stay
And turn around
Don't leave me hanging all night long
For you to stay
I'm telling you that I'm as good as (Gone)
Can't we talk just one last time?
I'm finding out it's hard to believe
So many times you've crossed my mind
But your gone, yes you've gone
Give me reasons tell me lies
The truth be told no one to believe
So follow me but don't ask why
That I've Gone,
Yes I've Gone to the Other Side
Pass the day, lonely nights
Don't steal my face it's out of mind
and It's out of sight
I'm on my way, alone inside
If I could just have another wish
Then maybe you wouldn't die
I turned around but I was already there
And I see your face a million times
Don't leave me hanging all night long
For you to stay
I'm finding out it's hard to believe
So many times you've crossed my mind
But your gone, yes you've gone
Give me reasons tell me lies
The truth be told no one to believe
So follow me but don't ask why
That I've Gone,
Yes I've Gone
How could you do this to me?
I'm losing precious time this way
And do you listen to me
Beyond the stars the Other Side begins
I've asked a million questions
Wait for the answers in the wind
I know there's no conclusion
I face myself the Other Side within |
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A New Disease |
April 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only this I have left
Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
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Update |
April 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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So, how is everyone? Just an update letting you all know that I'm ok, and doing fine. |
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I need Help |
April 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I need help. More to the point, I need professional help. My insecurity, my short temper, my paranioa, all are taking an affect on my health. Joy... |
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Dollars for Dollars |
March 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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So you think that money is the root of all evil? Have you ever asked what is the root of money?
Money is a tool of exchange, which can't exist unless there are goods produced and men able to produce them. Money is the material shape of the principle that men who wish to deal with one another must deal by trade and give value for value. Money is not the tool of the moochers, who claim your product by tears, or of the looters, who take it from you by force. Money is made possible only by the men who produce. Is this what you consider evil?
When you accept money in payment for your effort, you do so only on the conviction that you will exchange it for the product of the effort of others. It is not the moochers or the looters who give value to money. Not an ocean of tears nor all the guns in the world can transform those pieces of paper in your wallet into the bread you will need to survive tomorrow. Those pieces of paper, which should have been gold, are a token of honor, your claim upon the energy of the men who produce. Your wallet is your statement of hope that somewhere in the world around you there are men who will not default on that moral principle which is the root of money. Is this what you consider evil?
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