First trip to Dauphin!
Listening to: E True Hollywood Story: Courtney Love
Feeling: lovely
Graham ended up coming in on the Tuesday night, and we spent all day Wednesday together too, before I dropped him off at his hotel with his parents/Katie. It was a great time :) I love him. And I got to see him on the monday, as I went to the airport to see them. I ended up sitting around for two and a half hours waiting for them (GRAHAM!) but it was worth it.

as for now, I am currently in Dauphin, sitting in Grahams living room watching TV and am using his lap top. I am so happy to be out here! its a nice vacation from work, I truly enjoy it.
I got here yesterday. My bus was about ten minutes late (four and a half hours on a bus just to get here... yikes). Grahams dad picked me up at the bus depot, then brought me home to his house. I dropped my stuff on, and then we were about to go to his moms work to say hi to everyone when Graham texted me and said hed be home at 3. Since it was already 2:45, I stayed home and his dad went to drop some stuff off before picking Katie up for her baseball practice. Graham came home, and we got uh.. "reaquainted" for 6 minutes, lol. Then his mum came home, followed later by Katie and her dad. Katie loved her cookies, she laughed so hard. My skor cookies are apparently a big hit, so I will have to make a whole bunch more for next weekend. We watched some episodes of House in the basement till dinner was ready. Holy crap, sooo good!! lol, i was so full. After, we went back to the basement and just lied around. I started to tease Graham, and he was getting rather, uh, happy, so i surprised the shit outta him and actually went through with the teasing and finished him off. He couldnt believe how good it was!! haha and his parents were right above us, like 3 seconds away, up the stairs. But yea, he said it was very possibly one of the best hes ever had, it took him soooo long to recover from it. Over a half hour later, when he was doing okay, we went for a tour of Dauphin and wen to the Dairy Dip for ice cream :) it was delicious! I got this fudgy turtle thing. MMMM! After we came home, and instead of watching tv, we went to his aunts to see everybody who was minnowing. His aunt gave us a tour of her house, and proudly showed off all her fishes :D lol. Then when we were leaving I suddenly had the impulse to hug his aunt goodbye? haha it was kinda awkward but Graham and I laughed about it later. When we got home, we watched and episode of Family Guy, then everyone went to bed.

This morning, he woke me up before he left for work by crawling into bed with me :) I opened my eyes to see him laying there, it was awesome :) he gave me a kiss goodbye and then was off to work. His parents left at about 8am too. I woke up at 10 to my alarm, as I had to feed Chuckie their cat. He is a diabetic and thus has to be fed. He is a silly cat, and im not sure if he likes me or not. He was hiding from me earlier! Graham has an island in his kitchen, and Chuckie was hiding behind it and just poking his head around the corner to watch me. Speaking of the little kittie, Chuckie just came to the door from outside and jumped up and dragged his body down it. Thats his was of letting people know he wants to come in, lol. But yes, not sure yet if Chuckie likes me. Anywho, after feeding him and letting him out, I went and showered and got ready. Then I walked over to Amy Peacock's work (which is also where Grahams mom works) and met her for lunch. She introduced me to the two girls who work in her office with her, and then brought me over to show me to the ladies Grahams mom works with. She goes "girls, this is Pam" and theyre just like, "oh hi" and then Amy goes, "Shes Grahams girlfriend" and then it was just like "OHHH!!! HIII!!!" ahahahaha it was so funny. Then at that moment Graham called me, to say he was going home to feed Chuckie before meeting us for lunch, and I said I was gonna feed him when I got home, and the women in the office are like "ohhh shes feeding Chuckie already! Oh shes part of the family already, they've got her married off!!" lol, i was laughing while talking to Graham, he couldnt figure out what was so funny. After we finished chatting with the ladies, Amy and I drove to Pizza Hut for their lunch buffet. Graham got there about 5 minutes after us, and we all sat and chatted. It was wicked, and the food was reaaallllly good. Graham dropped me off at home afterwards, and thus leads me to now. I showed him a peek of my new lacey underwear, to give him something to think about while at work for the afternoon... lol

Im really tired right now, So i think I might go into his basement, put on a movie, and take a nap in the dark. I have a little plan for Graham for when he gets home... might include a school girl skirt, lacey black booty shorts, and a big empty bed/house. heh ;) And then I'm gonna make him dinner, and then we'll just hang out at night. At ten or so, we are going to some party, because Graham wants to go show me off or something. Lol, im supposed to go meet all these friends of his. Im not worried, Im pretty good with people. And I look kick ass in my new shirt/capris, so im set. As Graham said at lunch "I noticed the shirt right away, you look really good!!" hehe :)

Right, well now that I've gushed out the last few days, I think i might go take that little cat nap. Maybe Chuckie will come curl up with me? haha, probably not. Only two hours till Graham gets home!! He is the greatest guy ever... it honest feels like we've been dating for years. And its only been two months. I pretty much jumped into his arms yesterday, I was so excited to see him. He treats me soo good, and is always telling me how beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, hot, sexy I am. and hes been saying I love you non stop lately, its really cute :) I could never get enough of him saying it to me.

but yes, nap. Ill write more later.... wish me luck for the night!!
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The Departure
Feeling: alone
and like that, he's gone home :(
I didnt cry as much as I thought I would today. But I also cried last night, and bit on monday... and a shitload on Saturday.

We've seen each other every day for two weeks. intense or what? Thats either gonna make things easier, or make things harder... I will soon find out.

He's gonna be in the city next wednesday to go for a flight to BC for Katie's volleyball. I tried to hint to his dad today (as we were packing Graham up) that they should come in early during the day on the wednesday, so I can see him.
Graham and I have decided that we'll see each other no matter what that day.
Which means only 6 days till I see him. And then who knows after that tho...

I will manage... I have to. He is so amazing I could never let go over this.
And I have some pretty sweet nights lined up for this week...
Wednesday, tonite = Chelsey
Thursday = Andy
Friday = Marek
Saturday = Jills social

and then i just need to find ways to amuse myself for sunday and monday, as tuesday i close at work and thus wont be going out.

Just 6 more days...

I love this boy so much.
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L-O-V-E
Listening to: South Park
Feeling: wounded
He said it. last night :)

I love you.

ive never had a connection like this, a feeling like this before... and ive been in two two-year relationships.

He makes my heart smile so big.
He treats me like gold.
He means the world to me.



And my heart is with him right now, in this difficult time for him.
I love you sweety, I'm here for you whenever you need it.





♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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Entry List
First trip to Dauphin!
The Departure
L-O-V-E
Best Weekend Ever
It gets closer...
He is amazing.
And just like that...
Making a run for it...
20th Bday! (Boy oh Boy..)
my friends...
RRRRRRRROADTRIP!
Anti-Anniversary
lyrics to my life
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: GET LOW! :
Pretty much his favorite...
:Hold me in your arms♥:
Refuse to Choose
Finally feels worth it...
Yous Rocks Mys Worlds
Already got the shivers...
: You're so lovely :
Still Alive
Totally Hot
Smiles for everybody!
So this is...
Snip Snip!
Tired like WHOA!
Beach/Picnic/Party/Picture...
It works.... wow?
Dear Diary
Just one of the gang...
Freedom!!!
Summer Is...
DONE LIKE DINNER!!
you STILL make me smile :)
Frusturation...
And then it hits me...
The Greatest Thing. EVER.
Dead.
It's Mah Birthday!!
exxxcitement!!
The day of love, among others
The Jewish Penis Is Better
Sleeping In Is Nice :D
wish i was someone else
The Shoe Whore
: Case of the Ex :
A Year Ago Today...♥
mmm ahhh mmm happiness
Crazy Lady
I HATE HER!!
A Brand New Year
Home Sweet Home
: Blue Christmas Without You :
Imma Dank
GONNA EAT OUT?!
The End Is HERE!!!
Harry FREAKING Potter!!
You bring me down...
Trick or Treat, Smell my feet
Mirror Mirror On The Wall...
Fun On The Farm
My Anti-drug
Paint a smile on my face
Another week goes by...
: I'll savour every moment :
It's starting from scratch
Just Let Them Flow...
OOBER BIG UPDATE
The young and the sleepless
A Loose/Loose Situation
But was it worth the $90...
The Future Is Uncertain
Future MILFS
Smiling In My Sleep :)
My Ghetto Superstar
: Hooked On A Feeling :
BYE JESSICA! :(
: Lay With Me Now :
My Paradise
Pics from my grad!
Loving it at Lilac
The Past Week
Pics from Andy's grad!
can you say .... EXCITED!!
Randomize This
The Burnt Beauty
: Skin On My Skin :
Your Guitar Is So Comforting
my wildest dreams came true!
YaDa YaDa YaDa...
:When Two Become One:
The Nitty Gritty
Somewhat Normal? Score.
Tis True
He Loves Me...He Loves Me Not
Thats A Wrap
:In your eyes I lost my place:
:Don't Worry...Be Happy:
Our Final Hour
Dark+Park+St.Vitalians=FUN!
Thank You For Everything
Occupation - Storm Trooper
:Don't U Know That We Love U?:
Rated M for Mature
:I Could Not Ask For More:
Thoughts Splattered on Paper
:This shit is bananas!:
Food Fantasizing
Rollercoaster of a Day
shes INFECTING my LIFE!!!
I miss them
12 Hours Till Europe!!
30 against me. SCARRRY!!
NINJA ON WAYNE!
PICK rhymes with DICK
:Tears Fall Down My Face:
...im the odd one out...
What goes up must come down
:Playing Guitar In The Rain:
Drinking, Dancing, and Andy
Maybe its just me?
The Big 1-8.
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Valentines Day
IGA Deli
:Dunno How u Do What u Do:
Updates
If I Only Had A Brain :(
Exam Week
A Love Note From Chelsey
:See You At The Rock Show:
:Im Addicted To You:
On Cloud Nine
Wow :)
ill get him
Pressure to date a stranger
Mixed Emotions
She'll never give up
Plz Help Me!! :(
The Wife Beater
Best Friends
:JINGLE BELLS:
Marshmallow Wars
Grr!!
I hate pre cal
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Fuckin Hypocrite
PARTY ON CHELSEY!
test test 1 2 3
"u gota do it my way" (would...
Mothers :P
And were good
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