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[ragdoll junkie] boy says
[ragdoll junkie] and i feel...
[ragdoll junkie] eleven - ten
[ragdoll junkie] cashew nut...
[ragdoll junkie] mary janes,...
[ragdoll junkie] if you water...
[ragdoll junkie] this is me...
[ragdoll junkie] incubus and...
[ragdoll junkie] between the...
[ragdoll junkie] first night...
[ragdoll junkie] and tell...
[ragdoll junkie] mild disorder
[ragdoll junkie] make me a...
[ragdoll junkie] shake a bad...
[ragdoll junkie] jamaica? no...
[ragdoll junkie] manipulator
[ragdoll junkie] cloudie, i...
[ragdoll junkie] play do boy
[ragdoll junkie] repugnant...
[ragdoll junkie] all this...
[ragdoll junkie] my father...
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[ragdoll junkie] conquest of...
[ragdoll junkie] something...
[ragdoll junkie] hes my 45
[ragdoll junkie] i'm not a...
[ragdoll junkie] my kind of...
[ragdoll junkie] don't take...
[ragdoll junkie] maybe i only...
[ragdoll junkie] about honey
[ragdoll junkie] i have no...
[ragdoll junkie] so science...
[ragdoll junkie] nothing to...
[ragdoll junkie] this...
[ragdoll junkie] morning...
[ragdoll junkie] THIS IS NOT...
annual promenade
[ragdoll junkie] fuck you.
[ragdoll junkie] adroit
[ragdoll junkie] onto the...
[ragdoll junkie] undefined
[ragdoll junkie] no pudding...
[ragdoll junkie] this is a...
[ragdoll junkie] carnival 9
[ragdoll junkie] druggie
[ragdoll junkie] diagnose
[ragdoll junkie] own complaint
[ragdoll junkie] stop...
[ragdoll junkie] hearts in...
[ragdoll junkie] communicate...
[ragdoll junkie] ** i was so...
[ragdoll junkie] function as...
[ragdoll junkie] for the lady
[ragdoll junkie] monologue
[ragdoll junkie] the insecure
[ragdoll junkie] the way i...
[ragdoll junkie] well, it...
[ragdoll junkie] mainstream
[ragdoll junkie] the fucking...
(between then and now)
from pantiebundle
from pantiebundle: would you...
from pantiebundle: quote,...
from pantiebundle: core shaken
from pantiebundle:...
from pantiebundle: come on,...
[ragdoll junkie] a place to...
from i'll make you famous:
from i'll make you famous:
[ragdoll junkie] distance
[ragdoll junkie] you suck
[ragdoll junkie] anaid
waltz]] hill people.
waltz]] oligopoly!
waltz]] caterpillar.
waltz]] spook.
waltz]] even in the middle of...
waltz]] 5
waltz]] 6
waltz]] good things.
waltz]] aw. heartfelt.
waltz]] this is 10%
waltz]] lets kill the baby.
waltz]] frankenstein project.
waltz]] i fail!
waltz]] yum.
waltz]] If one more person...
waltz]] 1
waltz]] 2
waltz]] please
waltz]] 3
waltz]] 4 [memory]
waltz]] dry.
waltz]] I wrote this last...
waltz]]
waltz]] tease!
waltz]] i'm not being hidden...
waltz]] must be all those...
waltz]] gonna find my baby!
waltz]]
waltz]] dont ask
BACKEND OF FOREVER
waltz]] check that last one.
waltz]] 2.3 days of music
waltz]] 7 - nick is fucking...
waltz]] merchrizmis!
waltz]] clack!
waltz]] if chuck norris is...
waltz]] aw.
waltz]] i sent my brother...
waltz]] what's best for me?
waltz]] the year number...
waltz]] dana dear!
waltz]] things aren't going...
waltz]] with the boy.
waltz]] i'm not always very...
waltz]] it gon' rain
waltz]] hate campaign.
[ragdoll junkie] the opposite...
very recently
waltz]] uninspired
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you on a cusp
pretty lingerie
i am two scoops of crazy
nine til ten a.m., in...
four a.m. every night, new...
honestly, i'm aware of it
dirtying up my february :(
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right now, i'm okay.
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confidence!
sensation of being madly in...
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that's how it is
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dying for
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pijlinktvis: omega for dinner
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boycotting poultry
i'm so lame.
thatta girl.
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the tar melts onto your shoes!
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of win, of regime
moodswing
explosions in the sky
striding
rant
stomp this out like a...
i'm helping it come quicker
stupid unconventional whore.
i saw you at 8 am
anchovies
#420!
jupiter.
fuck you. #2
nighttime.
get out of the car and start...
the check out
shh.
dammit bob
very little
there's no map of the stars.
god wants me to have sex.
i have too many stalkers...
granddaddy
i need more time than this.
torn open.
i forget that i am
isn't it funny?
conclusion, three [finite]
conclusion, two [find the...
conclusion [for what?]
last year
i'd be ashamed if i were you
wa-wa.
[ragdoll junkie] methadone...
[ragdoll junkie] the...
[ragdoll junkie] oh.
goodbye, remember?
it's just a grumpy morning
the end of chapter
carousel .ooo4
i claim:
carnival! my frozen taquito.
taquito!
carousel id .ooo3
working so hard to overcome
it's about gummy, again
so stop lying to me, it makes...
kiss you on the mouth while...
re: the traditional soaking in
the traditional soaking in
damaged
the day it ends
that was weird.
heart
i'm randomly pressing keys...
carousels of the carnivals
#282
a junkie is defined to have...
i'll be your junkie, i'll be...
LOLOL
sex #2
i thought he was ashamed of me
what i know
re: stand me up
stand me up for valentines
like coffee
there are cheez-its...
i ♥ thingy
old entries
irrational and listening to...
i said, "suicide"
method acting
i'll be a ghost, your ghost,...
astrology report
the letter
in your FACE
i want you. honey.
it's a full moon out tonight
i was going to send this into...
i love the smell of lysol
serenely:
thanks a lot for leaving me...
"i need to get some"
you can catch tasty waves too
i am not cool.
die finals, die
smile more.
i talk to myself, too
running out of words again
my old info
yes, get high.
next entry.
so i'm singing along and i...
yr nice.
paraphrasing ayn rand
i'm going to kill you all
ew. ii
when you start believing lies
enha. rakrjler.
someone has the case of the...
not with razorblades
re: what the fuck am i here...
smilie-face, indicates, i bet...
what the fuck am i here for...
entry title
january 19
i just wanted to be hidden
nathan.
october 28, 2003
the make up murderer!
anal ... oh ... geeze.
sunday, typical
the things that make me smile
and we'll put it EVERYWHERE!
i am secret admirer
this is a drunken girl in love
i need a cure
7 am
so when he calls on monday
pbj4evr is my sn ilvu
the truman show effect
getoffdebot getoffdebott!!1
re: 9:21
9:21, jan 16 ___
cupcake vs. reality
you rascal! you never told...
because he had a dream
my secrets
re: my secrets
the big dipper
but i'm used to it
when it's most necessary
don't you like me
wow i will jizz on ur layout
a point where i got way too...
roll your tongue
save it forever #2
BYE
even digital technology won't...
be a dog, say ruff.
i am a virgo
this is my first class!
i stared at the screen for...
some prick is making me happy
the best part
carnival. we only go to...
don't tell me i think too much
rainbow in your jail cell
schitzophrenic antisocial...
everyone sings a song called...
goodbye. i think.
i am commenting through MY SIT
woah!
it's broken, but it's good,...
slutty little sisterrr!
this music is like a circus
beeeeeeeeeeegerrererrrr
younger than i am.
re: younger than i am
amanda wingfield
my ability to speak has...
validation
red and white striped candy...
not very artistic right now
blending motion
call me robot.
teaser
responce
fakeditfuckedit
the next transition.
the misfortunate football
i have nothing for you today
vain ew.
something petty
the most important survey of...
i just want to save this...
happy new year
sort of awkward entry that i...
bit o' courage to keep this...
i'm blindsighted
private entry one
SUPPORT?!SHIT!
earliar today
i feel like vomiting.
forgive this, whore
generalization 5432
i was a dorky ten year old
this wont help being private
and burn up the film in my...
this is when girly added me
suffocated/air out
THINGS ARE JUST MATTER
what i have to do.
i just wanna
the april cd
sex
in both worlds, actually
fuck you, fuck you, fuck you....
they're KISSING
thank you santa
haven't i filled this one out...
queenie isn't here
i can teach you but i have to...
re: only in dreams
conor oberst is so fun.
it's just an ear infection
only in dreams
i stole it from theshadow!
stored up for the winter
last week
CAST.
i like you.
kathleen, my mother
i'll burn
re: i'll burn
the circle stopped rolling
glasses of wine for you and i
cool kids belong...
bandaids!
left intentionally blank
it's always about me
my longest entry
yeah, whatever.
go get laid
i should just like, shoot you
i have a crush on you
ew.
history in the making!
dechirer is to tear
a carnival to pass the time
ALL MY LOVE TONIGHT
such a strong word
yeah, yeah we do.
answering a why
i miss contradictions
lesson 2
half a carnival
doesn't make much sence
reminding myself that i'm set...
10-10-2003
the ring effect
happy?
that phone call again
the one where matt gave me...
this morning
blocked from everyone but me
my back hurts
blocked from jerry
the five, the five, the five
i dont feel completed today
i'm asking you, now
re: just a reminder
are you two ...
this is from girls-suck.
just a reminder
look ... i filled out a survey
typical little girl #2
things aren't going so well
typical little girl
using that water
VETO
mattttttttttttt
i used to have adhd
progress reports
flaw?
i hate my broken face
hmm half a virginity ...
hmm and then i veto it
this applies to everyone
pathetic
act your age, not your shoe...
everyone has a reason to not...
fate's all in the sex sex
PLAY THE GAME
LIAR FACE!
letting off the happiness
scrunch
"everyone goes on a hunger...
LOVE!
i blame girls.
i take it if your that bored...
the first time i've ever...
how ever far away
your uncle is fucking hot
nothing's in my way
word of advice?
active
i don't know ... i'm just...
corruption
heh.
ten nine eight seven six five...
i'm a hustler, baby
an excerpt that fucking...
WHY DO BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO...
Firsts and Lasts survey
i self consciously...
rain