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February 22nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: better than me - blue october
Feeling: chipper
todd and i broke up early last summer.
somethings aren't forever.
actually, everything isnt.
since then, i have dated Eric and Rob.
Eric was the best to me.
Rob was just a mistake.
Michael and i aren't friends. we will never be again. same with Jeff.
my cousin Christopher is a good kid, we don't even look at eachother anymore.
i have other friends. Krystle, Kla, Angie, Jill and others.
i drink and smoke. its terrible but its something to ease the pain.
we're all addicted to something to ease the pain.
my sweet 16 is coming.
my parents are officially getting divorced. i have turned into my mother. and my sister is not herself anymore. she will never be again.
she is looking forward to florida and i look forward to the bottom of the beer bottle.
my friend angie is going out with todd.
he's different. i am different. reading all those entries, it brings back memories, but it brings back the side of me i wish to never see again.
i spend my time wisely, getting wasted with the ones i love, and making new friends by the bowl.
my sister is everything to me.
due to no boyfriend.
i must attend to her lovely face.
let the boy come to me. not run to him. |
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38th |
December 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: the sound of keyboards
Feeling: sinful
sitting here... by brent.. doing nothing..
SICK and just got back from New York City...
Todd and i have been going out for 4 months and 1 week and 2 days
=)
i love him |
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37th |
September 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: cater 2 u
Feeling: angry
tomorro is school
oh yay!
i love you |
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36th |
August 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: summer nights-lil rob
Feeling: sleepy
going to bed.
just got fuckin yelled at today for nothing.
saw the skeleton key. now that movie sucked!
everyone said it was supposed to be scary...yeah right!
well as long as i was with my baby i was happy.
AMANDA AND THOR ARE GOING OUT!
amanda spent the night last night and we talked to thor and billy.
I GOT THOR AND AMANDA TO GO OUT! YES!!!
well i am sooooooooooo tired. going to bed.
i love you sooooooooooo much todd!!! |
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35th |
August 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: let me take you home tonight-boston
Feeling: jinxed
Friday night went to go see the Island...now that movie completly SUCKED but I had fun with Todd. Brad, Garrett,Todd,Bryan,and Bryan's stepbrother all went and we had a fun time. Thor and Bryan sat by themselves. I sat by Todd. Bryan Parks-Noels ex, was throwing popcorn at me and so was Jeff. I got pissed and gave them a piece of my mind in the parking lot :-D.
Last night I went to the movies with Noel and we saw the Dukes of Hazzard. Me n Todd should go see it. its in theatre 1!!! me and Noel sat in the big comfy seats. earlier that day i went to the lake and we had some fun! Lauren just had to come! ughh and she drove. I got her back though :-D.
I love my Todd very much :-* your everything to me hunn... |
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34th |
August 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Dear Jamie..Sincerely Me-HelloGoodbye
YES!
Tomorro night I will soon be with Todd.
missed him all week. everywhere I went. He went to...well in my memory.
Its like he is burned there.
Mrs. Todd Denino...sounds pretty hawt lol.
hahaha in summer school today, Kayla K. swore and threw her book on the floor and told Ms.Schery to fuck off...lol it was soo funny. Even Josh was like now she has balls.
I love you soo much Todd 7.29.2005**** |
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33rd |
August 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: I could not ask for more-sara evans
Feeling: lovely
5 more days until Madre's birthday
Friday night was the best night ever!
glad that we are finally together! :-*
went to the great escape with mike!
everything i did...todd was in my mind
i've given up alot of things just to be with you...and i used to think it wasn't worth it...
oh boy. it was
I love you so much Todd |
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32nd |
July 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: the flame-cheap trick
Feeling: anxious
can't wait until tomorrow!
I finally get to be with him...as a couple.
I am supposed to be typing my essay. but screw it.
I would rather talk to Todd any day lol.
the party was awesome! omg all my friends came and they had soo much fun! we stayed up all night playing man hunt.
tomorrow me and todd and some people are going to the movies..going to see the Devils Reject. heard it was good!...we'll see about that
he left so i can do my essay now lol
ILusMT
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31st |
July 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: how to deal- frankie j
Feeling: alone
party is today. don't know what time everyone is coming.
last night i was looking at my old notebook. your in it so much, guess you should have it to see how much i liked you. even when we used to fight. i don't know how i made it. ya know being without you and not being able to talk to you. well the fights are over now. and something new has come. a new feeling...
well gotta go in the shower...
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30th |
July 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: llama song
Feeling: hot
damn am I tired or wat. party is tomorrow. and had to clean all day.
feeling sick to my stomach also. saw so many things i didn't want to see when i was doing outside work.
CLEANED MY ROOOM!! and its very clean. like spotless.!
listening to the best song EVER!! the llama song...Sam got me into lol thanks Sam. lol
YES tomorrow is the party.
yesterday me mike rikki and thor went to walmart/bike riding and jeff and kyle called over mike's house just to invite themselves to go swimming and tell me to get home now!
soo much to do still...
rrrrr tomorrow is the party wish it was here now!
ilusmT |
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29th |
July 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: nothing
Feeling: torn
really tired and sad...poor mike...
Whisper was put down today at 2:30
took a nap earlier but i am still tired.
then had noel over to come swimming...
she left 20mins. ago
think think think think...come on poor bear think...
I love you so much Todd...your my everything |
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28th |
July 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: let her cry- hootie and the blowfish
Feeling: torn
wtf is wrong with me?
why am I talking to this girl?
she is the one who asked my man out..
is this right?
while he is gone we are talking about him...
I'll tell him...
what do I tell her?
I told her that we are just friends...
we will always be friends...
nothing more will happen...
now i wonder why he won't go out with her...
she is really annoying...:-D
I want to be the girl that is in your arms
I want to be the girl that makes you smile
I want to be the girl you fight for
I want to be your everything
I want to just be with you
I love you Todd always...I'll never stop...
don't forget it
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27th |
July 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: let me hold you-bow wow
Feeling: eh
confussed...
I told you I gave up and that one day I might like you again...and that I couldn't wait til school started, to be with you....
you tell me this...I have no clue what to think, what to feel...
some one help me :-/
tell me what to do... |
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