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December 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Ill Nino - God save us
Feeling: anxious
Well i have to say i am feeling a million bucks right now, im sat hear listening to ill nino playing doom online kicking peoples asses from all over the world and then after playing on my new guitar, its so fucking sexy, ill try and get a pic up here soon but i got to get my new camera to work, damn, i just want to start doing something with my band, something cool, so we are going to hopefully get this other guitarist in and he is all trained in classical which will be very interesting because i have never really seen a person play a classical guitar or even that style. cant wait. he is gona feel gelous though when he sees my new baby. and kyle if your reading this i know what your thinking "why doesnt he just shut the fuck up about his guitar" lol, dont worry that day will come lol
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ok so this is the 4 day i think after having my toncils out and i feel like shit, they have put me on these painkillers that make me feel like im about to faint, and im shaking all the time aswell so its not good, but its all going to be worth it in the end i hope, got my guitar back from the shop and it sounds amazing (thats for pink and razz) looking forward to when i can go back to practising again, i cant even pick up my guitar at the moment, its like fucking torture :( |
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October 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Staind - Outside
Feeling: alone
Cards
There comes a point in anyones life when they make a big decision and they have to deal with it, it then after deals the cards to which you must play, you sometimes lose the hand or you win the pot, things never seem the same after your decision, sometimes you feel like the king anf the next a loly maggot, you just gotta play your cards.
What to do, thoughts going at a hundred miles an hour with you strapped to the hood.
What to do, scars constantly looking you in the face and telling you, "you made the right decion", but how can you trust your scars.
What to do, sitting here feeling so alone when people are only a stones throw away.
You think to yourself, do i call my hand or do i bluff and hope someone falls for it, bluffing can only get yourself so far in life, at points bluffing is the only thing you can do to stop yourself from sleeping forever.
So far away from the end of the game, but you still think all the way through, do they know?, do they think i got the best hand?, do they know my hand is made of shit?.
Voices telling you to just give in and stop this, your going to get hurt, other voices telling you to bite the bullet and put in all your chips.
So many voices telling you what to do, starts to get crowded, two ways out of the voices.
1)throw in your hand and make a decision as to where to go from here.
2)bluff and make a decision to what you want to do now.
MAKE THE DECISION, MAKE THE DECISION.........
Only time can tell if the person has done what is right.
Only time will tell......
But you must rememeber that its not the look of the man that makes him what he is, its the pressence that makes the man what he is.
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October 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
So we have 3 temp names at the moment for our band and i was wondering what you people thought, what good and whats bad, these are them.
Reject
Rejects
Laid to Rest
which do you like |
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September 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: American Head Charge - Loyalty
Feeling: achy
I am a artist, i love to paint, draw, mould etc. And i have had it up to my wits end with people saying art is pointless and is easy, i would like to see you do what i do day in and day out, seriously anyone who ses art is easy needs a slap :@ |
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No Name |
August 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Mastodon - Leviathan
Feeling: sluggish
Well its been a while since i left a entry on this diary and im bored so what the hell.
I have been upto alot this past few weeks, the past few days have made me very happy, i recently went to this place to visit this person and i felt like shit when i saw them, not cuase i was ill, i was purely upset by there health, but im determined not to let it get me down, so yeah anyway the past few days have been cool, i have been hanging out at a friends and we have just been playing games and having a laugh, its just cool.
OO and to anyone who cares i got a new guitar and i have named him, yes him, most people make there instruments women, well i have two women so i called this one 'No Name' i like it, kinda mysterious lol.
Yesterday my i felt like a rabbit caught in the head lights, someone read my diary and read my first entry and to anyone who has read it knows its a god basher entry and the person read it and they said when did you write this entry about god, i froze but then i kinda snapped myself out of it, it was wierd, i just froze and everything went blank. like when you watch a movie and it freezes (when you watch dvds) it was so wierd.
Well im off again, dont know when ill be back again.
:) bye |
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Team america fuck yeah !!! |
July 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: slipknot - Surfacing
Feeling: achy
I got my new amp today and it sounds awesome, i cant wait to let kyle and lloyd see it its a rocking amp, i am going to paint the cabinet that the amp head sits on to suit me :) |
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June 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: AC/DC- Noise pollution
finally finished my exams, fuck yeah motherfucker, now i get to just hang with kyle in drama for the day now, woop woop. |
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June 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Static-x
Feeling: aggressive
some people are going of the rails leaving friends behind and not thinking of anyone else, just doing drugs and self harming, what a idiot, seriously get a grip, we need to talk NOW!! me you and razzle, cause you just going nuts dude and there is no need, your just putting on a show, pathetic |
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June 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: .............
Feeling: jocund
wooo i have just put the down payment for a marshall half stack, this guitar amp has enough balls to rip your face of, damn i cant wait till i get it, gona break down the walls.
So bored at the moment, just sitting here at home playing ps2 or playing guitar, i am going mad, i need something to do or someone to talk to, cant talk to kyle cause might infect him with illness and cant talk to lloyd cause like were not talking so arrrghhhh soooo bored |
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