food drop
right now im in bio class. we are getting lectured on how to use computers.
Whatever!
GEEZ.
so yesturday was good. i feel like a good person! i went to the food drop with austin and jodi i was the milk lady! aka. EDNA
austin was the egg man aka ESPANIOL LOPEZ
and jodi was the juice girl aka PENNY-SUE
oh geez
people kept on yelling EDNA! EDNA! and i wouldnt respond it was pretty much the best!
then we went to jodis house and went to a little bench to bowzer....
i saw the mothman proficies last night it as hardly even scary my expectations were set so high.
ohhhhhh wellll.
today i need to go muhmas day shopping
i think i will go with matt today after school to chinook before ha works, just because he is really nice today. and he gave me a hug...which is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard for him.
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rum
Listening to: sleepy california-her space holiday
Feeling: organized
today when i woke up the sun was shining so brightly through my window that i was sweating. today has been relaxing.
i jogged with riley to his work and then jogged back home then i layed out on the patio and wrote a story about being a kid and sun tanned. it was great. it was so nice and warm but then clouds came and now it is chilly and windy outside. my mom and i went for a walk, it was fab. my dog is so cute.
this weekend i saw justine's new house its so pretty and her hot tub is cool because it has strobe lights and a radio!!!!
yesturday rilaey and i went to td square to go to a modeling thing. but we got the date wrong its supposto be on the tenth next month. ups.
we went shopping at holtz though and it was fun. then we went to the davonian gardens and took model pictures of eachother, and jodi picked us up and we all went to Rajdute where we met wilmur and justin. we rang up 100 $ worth of indian food...it was great. jodi's margarita was wayyyy TOOOO STRONNNNGGGG! i had to have a chaser after one sip oh geez.
we went back to her house and watched movies. then i went home.
i told wilmur to shave his goat.
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what a week.
totally hectic.
im pretty sure my parents now know me all too well.
o geez.
today i got the daily report this week on what people are saying behind my back. thats always great. especially when it rewins a friendship you are trying to create.
dosent make it too easy.
so right now my parents are out at supper and my sweet bff eng. is comming over to watch the exorcist. i have seen it so many times im not scared anymore.
i have already gone through that stage.
i want to model my clothes for him. it should be fun.
ew i have work tomorrow and its saturday. what a bummer.
anyways he is here now so i have to go.
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I am a cliff hanger!Find your own pose!


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china town
Listening to: isn't this a lovely day-stacey kent
Feeling: whimsical
ps.
i have a thing for adams apples.
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EASTER
Listening to: do the hustle-pure disco
Feeling: calm
i found my mom making my easter basket on thursday. that was fallowed by a night of teen thrills.

rowdy thrills

today i didnt go for an easter egg hunt. when i was a kid i did.

i went for a jog instead, and ran through the park.
i sat on a log that i hadnt sat on since last week when i was with peter and i agreed to go to grad with him.

today i made a phone call. peter wasnt there but he gave me a call back. im proud that things arnt weird between him and i.

the two geese were there by the log today, they didnt have anyone to chase them.

i want to go for a bike ride with my family after dessert.

i hope we go.

do the hustle, do it.
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hetti bag
st. patties day was sweet. im happy i went with peter to the party it was cute.
jodi was funny and the whole night went well. i got to sleep over at jobi's too! my first sleepover in like 4 months! yeahhh! i love not being grounded.
i didnt even get much of a hangover it was sooo great and in the morning jobi and i danced on her bed to the old cd's we thought we cool and hip when we were eight.
last night jobi and i went to a movie with rah rah. it was good except there was a fire alarm and we had to evacuate but we got to go back in and finish our movie. and then we got a free movie pass after. she's the man is actually such a good movie. i thought it was going to be kindof corny and lame but it was soooo funnny actually the best movie ever. im so seeing it again.
rah rah even liked it.

thismorning i woke up with soooo much sinus pressure it was brutal i had the worst headache but im soooo happy cuz the painters came in today and i needed them too cuz i didnt want to have them on the cruise because i want to have fun. so i started the pill today i cant wait to see the side effects!!! i hope my bubs get bigger for the cruise. then my bathing suits will be nice.

anyways its like 6 days till the cruise and i am actually dying right now im sooo excited. ahhhh! yeeeay!
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nothing to say
Listening to: ageless beauty-stars
i get my self into bad situations.
too many
too much
i have given up on one
i have stopped wanting two
i have been wanting three
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bye b7
im so sad. riley is gone this whole week on a sail boat!
how am i going to live?
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bruised it.
so this weekend was fab. so much happened. i feel like i have a life again. it feels so good to be ungrounded, yesturday i went snowboarding with misshi jobi and ashli were there but we didnt see them all day because they got stuck on a cliff. jodi fell down it and her snowboard hit her on the head. hahahaha.
im staying home today, i dont feel so good and my body is soar cuz i havent snowboarded in like a month. yesturday was brutal, i did so bad. ew. like the worst this whole winter.
next weekend i think misshi and me are going to go stay at sunshine village for a few days and go to the hot springs and stuff it will be sweet. im pretty excited i hope we can!
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what drug am i
Listening to: whit collar boy-belle & sebastian
Take the quiz: what kind of drug are you?cocaine.you are cocaine. addictive, expensive and confident.
Take the quiz: what kind of drug are you?herbal drugs.you are herbal drugs.you love nature, animals, and all people.you are laid back, friendly and loving.
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shafts
Listening to: the state i am in- belle & sebastian
Feeling: alright
i feel nice today.
it felt nice to spend some money i earned myself. my first paycheck came in on friday and yesturday i spent some of it on a $ sign bcbg necklace and some highheel wedge beach shoes.
life is good.
i feel secure and grounded for the first time in a few months. i think this term is going to be good, and i am almost ungrounded.
the cruise is so soon and i cant seem to stop thinking about it.
last night i went to earls with misshi and jobi. it was nice. then i went and saw tristian and isolde it was so good. he was beautiful. it made my heart flutter.
im going to go enjoy the day.
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bruie
ew. im in photography class and this stupid bitch is playing there retarded movies on her computer. and grunting and stuff ew. ewww.
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valentine.
Listening to: i'm the man who loves you-wilco
Today i told my mom i was going on the pill and we got in a fight... she can be so impossible.

My hands are freezing either our heating system in our house is broken or all our doors are open. brr

So its Valentines day and im sitting here at my silly computer typing about my life.
o gee.

This weekend is going to be the best weekend of my life, im sure. im so excited. banff is going to be craaaaazy.

bri is so fun.
Valentines day is...okay i guess.
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call me
ohhh jobi on the phone!
my twin.
but not really?
it was the first day back after semester break!
i got my report card today and i passed both matha nd science im so happy!
this calls for a celebration!
this weekend im going to go out with jobi, bri, paul, and riley and have fun since those are practically the only people who i'm allowed to chill with! FEBRUARY! i have a feeling this semester is going to be good! im pretty excited to be UNGROUNDED!
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#9
Feeling: carefree
ohhh wow today was fun. i went to sunshine with jobi and ying yayo and jobi's brother. the snow was so cushy and it was snowing when we went up so there was such thick powder. it was my first day snowboarding on powder like that and at first it was tough cuz it was like up to my knees but then i got more use to it. immm soooooo tirrrred. it was cute we met up with bri on the hill and she got to meet jobi!
yesturday was fun too. bri and i had out "monthly" hangout and went to earls and saw angela. i hadnt seen her in soooo long so it was nice. then we went to the club med and met these weird arabian guys who taught us how to blow smoke rings and dragons? hahaha OH and i met bri's friend Paul and it was soo fun because he reminds me sooo much of riley. we went and set things on fire with "liquid fire" it was sweet. it even worked on ice.

anyways.
i should prolly go lie down or something considering my eyes are closing.

today was a good day.
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know
Listening to: loro-pinback
Feeling: beaming
last night was amazing.
it ended up not being so bad.
the most fun i had this whole term.
the cruise feels like its going to be a few weeks from now....i wish.....its more like a few months....i dont think i can wait that long.




here i am
sitting in
a bathing
suit waiting
for spring
to arrive.

killer olsen twin.
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was.
Feeling: confused
so....my parents are fighting....my mom is telling him she will leave...im grounded, cant get away. great life.
i went to 17th today with mom. it was great. we got some new stuff. yesturday, riley and i went to 17th it was fun we took some pictures. i laughed a lot, it was kindof better then today. sometimes i wish i could come home and have a happy family but that doesnt happen much anymore. great.


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do
to do list:

.get learners(pronto)
.finish two piece painting
.volunteer at the Y
.get a job
.pass my math and science finals.


thennn......take a nap
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DDR
Listening to: super stylin-groove armada
Feeling: addicted
i'm addicted to DDR and the sims.

oh shit.

i want to go snowboarding so bad...i think i i will go tomorrow or something.
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new years day
i'm really sad. i cant put any new music on my page because the place i was getting it from is down! im about to cry.

i just got home about an hour ago from bc.
unfortunatley i didnt get to go snowboarding with my cousins at all! that was a huge downer.
the whole time i was in bc all we did was go over my grandparents will and assighn things to everyone. it was pretty hard. and my family was all arguing because they were being greedy. honestly you would think a bunch of adult siblings could act their age and think about what really matters. all i heard all week was "well you cant have that my daughters should have that" or "that is worth alot why didnt i get willed that".
i dont understand how my family could ever be so greedy it dosent even seem like my aunt cared that her mother died, she was far more occupied with how much the stuff that she was getting was worth. my dad and mom and i were the only family who didnt ask for that much and everyone was angry at us because grandma wanted my family to have the stuff that was most valuble. we hadnt even chosen it. it just made me sick...i cant get over it, im finding it really hard to accept the fact that most of my fathers brothers and sisters can be that heartless. anyways enough of that. i got to read the 23rd salm at my grandmothers funeral, i was so nervous but i read it all and got it over with and by the end of it everyone congratulated me and i gues i didnt even look nervous. i think my grandmother would have been proud of me.
im so tired last night(new years)was fun but i ended up having a surprise attack allergic reaction(i still dont know what it was from). my throat swoll up and my thounge was swommen too, i could hardly breath. it was the scariest thing that has happened to me in a long time. i actually thought i was going to die. i ended up overdosing on benadrill and passed out in the car on the way back to my hotel with my parents. great new years eh! hahahaha it was fun....i wouldnt have been doing anything better if i was home since im grounded. and i was happy i spent my new years eve with my cousins. it was cute.
the other day at my grandma's funeral i looked around and i noticed how every single old lady there had white hair glasses and the same expression on their face, my grandmother was never like that she always made sure she looked perfect and never in her life had white hair.
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christmas eve.
CHRISTMAS BREAK IS FINALLY HERE!
im so relieved! im finding it hard to let the stress go though....i really needed this break.
my grandma passed away this week so now after boxing day my family and i are going to bc to go see all my aunties and uncles and cousins, i think it will be fun.
except for the grandma dying part.
i cant think about that seriously or else i just get sad. so i'm just trying not to think of it that much. i get confused with death, i dont really know how to feel and im sure i will when her funeral come (thats when it's going to click in)but till then i just feel confused and dont like to think about it that much....it was so sudden.
but anyways.
when we go to bc we are all going to go on a big skiing trip and it will be so fun snowboarding with my cousins.
and i miss matty i havent seen him for ever. today is christmas eve! yayyyy! but i dont want christmas to end.:(
i loooorve christmas!!!!!

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boy
im so sad. next year there isnt going to be ANY beautiful boys because all of them are going to be out of school.
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food drop
rum
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EASTER
china town
hetti bag
nothing to say
bye b7
what drug am i
bruised it.
shafts
bruie
valentine.
call me
#9
know
was.
do
DDR
new years day
christmas eve.
boy
blank
fairy
christmas
j'hoday
stain
miss
south
let
oliver J
oct!
so as
OCD
third snow?
first day of october!
meahs
friday feelings
mr.ooms is smoo
Cali Carmen
beauty and then school.
to bed?
LOVE flower
online learning...
2nd better then 1st
its not just the junior
school=death
bleuets
scum on the factory floor
back again
Packing mother earth
Rainy day wont go away
just a little mark near the...
weeping willow
Kelowna day dream
kay n jay
sweet 16
visit me
WITH the funk
loner face
back 17
hot sand in my toes.
til today
older = NO
numa
kiss kiss
flower bed sheets
Cram it sunshine
girls night blast to the max!
left for cali
light show
amilia
test me
sert
compare
be bop de doop
lady
pretty girls
juier
exam suck
backyard bever
a tribute to lyndseyyy
The sea is pooring
where?
SCHOOL IS SUCK
ive got time
a 20 dollar bill
picture perfect
happy happy im a toy boat...
break shit up
its so cold in this house
ulser
so mohawks are for natives...
lastnight wasnt so bad
creep
woah! ladies and gentlemen
can i sleep with your shadow
BACK AND BLACK -frankreich
butterflys
PICTURE
Lets jive it up
i will fight for my fucking...
mamaw
Forrest
best life
this is life
my jeans are not new
pants situation
METRO sexual
adam is ugly
monday
PORN
sick or mad...i think moody
USE TO BE OKAY
mushy bullio
WHAT AM I THINKING
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
FUCKING AWESOME FRIDAY
I CAN FEEL FEBUARY
getting better
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
BAHAMA MAMA
WELL I GUESS THATS IT...THANX...
MY ROLLER SKATES WONT MAKE ME...
THATS SICK
MAYBE
THE DOUBLE LOVE
WHERE IS THE CLASS?
an ode
AFTER EAT
THE BEGINNING OF A NEW DAY
too tired
ups internet was down
hot little rocket
1st
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