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March 10th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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There are many things in my life i am not proud of. There are too many regrets and things i want to change, but i try not to hold onto these thoughts. I learned early to hold onto the things and people I love and let go of the anger and frustration. This, i suppose, is where the line gets blurred, and feelings get hard. I have seen deep despair in others' eyes, and felt despondent from deep within my soul--and i have picked up the pieces, and then dropped them and broke them worse thna before...smashed them until i couldnt recognize the whole picture...until i couldn't recognize the person in the mirror.
for what it's worth, i hope you're having fun in california without me. From the bottom of my heart, i wish you the best. good luck. |
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February 24th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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I miss how easy high school was. Everything is so complicated now and I wish I could run away sometimes...leave and not come back. Leave my friends and family and start all over. |
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March 27th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: ani difranco--hell yeah
Feeling: alone
i'm not going to lie...this will probably be just another random entry...i will not keep up with my writing in this. so much has changed in my life nad i need somewhere to track that for today. Patrick broke up with me in December--after almost 2 years of dating. whatever. over it now. Currently datig: david.things were going well for awhile but i feel like he's not fully in the relationship and i'm also really insecure in it...ithink it's important to also mention the fact that he broke up with me last weekend and then proceeded to win me back. i'm stupid. other than that, i've been working at beng a student teacher with mr. nigro's world history 2 class. today was my first actual interactive day. i feel like i did really well, but it seems that no one around me cares. fuck man. i've also been accepted to college and i'm about to graduate. life is happening and i'm really excited. now, if i could only figure out a way to be more content with the things that i am doing, i believe i'll finally be happy. it's a hard task, but i know i can do it if i set my goals and standards high.
peace. |
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October 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: keller williams
Feeling: depressed
i am:
_feeling like i need to change so much
_not aware of where to begin... |
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