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  Age: 16
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  forgetmenott7:56am
  ilickdoorknobs7:55am
148 May 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am
why the fuck did I do that?

I get it now.


I get it all.....everything.
I get it.

Both sides.
all sides


I fucked up and I get it.

I'm right back where I started.
why the fuck did I do it?


I really regret it now.
I really don't know what I was expecting.
I really don't know why the fuck I did that.


it's not gonna happen


I'd hate me.
so why'd I have to be so stupid?
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147 April 25th, 2006 @ 12:00am
oh poor fucking me



poor fucking you




fuck you
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145 March 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am
now he's gone


i hate this so much


he has to come back before the end of summer
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144 March 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am
UHHHHHHHHHHHHG

i hate this
this back and forth shit
this jealous shit

i just wish it would go away
i wish i was more confident in this


i try not to think about it
think the best
but in the end that doesn't fucking work

what the fuck is my problem
maybe its not just my problem
maybe it is a PROBLEM

there are signs
sort of


shit
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143 March 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am
this is some bullshit

to quote high fidelity.

but seriously.
it's my fucking "online diary" thing
if you're sick of my thoughts then DON'T FUCKING READ IT
it's that simple.
I can't type anything without someone getting on my case.
just because I feel fucking tired of everything uhhhhhhhhhhhg
fuck
fuck
fuck


sorry my thoughts annoy you.
don't read it
I have it for me not for anyone else
i do'nt ask people to read it
i don't care if anyone reads it
its just for me because that's how I am.

people just don't get it
and that's my fucking point!
no one gets it!
maybe no one can get "it"
or maybe there's just simply nothing to get.

jesus fucking christ
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142 March 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am
DRINKING MYSELF TO SLEEP AGAIN
NIGHT NURSE PILLS TO KEEP ME SANE
DRINKING MYSELF TO SLEEP AGAIN
INSOMNIA




anyway.....
yay 3 and a half months (almost)


I hardly even thing about him
which is good because even though I don't regret that and it was a "learning" type deal I'm glad to be over it.
FINALLY

took longer enough for what it was....
really nothing.

I want a pretty dress.
I'm happy.
Even though we have trouble it's alright because in the end it's good.
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141 February 25th, 2006 @ 12:00am
WHY

uhgggggggggggggggggggg
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140 February 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am

I'm so not with it....

I'm quitting.
No more because they just fuck me up and I can't do this anymore.
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139 February 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggg

you're so fucking serious!

god damn

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138 February 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am


no i'm not

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