-How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?

6

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?

yes acually

-Are you crushin' on anyone right now?

kinda...its complicated

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?

yes i hurt everyday

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?

depends sometimes single sometimes in a relationship

-Have you ever been cheated on?

yes

-What is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?

depends on the girl

-Have you ever had your heart broken?

yeah amazingly its my fault and hasnt heal'd yet

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?

yes and i regret it every day

-Talk to any of your ex's?

at the moment only 1 but i dont have a problem talking to my x's

-If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

yes...but only from january till now and id change alot

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:

yeah but i can have my moments

-Have you dated people who were not good to you?

yes! who hasnt?

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?

yeah but it was equaly abusive(not physical abuse just mental and emotional)i would never hit a girl(unless she had a gun then its on like donkey kong

-Have you dated someone older than you?

yeah but only by a couple a months

-younger?

yeah a couple years younger

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

depends on what they did to screw things up the first time

-Believe in love at first sight?

no but i do believe that you know it when you meet your soul mate. mayeb not right away but soon enough

-Ever been given an engagement ring?

nope

-Do you want to get married?

yes just not right now

-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?

ummmmm heather.....your a bitch a confusing one at that. but you can be careing undersatanding when you want to and thats what i love about you. and why i think im still so much in love with you

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?

yeah but i dont mess with chicks with b/f's

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?

ummm you know about the holocaust, how bad it was. well take that and make it 20 times worse and turn it into nothing but pain and your really close to how it feels.

My Perception of Love

To fall in love is one of those things everyone wishes for and dreams about. The greatest feeling, the greatest blessing god has to offer. But no one expects it happen when it does. Also no one plans on loosing the one they fall in love with. When that happens love becomes the opposite of wishes and dreams. It becomes a curse. Cause once you love someone you can’t choose to not love that person anymore. It then goes from a blessing from god to a curse from the devil. Especially when it’s your fault you lost that person. On top of that you have to live with that burden for the rest of your life. Wishing every second of everyday that they’d give you a second chance and make life a little easier to live. But even if they do you still have to live with the fear of loosing them again because of something your going to do. So no matter what happens, after you love someone and lose them even if you eventually get them back love will always be a curse for you, forever, till the day you die…..and who knows maybe even after that.

- Seth Blizzard

A FUCKING PRIVATE ENTRY IS SET TO PRIVET FOR A FUCKING REASON! ITS NOT MENT FOR NEONE ELSE TO SEE OR FUCKING TALK ABOUT SO IF YOU CAN READ PRIVATE ENTRYS ON HERE THEN KEEP WAT YOU READ TO YOU FUCKING SELF CAUSE ALL YOU DOING IS CAUSEING MEANINGLESS DRAMA. SO DO US ALL A FAVOR AND QUIT BEING A FUCKING DUMB BITCH AND KEEP SHIT TO YOURSELF THAT YOU READ. OR JUST DONT FUCKING READ IT. GO TO FUCKING HELL

Quicksand-when life seems to be going fine and everything is okay all of a sudden that one problem that you never saw coming smacks you in the face and onto the ground; you try to get back on your feet and pull yourself back up off the ground but all of a sudden you can't do anything right. Everything you do just becomes one mistake after another compounding on each other. No matter what you do things just get worse and worse and you sink deeper and deeper into your churning hole of problems. QUICKSAND

i got a fucking reckless driving ticket today on my way home from school aint that a bitch now i have to be in court on dec 5th at 11am

Came across some new info today, which was very enlightning and if its true i will be forced to stop talking to and stop hanging out with this someone. the only thing i can say is make your decisions wisely and DO NOT do something out of jealously or hate youll regret it in the end. neone that reads this i am not telling who told me wat or about who it is about. the person this is to will know when they read it.

if theres one thing i want right now, its for everyone to leave me alone about heather. just quit asking. all your doing is causeing problems with everything. everyone seems to be mad at everyone latley and no one really even knows why everyones mad. as much as i want to be with heather, id rather her be happy and with everyone always asking questions stirring up shit for no reason. reapeating stuff they shouldnt its not possible. so plz just leave her alone about it shes made up her mind and i respect that and everyone else needs to do the same. and while your at it leave me alone about it to talking about it just makes it harder to deal with.

haah bet you thought this would be about you! but your wrong. i wanna know what everyone thinks about me. dont lie be honest tell me exactly wat you think of me. I wanna know who my friends are and who i shouldnt talk to nemore or at least watch wat i say around them. I dont like it when people dont like me and i dont know what i did to them. so tell me that to if you ahve a problem with me. i wanna know wat i did. so everyone that reads this tell me wat you think of me and if i did do nething to offend you or w/e thell me what it was.

first i had to do this for stacey now i have to pretend im luke so this stawlker will leave kacy alone.

SECOx804: are you dumb

SECOx804: i told you not to talk to her

STONECOLDBRETT: um this is not brett

SECOx804: ok then who just imed kacy?

STONECOLDBRETT: um this is his cousin

SECOx804: ok well your cousin brett is stawlking kacy and im getting pissed cause shes my g/f and he needs to leave her alone bore he gets his self into trouble

SECOx804: ive been as nice as i can

SECOx804: but my patcience is wearing thin

STONECOLDBRETT: well then why did she tell brett she did not have a bf ?

SECOx804: she didnt 4 weks ago

SECOx804: weeks

SECOx804: or maybe like 3

STONECOLDBRETT: last month and then when he asked her out she said yes

SECOx804: somethin liek that

SECOx804: bullshit

SECOx804: ive read there convos on here and theres nothin like that

SECOx804: and her cousin has lisened to all of there convos and he said nothin like that was said

SECOx804: i think he has a mental condition and needs to go to the doctor

SECOx804: but onething that needs to happen is he needs to leave her alone

SECOx804: cause her mom is getting pissed cause he wont leave her alone and shes going to end up filing for a restraining order and get him locked up

STONECOLDBRETT signed off at 11:37:17 PM.

so we had a much needed talk last night and were just friends now. i was a lil depressed last night but im not sure why. but im good now, id rather be friends than hate each other. at least this ways give some(not very much) but some. ok well im coughing so ad i can hardly type so l8r