Middlemarch
Gossip is a sort of smoke that comes from the dirty tobacco-pipes of of those who diffuse it: it proves nothing but the bad taste of the smoker.
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Overseas
Even though it's roughly 15 months away, I'm looking forward to and starting to plan my trip with my friend Laura to UK/Europe.

So far places include London, Dublin, Edinburgh, Copenhagen, Berlin, Prague, Vienna, Transylvania, Athens, Rome, Florence, Venice and Paris.

Christmas probably in Edinburgh and New Years in Copenhagen.

I really cannot wait to go back overseas - spending december - february in winter will be completely different. Our december to february gets up to 42ish degrees C.
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I Say I Say I Say
Listening to: Every Little Thing - Hawk Nelson
Feeling: torn
I Say I Say I Say

Anyone here had a go at themselves
for a laugh? Anyone opened their wrists
with a blade in the bath? Those in the dark
at the back, listen hard. Those at the front
in the know, those of us who have, hands up,
let's show that inch of lacerated skin
between the forearm and the fist. Let's tell it
like it is: strong drink, a crimson tidemark
round the tub, a yard of lint, white towels
washed a dozen times, still pink. Tough luck.
A passion then for watches, bangles, cuffs.
A likely story: you were lashed by brambles
picking berries from the woods. Come clean, come good,
repeat with me the punch line 'Just like blood'
when those at the back rush forward to say
how a little love goes a long long long way.

-- Simon Armitage
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"When you can stop, you don't want to. When you want to stop, you can't. "
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I'm tired of feeling as though I have to be this happy person that people know. Feelings, exactly the same as they were back in high school are flooding back. People should never have just assumed it was something that all teenagers go through. I went through a lot of crap to get to where I am, and to still be here.
Somedays I feel like my world would be better if I were to go back and do those things again. To have that something that no one knows about. Build back the wall and let my life continue how it should have.
Sometimes I miss feeling how I did. There was even more of a carefree nature about everything.
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rant
I would've thought after being in hospital and dealing with the outcomes that would be enough sick time to last at least the year. Yet now I have a virus and they don't know how to treat it, so no medication.

It does mean time off work, but it's unpaid, so I'd rather be working. & every appointment I go to they ask how my mood is. it's fine. but it's my normal fine, so some of the things that run through my head may not be typically normal but I don't know if they've been brought on by the drugs and while they are working at what they are doing it's just best to stay on them.

they've also put me on a low salicylate's diet. I know i can eat as many pears and potatoes and i can have vodka, so I guess I'm all set.

the only thing that sucks is i can't have dairy ever again.
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Listening to: dismantle me - the distillers
I fancy you
But I've been destitute
And all I know dissolved
I could never reundo you
I will always say it's so
I will always speak the truth
Descend into a noose
I could never reundo you

I want to bury you [x2]

Vultures circle around
Feathers float, wings flap, beaks pound
And though my hearts exposed
I could never reundo you
I will always bleed the truth
I will always speak and know
I was sent to cut you loose
I will never reundo you

I want to bury you [x4]

Dismantle me [x3]

And It’s warm and humid on Swanston Street
And the air is filled with electricity
And the sky is deeper than a dream
And the sky is deeper than a

Dismantle Me [x3]

And the sky is deeper than a dream [x2]
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Vodka; sweet, sweet sugar.
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Jazz
Listening to: Ella Fitzgerald
Feeling: adored
The whole thing of being in music is not to control it but to be swept away by it. If you're swept away by it you can't wait to do it again and the same magical moments always come.
~ Bobby Hutcherson
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