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Fuck peace |
November 15th, 2008 @ 11:28am |
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i dont think i care at all anymore |
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#%$& |
November 9th, 2008 @ 1:47pm |
Listening to: hold you down-young money
Feeling: agitated
Chris has been treating me good his mom likes me a lot to. iv kindof stopped working all the time since i have this outpatient crap 4 days a week for 2 hours...
BUll
My mom told me sam is quitting school. i dont blame her i guess i just want to drop out of high school. and that she may be moving to my moms. i just dont know about that if she wants to thats fine i think randy only uses you anyway, and getting away is good. i feel that if i were to leave i might just sink into more depression that i already am slowly slipping into already. i had to listen to my dad spazz about the remote being lost and supposely it was my fault then he went to blaming one of my friends taking it home>?
weird crazy person
i have to go to work at 3 today.
blahhh i feel sick of everything i just want to sleep |
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maybee this works |
October 28th, 2008 @ 5:53pm |
Listening to: i dont caree
Feeling: alienated
were dating now... since yesterdayyyy october 27th i have a feeling this relationship will last a while i hope it does cause i really like this boy.
i just have nothing to do anymoree it seems like life is getting boring. and i hate it ..
the law really sucks but i wont let that stop me from having fun at least
halloween is coming up i am hanging with chriss i hope =) |
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i like this boy |
October 25th, 2008 @ 12:24pm |
Listening to: ding dong song
and i am going to saw 5 with him at 3 10
i cant wait
i hardly go on the computer anymore it seems like there is just so much more things i can do now |
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willie |
October 4th, 2008 @ 12:32pm |
Listening to: pillmatic-gym class heroes
Feeling: thoughtful
i remember the house down the street
i remember what i did last summer
i remember all these times that i wish i could forget
i remember clara city, jason, tony, misty, all your AA friends.
I remember when i was friends with alli
i remember being friends with amber
and all the others that i have now let go of.
is it the change in air? just getting slighly colder. like the cold breeze is bringing up some cold memories? hmph i dont know
i feel somewhat new when this time of year comes around like when the last leaf falls. my last regret is forgotten. and i start over again.
my sisters birthday is tomorrow and i still dont know what to get her/make her? plus im broke till i get paid again so her present will be on delay (Srrrrryyyyy)
but yess. it has to be something amazing. i just dont know what is the most amazing....
i think she would be proud of me if i could just tell her something. but i cant. maybe when were older i think she would respect it better. and be more understanding. im doing this for you. i cant wait to tell you.
but anyway thats my update i guess school is okay and what not. im almost failing algebra stats but that really isnt a suprise to most people since i totally suck at math. anyway i have to go to work today at three and tomorrow to which sux since it is my sisters birthday |
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Somebody show me thee end |
September 13th, 2008 @ 11:54am |
Listening to: dont get close
Feeling: agitated
Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
Whats the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I cant feel anything
It isnt like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin
Gun against my head, you live when Im dead
One more time, mother fucker
Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Bloods on my face and my hands, and i
Dont know why, Im not afraid to cry
But thats none of your business
Whose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I dont wanna die in this place
It never stops - you cant be everything to everyone
Contagion - Im sittin at the side of satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - dont tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin and fight your way through it
Im - not - like - you - I - just - fuck - up
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I get mad everytime i see your face |
September 8th, 2008 @ 6:30pm |
i dont like this at all anymore
i dont know how much more i can take before
i fall out of myself
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again.
i already feel it slipping away
its hard to smile. |
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****** |
August 25th, 2008 @ 11:50am |
Listening to: the dream-luv your girl
Feeling: alone
I hate him so much. I actually think i could just throw him out of my life you know.
just TRASHHH
and im sick of coming back here all the time
i have to work again today and i havent had a cigarette since yesterday morning and i can tell its starting to take its affect.
im going insane |
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give me that second chance |
August 21st, 2008 @ 1:30pm |
Listening to: path i walk-boondox
Feeling: alone
court today at 2 30...
im nervous
my family gets to hear about how much i suck
i really wish i could take it back
but life goes on |
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o come on ... just please |
August 14th, 2008 @ 3:40am |
Listening to: me and my drank-lil wayne
Feeling: alive
I cant sleep it is almost 4 o clock....
wow. |
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