just my imagination once again
Listening to: How's It Gonna Be - Third Eye Blind
Feeling: challenged
I thought things were looking up...
wrong again.
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Sundays are sad
Listening to: Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heigths
Feeling: distant
I was in Ojai last night which was really great cuz I got to hangout with Ali! I love her she is so awesome. I don't like being at school anymore cuz i feel very distant from my friends. and it kinda makes me feel awkward. i cant wait until summer cuz than i can just leave forever. yay. i went to la yesterday to see my family that was awesome! they make all my troubles go away.
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Nothings as it appears
Listening to: Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heigths
Feeling: wounded
Thats not how I feel at all. Thats what you think, I know it is. I can tell by your face. But it's completely diffenent. You don't even know. Than again you never asked. I wish everything could go back to how it was. What happened to us? We told eachother everything. Now were lucky if more than 2 words are said. You don't have clue either, that everythings not ok. So if you were ever to read this you would think I was crazy and making it into something its not, but maybe I've been doing that all along, pretending its ok when it hasn't been. But I can't anymore. I'm tired.
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Wow.
Listening to: Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch
Feeling: lethargic
I can't believe I even found this thing, or that I am writting in it right now. I remember when this use to take up my entire life and I would always wirte about really stupid stuff and it was a competition to see who could get the most comments. Ew, lame.
Than came myspace..hah what a joke, and now that consumes all my time.

Anyway I guess I'm suppose to write how I feel. I don't know how I feel right now. I feel very distant from the one person I care about that most. And they don't even know which may as well be the worst part.

I wanna cry and lame and pathetic as that sounds, and no one has a clue, at all.

I guess its better that way, I was never to fond of attention in the first place.

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Pimp my Ride
Feeling: smitten
I cleaned my room. I want to redecorate it.
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