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October 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: "White and Nerdy" - Weird Al
Feeling: alone
Ever just want to tell someone to fuck off? To shove their self-indulgent bullshit so far up their ass that you hope the butt fuck will give them AIDs?
Yeah, welcome to the way I'm feeling right now? |
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Going or leaving? |
August 27th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: The hum of the computer
Feeling: alone
Another weekend wasted.
I saw Snakes on a Plane again last night simply because I had nothing better to do. I'm getting to the point where nothingness would be better than the way life is right now.
I should be out of here by now. I graduated May of 05, over a year ago. I should be in college by now...I should have a lot of stuff by now. I know that time is the only answer to things but what the fuck?!
I don't know if I should stay or if I should go. I want to go so bad, I really do. I want to pack my bags and get the fuck out of here. But...I have one lone reason for staying here. There remains one reason for me to stay here and never think about leaving again. But that reason is elsewhere in life.
What do I do, honestly? |
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Trains runnin` off the track |
August 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Dreams - Van Halen
Feeling: touchy
Tonight is a night were I realize somethings just utterly suck in life. Time is a wonderful thing. It can heal old wounds, mend broken bridges, ect, but it can also hurt.
I'm torn between two lives right now. In one hand, I have the life I'm living right now. It's a good life, it has some regrets, but good. Then there is the life I want. In this life, the one thing I've desired for so long could be mine...-could- be.
Do I go the easy route being given what I have or take the one I'd have to work for and possibly not get my heart's desire...? |
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Make up your mind, idiots... |
August 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: D.O.C: Final Fantasy XII Soundtrack
Feeling: alienated
It's been a long time, no? Well, I'll be stopping that. I'm going to start updating more often.
Anyways, I'm so fed up with people these days. Idiots are getting away with having the greatest girls for themselves. Then the girls that aren't with idiots are so stuck up on being obsessive and not getting over them. It makes me wonder why I bother. Seriously.
*Sigh*
Oh well.
Here's the greatest quote ever:
...That's right folks, Captain James T. Kirk is a Jew! Tell Mel Gibson to shove that Photon Torpedo up his ass! ~ Jason Alexander, "The Roast of William Shatner" on Comedy Central. |
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Does life ever cease to amaze? |
July 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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It was rare but cool. Kaitlin and I actually talked for a couple hours this morning and we were on the same wave length on everything. Everytime one of us said something, the other understood and could agree perfectly. It was fucking sweet.
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July 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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It's 4:30 in the morning here and I'm updating my journal here out of the blue. It's strange, I know, but I just needed someone/something to talk to.
I won't bore anyone with the details, but soemtimes I get this feeling that I'm just wasting my life, you know? I mean, I had all these dreams and aspirations, and now look at me. I'm going on 20 years old with nothing go for me. Two of my "friends", one a highschool drop out and the other a drug dealer (he didn't become one until her recently, long after we graduated so don't even know why I'm calling him a friend anylonger) have more going on in their lives than me. Hell! My little brother...even he has it going his way.
*sighs*
That's enough rambling. I'm too tired and I want to go play some more KHII. |
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Road Trip |
June 17th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Well, originally, my good friend Bailey and I were going to take a road trip to Chicago in August for Wizard World Chicago in the hopes of solicating our art work.
But now...thanks to a talk with the ever cool Kaitlin and what not...we're reserving our convention trip for Ohayocon in January. Why? Because, as I was told, they would be more understanding of our art work since it is a convention for the fans by the fans.
Though, I must admit, all it took was the thought of someone cosplaying as one of my characters to get me to go.
Later all. |
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Can't you see I'm real...? |
May 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Linkin Park - Crawling
Feeling: alone
Ok...for now...no big post, I am just trying to figure out where I went wrong. I just want to know... |
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Have you ever tried to be forgiven for your sins? |
April 26th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Final Fantasy soundtrack
Feeling: artistic
This will be my shortest entry ever: FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN OWN OUR SOULS! BOW TO IT!!
Also...Steven Blum + Vincent Valentine = Your death!! |
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Hey there... |
April 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Hawlthrone Htights - Ohio is for Lovers
Feeling: placid
Edited Saturday April 15, 2006 11:45 AM
I'd written the jounral at about 3 in the morning. Upon retrospect...who cares? It's just a problem I have. Why do you people even care? You've got your own shit to worry about so I'm not burdoning anyone with it. |
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The Only Question I thought...
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Going or leaving?
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Trains runnin` off the track
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Make up your mind, idiots...
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Does life ever cease to amaze?
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A muse that cannot be seen
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Road Trip
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Can't you see I'm real...?
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Hey there...
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Randomness and the heart
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Make them disappear...
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Standing on broken dreams...
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You're a love song half...
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Merry Christmas
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Regrets
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Happy Thanksgiving
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Happy Halloween!
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I've got another confession...
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Superman, where are you know...
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Silence is the only answer
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If I kissed you...
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With dreams of a distant...
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Am I obsessed with Keychains?
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Superman...where are you now?
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Scrapped little puppet boy am...
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Another sleepless night...
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::..Training...::
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I am seeing in me now the...
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Just a cool survey
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Bored...
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Never again...
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My shallow heart...
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Parionia is all I've got left
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An apology.
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A few silver linings and one...
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Saturdays rock my socks...
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Am I wrong?
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A lonely Saturday night...
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Smallville...use the damn...
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Just a mutt.
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Why do we fight?
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...lesson learned...
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FluffyxDead Girl Forever...
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+Lonely Man's Game+
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What am I searching for?
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I'm not calling it love...
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Between fantasy and reality...
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Still here....
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No Snappy Title....
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Truth Behind Truths...
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The heart shatters and...
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Rifles, C-4, Preps and Cell...
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A 4 AM Thank You Note...
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Is this how life shall...
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Your reality...
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The more things change...
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I am BATMAN!!!!!!!!
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Long time no speak...
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Give me a break...please...
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Thank God for Creative...
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Just let me disappear...
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Broken dreams, broken...
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Story times, kiddies...
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Updated...I should be...
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The reason is you...
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FU...SION...AH!
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You gonna hide on us, blushy?
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Buu bad, Buu bad...
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Anyone miss me?
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YAY!!!
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Trying to erase the truth...
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All you are is ordinary...
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Are *you* out there...
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Will you still be by my side?
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Lost Fools...*Warning: Long,...
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..the puzzle known as life...
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So if money can't buy...
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Happy Easter EVERYBODY!!
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Spring Break rolls on
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I respect you...
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Like trains rolling off the...
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You will bow before the...
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Inspiration...not...hitting
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It ain't easy....
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Dreams that go into...
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Can a Bunny blush?
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Nothing but left behind
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The stars are fading fast...
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Itsudemo kono boku ga iru
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...like a slow spinning...
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...just another boy...
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Hidden under the covers.
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Late night ramble
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Do you really want to know me?
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...Break through the Door..
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You and me, babe, are bettin`...
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Requiem of a Dreamer
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