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December 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
It's been so long since i've used this thing.
a lot of things have changed in my life.
my brother was killed in a car accident back in september. He was drinking and driving he took a turn at 80mph in his jeep. It flipped and rolled about 6 times before hitting a tee cutting the jeep in half.He survived the crash, but he was in a coma for three weeks. Our family decided to take him off life support. He had broken his neck and did something to the tissue in his spine. He was 25. everythng just keeps getting worse. dan is getting shipped off to iraq next week. he was my brother's best friend, the only guy i could really talk to and be honest with, and now hes gonna be gone.
me and amber are doing okay. i'd probably be with my brother if it wasn't for her.
amber wants to spend christmas with my mom this year. it's hard enough that my brothers gone but my mom just makes everyting a lot worse. shes always crying and she wants me to go to this group thing with her to grieve for my brother. i love my mom, but i can't do that. she keeps asking me to move back in but theres no way three people can live in a studio apartment together. i feel so shitty for doing this to her but i can't... i have to take care of things.
there isnt anything else worth updating. i need to find a second job. my bills keep fucking me in the ass.
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ENOUGH |
May 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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ABBI I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. LEAVE ME AND AMBER ALONE. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU. YOU FUCKED UP OUR RELATIONSHIP NOT AMBER!!.. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CHEATED ON ME!!! AFTER THREE YEARS. YOU LET THAT GO DOWN THE DRAIN.
seriously.. you should be happy for me and amber im so happy now. you fucking made me insane. i'll never forget thoes months i spent in the hospitle because of you. I'm finally clean abbi and i don't drink anymore. Not because of amber... but because I WANTED TOO.
So go ahead and call me a pussy for not wanting to drink and smoke and shit. I DONT CARE When me and you finally broke up i realized that i could make my life much more enjoyable if i stopped that shit. And I LOVE MY LIFE NOW! I HAVE EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED!
I can't beilve you abbi. i can't even be friends with you. So go fuck some more "hard core" guys with their brass nuckles. I really have NO RESPECT FOR YOU.
AMBER HAD TO CHANGE HER FUCKING CELL NUMBER TWICE BECAUSE OF YOU HARASSING HER!! WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT! YOU FUCKING CUNT!
What the fuck did mel do to you!?? What just because shes friends with us.!! LEAVE MEL AND HER BOYFRIEND ALONE. NICK WOULD NEVER DATE YOU!! you're just jealous or something like that. fuck abbi just get a job or something to occupy your time with.
This is the end of this shit.!
-Amber, I'm really sorry you have to deal with this bitch. It's my fault. Next time I think we should call the police. We have put up with enough. I'm not going to lert her do this to you anymore. I love you. |
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My accident |
May 26th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none. my ears are still ringing
Feeling: lovely
Last night after I got off of work I was hit by a drunk driver. My bronco is totaled and I have a fuckin broken arm and whip lash. I look so fucked up.. My fucking truck though.. It was a 93 ford bronco. the fucking axle was destroyed on impact. I was taking a left turn when out of no were he hit my rear at about 40 mph. Im okay and shit im just pissed. I can't work now and I really could use the money. This fucking sucks. I just got that job too. George might let me go. But Amber stuck with me threw it all. I let her pick out the color of my cast. its a light greenish color.. im at amber's house right now. she wants me to stay with her so she can "nurse me up with hot sex " haha :) my girlfriend is the best. I am so lucky. |
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New Job ! |
May 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Avenged Sevenfold
Feeling: sly
Today I hung out with my brother Eric.
We were talking about work and I told him I hate working at Sears..so he told me to come and talk to George (the owner of the garage).. So I talked to George and he told me he was lacking of a mechanic. And he hired me right off the spot! Yeah I'll be pumping gas on top of it but this job is basically the one I've always wanted. And I get paid a shitload more haha yeah. So I'm gonna put in my two weeks at sear's tomorrow when i go in. They've screwed me over so many times in there. blah im not gonna complain though. I have a new job and a wonderful girlfriend.
Oh and Ambs, thanks so much for making me those rice crispy treats! I love you! |
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