| {65} New Family Members, New Stresses |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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my brother got his gf pregnant.
now their getting married.
she already has a kid, 2 1/2 yr old Elizibeth.
she calims she was on birth control.
we know she wasn't.
she told my brother right as he was about to break up with her.
she is a horrible person.
she lies.
she's trying to control him.
we know she just trapped him.
there has to be a reason the father of Elizibeth didn't stay around.
he doesn't have to marry her to be in the baby's life.
i'm so worried about my brother.
i love him.
this is going to ruin his life.
my whole family hates her.
i didn't hate her until yesterday.
she doesn't know how to be a mother.
she's only 18.
figure it: she had to 15 when she got pregnant the first time.
she let Elizibeth eat a stcik of deodorant, had to call poisin control.
she yells at Elizibeth constantly.
if she's not yelling at her, she's locking her in my brother's room saying it's "nap time" and ignoring her to the point that she is screaming and kicking the wall to be let out.
i should get her in trouble.
but anything i do could push my brother away.
i love him.
my life would be so much worse if my brother wasn't around.
so i have to put up with everything.
everything.................. |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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i'm figureing out a lot about my life and why i feel the way i do.
i'm finailly happy with how i'm doing in school, i've got two boys in love with me... granted i only love one back.. you know who you are... and i've got a job that i REALLY like...
im happy... that is really hard o say for me...
i'm happy... or at least i would be if it weren't for one thing...
the bitch...
my mom....
she's not my mother... she didn't give me life...
she doesn't even give me any love anymore...
she use to... but not anymore...
it seems almost as though she won't even let me be happy...
last night i was talking to her about my plans to balance out my class work and all she would talk about was how if i didn't do well, i'd fail and not graduate...
which isn't true because i have As or Bs in all the classes i need to graduate...
oh well..
next time i talk to my theripist i'll talk more about my issues with my mom..
::May we all get our fairytale ending:: |
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