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#361 Knew This All Along June 8, 2008

Current Music: SLIPKNOT

Current Mood: Done

Done with trying to ever find that other

its not ment to happen

end of story

just gonna keep doin what i do, minus the trying to find her part

too old to change

too young to fade away

no more

never again

thats it

im ending this right now
(0 comments) | Revillusion  


#360 Hilarious June 7, 2008

Current Music: KSE

Current Mood: who gives a shit?

Not Me:)

nah im not really carin anymore, i see my friends get with some gurls at parties and shit and im just like fuck it.

to be fair i waspassed out at one of those parties

and the gurl i wasgoing for went and did some other guy at the last one

great

fuckin slu's

o well

its gonna be a lonely summer

but i just dont give a fuck

i just dont have much else to do right now

lame
(0 comments) | Revillusion  


#359 Drama=Dumb May 15, 2008

Current Music: Velvet Revolver

current mood:

YO BITCHES AINT SHIT

yeah thats pretty much how ifeel right now I am done with gurl drama right now

like fuck imma just sit back chill, skate and chill with my REAL friends who haven't tried to start shit

so fuck

lets fuckin chill yo!
(0 comments) | Revillusion  


#358 repeat April 29, 2008

Current Music: SLIPKNOT

IM FUCKING HAPPY



LOOKING OVER OLD ENTRIES I REALIZE DAM I WAS FUCKING STUPID FOR BELIEVING

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! I WAS RIGHT

I WAS ALWAYS RIGHT, I ALWAYS KEPT THAT FAILSAFE IN MY HEAD AND WILL CONTINUE TO

"NOTHING IS AS IT SEEMS

NOTHING WILL GO THE WAY YOU EXPECT IT, IT WILL ALWAYS GET SCREWED AROUND

NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IT WONT BE GOOD ENUFF

PEOPLE=SHIT

DONT FUCKING JUDGE ME"

i love all my friends honestly, this is morely aboot ppl that have proven this statement to me

so its time to yet again, start anew

fuck how many times do have i done this? guess thats life

the ability to adapt
(0 comments) | Revillusion  


#357 Curse My Enemies Forever April 19, 2008

Current Music: No It Isn't-Plus 44

Current Mood: blank/im a dumbass

Please understand
This isn’t just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean,
It rises all around me and now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
I cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I’m pushed into the deep end

I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak

So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I’m empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Please understand

I lay rotting where I fall. I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and enbalmed, and now all our dreams are chashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose, then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain


So please understand
This isn’t just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you


so i went out with her, it was... the most fucked up thing ever, but we always held on, 3 months of hoping/holding on

now i ended it... for good this time

apparently shes moving back to nova scotia cause of me, dunno if i believe that but hey if so

thats life..

so

Why Have I Screwed Up Everything Again?

:(
(2 comments) | Revillusion  


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Entry List
  #361 Knew This All Along
  #360 Hilarious
  #359 Drama=Dumb
  #358 repeat
  #357 Curse My Enemies Forever
  #356 yo man
  #355 well
  #354 is it wrong?
  #353 God Dammit!
  #352 Battle Axe A Baby
  #351
  #350 Someday
  #349 BEFore I FoRget
  #348 even tho no one cares..
  #347 Wrote this to say goodbye
  #346 heh..
  #345 silent eyes
  #344 gnar
  #343 GOD DAMIT
  #342 tonight
  #341 For Meaghan to read
  #340
  #339
  #337 Don't do anything I...
  #336 AHH hrmm
  #335 yo back da fuck up
  #334 MY
  #333 WORK
  #332
  #331
  #330
  #329 AHAHAHQA
  #328 ps
  #326
  #325 SELLING
  #324 rawr..
  #323 List!
  #322 word to ya motha
  #321
  #320 SET YOUR GOALS(not the...
  #319 well.. now i kno:(
  #318 gghj
  #317
  #316 This Song Is A, Poem To...
  #315 Say Hey There!
  #314 AWESOME weekend
  #313 RANT volume 1.0
  #312 I Gotta talk to frodo
  #311 Da 311
  #310 Hair? Blonde, Black,...
  #309 Music Nazi
  #308 Plans
  #307 parties off
  #306 bored
  #305 My Song
  #304 Mildly Retarded
  #303 Its a LONG Road to the...
  #302 i need a second job
  #301 all for now
  #300 cool
  #299 ALMOST 300 FOO
  #298 PT 2 OF ENTRYNESS
  #298 PT 2 OF ENTRYNESS
  #295 sit sucks again
  #293 Ride Again
  #292 B Back Sunday
  #291 fadetooblack
  #290 UPDATE!
  #289 skate!
  #288 Not My Fault
  #287 what happened to 268-285?
  #286 resolutions and other...
  #267 So I Felt Like The...
  #266 YA!
  #265 K im bored
  #264 Im Ready
  #263 Clarifacation
  #262 CANT WAIT
  #261 Due To Increased...
  #260 All Apologies
  #259 Why Do You?
  #258 Work! rawr
  #257 Shit Happens
  #256 The Truth
  #255 Fading Away?
  #254 ACtual
  #254 ACtual
  #253 Um..?
  #252 The Music Gets Emo'er
  #251 Good Times
  #250 Okay
  #249 Unbreakable
  #248
  #247 Shot For Shot?
  #246 For Meaghan
  #245 Sweet Deal
  #244
  #243 Why Do I..?
  #242 Alright Well
  #241 I Needa Calm The Fuck...
  #240 Im Likin Life
  #239 Justa Bad Day Today Is
  #238 Sit Sucks
  #237 The Right Thing
  #236
  #235
  #234 Title
  #233
  #232
  #231 Awesome Night
  #230 GAY
  #229 Huuuuuuu......
  #228 Cool
  #227 Enh
  #226
  #225 Prolly the worst thing...
  #224 ahhhhhhh rooooo!
  #223 Ye?
  #222 Dungeon 25th.. ne one in?
  #221 I Conceit Defeat
  #220
  #219 The Promise
  #218 I=DUMBASS
  #217 Buttcrackaholic!
  #216 Goin Away For The...
  #215 Countdown
  #214 Steady As She Goes
  #213 Sloppy
  #212 Fuck My Net!
  #211 Three Nill?
  #210 Ok?
  #209 Fuck man
  #208 First Day.. Pretty Cool
  #207 Back Again
  #206 Became
  #205 Tomorrow=HUGE
  #204 Job Hunting
  #203 Skeet!
  #203 Skeet!
  #202 Am I The Only?
  #201 Becoming
  #200
  #199
  #198 School is out bitches!
  #197 Rawr
  #196 Man You Made Another...
  #195 Two In One? Really?
  #194 Bored on day off
  #193 Easy Fuckin shit
  #192 Its Back..
  #191 Payoff
  #190 Quizz!
  #189 Pissedoff
  #188
  #Injuries! shit!
  #186 I hope this works
  #185 a LONG while
  #184 Ok.. Total Anialating...
  #183 From Supertwig To...
  #182 Life Less Frightening
  #181 Ok its gone
  #180 Quizzes!
  #179 O piss
  #178 Better and Better
  #177 kick ass!
  #176 Dear Mother Can U Hear...
  # 175 ;)
  #174 FoD
  #173 Calm Likea Bomb
  #172 Enough Privatness
  #171 Now Or Never
  #170 Wtf I feel like siht...
  #169 Whos the Faggot With the...
  #168 FUCK SIT
  #167 On And On I'll Take The...
  #166 Lights Out, Guerilla...
  #165 Easterness
  #164 Right Hurr
  #163 Biznatch!
  #162 Disco Sucks.. GLAH
  #161 Long Ass Mofo Time
  #160 Bored.. poo
  #159 Glarg! Sleepy
  #158 RUDELY AWAKENED YE!
  #157 Is This The End Of It...
  #156 Help Desk
  #155 I HAVE FAV BAND
  #154 Tomorrow
  #153 Two in a row
  #152 Blarg
  #151 Standing Alone
  #150 Chaness
  #149 Know What? No
  #148 Downhill Going
  #147 Been Awhile
  #146 SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
  #145 What I Think..
  #144 Solution?
  #143 FuckSucker!
  #142 Today=Shit
  #141 Stayed In
  #140 Better Off
  #139 Shit But Good
  #138 Fuckin Shit
  #137 YEYE
  #136 Well Im
  #135 Ic
  #134 Confused
  #133 n2m
  #132 Fuckin A
  #131 Untitiled
  #130 bored bitches
  #129 A-rOcK
  #128 Was With the Emones?
  #127...
  #126 God Dam Heado Mine
  #125 This Things Gettin...
  #124 Yesness
  #123 Fuckin Shit Of A Fuck
  #122 Tell Me
  #121 Fuck You
  #120 Ye
  #119 Bad Blood
  #118 Dares.. hmm
  #117 Things u NEVER do..
  #116 Ye
  #115 Wadda week..
  #114 Live And Let Die
  #113 Holy Tiredness
  #112 Bitch!
  #111 New Cd and 20 bucks
  #110 The 3-4 Year Plan
  #109 Mother Bitch!
  #108 YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
  #107
  #106 Remember the days..
  #105 Poo Poo Head!
  #104 Not A Good Way
  #103 Glah! The Things I Do
  #102 Piss Fuckin Bored
  #101 Wow Im cool
  #100 100!!!!!!
  #99 Desent
  #98 Its Christmas Bitches
  #97 Aw Fuck
  #96 Science center owned!
  #95 plans.. read this over...
  #94 Trip tomorrow
  #93 I Feel Sick..
  #92 SnowDay!
  #91 Sledding and freezing
  #90 More Snow!
  #89 I r a Pesimist!
  #88 Why I Choose to be Alone
  #87 I need batteries
  #86 Fuckin suckass day
  #85 The Legend is Back!
  #84 Snow!
  #83 Hooligans Holiday
  #82 Bored and sick
  #81 Somethings wrong..
  #80 Shes gotta get her shit...
  #79 So I Said Fuck It
  #78 Bitch!
  #77 Black and Blue
  #76 bored
  #75 Some Mother Fuckin...
  #74 I R BACK BITCHES!!!
  #73.. This diary is done
  #72.. Subliminal..
  #71 Fade to Black
  #70 Last night I can stay up
  #69 Nothing Else Matters
  #68 funny fuckin song
  #67 Wait and see..
  #66 CRazy trip
  #65 Away till saturday
  #64 Fun day
  #63 Cosco pt.3
  #62 40 bucks and nothing to do
  #61 Yardsale!
  #60 bOrEd
  # 59 The Dentist
  #58 crap entry
  #57 o for fuck sakes..
  #56 Star wars.. AGAIN???
  #55 The world is against me
  #54 Goin away for the weekend
  #53 A big change
  #52.. Blank
  #51.. Yep..
  #50.. 50 wow
  #49.. Wow.. this is odd
  #48.. A new beginning
  #47.. It really is over
  #46 Interesting..
  #45 fuck off ppl
  #44 god dammit
  #43 Family Reunion
  #42 I got sacked by a shower...
  #41 REally bored
  #40 Bored... for now
  #39 Gonna see star wars.....
  #38 It might be over and I...
  #37 And I must rid her of her...
  #36 I can't sleep anymore...
  #35 Grr
  #34 Goin to New Brunswick...
  #33 Cosco pt.2
  #32 Aw yeh
  #31 Even losers win
  #30 effin bike
  #29 Another broken dream
  #28 fuckin math teacher
  #27 Nudge fuggets!
  #26 This is fucked
  #25 Some Friends
  #24 By the way I went to...
  #23 MY EX IS NUCKIN FUTS
  #22 Goin to Wonderland...
  #21 So bored
  #20 Willie Wonka!
  #19 I just about did the...
  #18 I just broke my digtal...
  #17 Boringness
  #16 meh today was... meh
  #15 I got no title
  #14 Killer bored....
  #13 Nightmare pt.2
  #12 bored..
  #11 Dumb fuckin msn!!!
  #10 Awesome day
  #9 wow i never thought that...
  #8 Time to move on
  7# The boss is back
  #6 Going away for the weekend
  #5 Being used sucks ass
  #4 The New Hair
  #3 Shopping at cosco
  #2 Y am I so mad?
  #1 This is new...