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quite a while |
August 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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been a long time since i left an entry. i've been antisocial, summer is the only time i'm allowed to be and everyone wont get pissed at me last year i didnt even have a birthday party. sad, huh? apparently i'll just be able to get my permit cause they're chnaging the law . . . again. just being boring, being me. ttyl probably a lot later cause i haven't been good about updating but oh well. none will probably read this any how. |
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hopeless |
June 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i'm so sick of people making fun of me and laugh snicker all that jazz. i can't stand it!! what did i ever do to them? grant it if i don't like you you'll know it all just ignore you and not even be civil. thats to to bad right? it wouldn't eveen bugg me at least if it was someone i snubbed regularly like that. but the people who do are just people who i don't even know enough to like or dislike so what did i do? nothing right, ah i suppose i'm making a big deal out of nothing. people have all ways made fun of me, nothing new.
i'm prone to hurt,
devot of happiness,
i can't seem to cope,
so i'm stuck without hope.
sam's bugging me, wanna kill her for me? |
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holstein |
June 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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general anxiety disorder, life just peachy isn't it really at the moment i'm kinda hyper today was alright me and my mom where joking for once surprizing huh. well im now sleeping with a boy, lol, holstein(after the cow not the writer, he looks like one) my kitty decided he was going to start sleeping in my bed. he's such a sweetheart, he looks like a siamese just the wrong coloring. not much else to say. things have been better lately, i'm try to be less anti-social but thats hard. i haven't cut in over two months. more later. |
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mcas |
May 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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yay! mcas is finally over! well it was yesterday but i was to lazy to make a new entry. i tried to do good so that i could win a scholarship, i mean 4 years free tuition, pretty sweet deal. so i'm sitting in cad its so cold, in the fifties. for the past couple days it has been so im only semi-warm because i have on my jacket and my sweatshirt. rich is an idiot. lol, just thought i'd add that. hmm not much to say cept that i'm bored, but thats nothing new. guess i'll say adieu for i should finish my math, then do something in cad, 4th quarter paper i believe. |
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May 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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to the anonyomous commentor
dont say stuff about people you don't know anything about. she happens to be one of my two best friends, the only people who really know me. some people think they do but don't. no one else really cares. dont call either of them a bitch cause there who i've got. i'm cynical, antisocialist and i dont make friends easily so when i really do they have to be great cause who else whould like a fool like me? |
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all arts day |
May 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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hullo!! so today's all arts day. its a pretty cool thing the only prob is that i have about three different classes which to go to it in. so im sitting in cad writing about nothing, so much better, huh? jess is here with me of course so were being boring together at least. everyone is playing this stupid game and killing each other around me. jessh! im doing pretty good overall, tho. just the fact that i figured out that my dad's trying to play me against my mom and that its an attenion thing. it pisses him off that she haves full custody but hes the one who gave it to her. she doesnt do it on purpose but she complains and whines about what he does! i can't help it, what do ya think i am? it pisses me off. |
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who? |
April 29th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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who r u? first, really i suppose my life isnt all bad i just in the bad stuff to here because its what i need to get out. then agian i try not to seem to bad, but is uppose im a bad judgement cause i dont want to be messed up so i hide it from myself. my mum wants me to go to a shrink so i guess im wrong, huh? then well sry bout the last. i tried to name it, fucked it up, dunce. so today was alright, dad brought me to the truck show in boston. walked and walked and walked. least i got out of math. |
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my mistakes |
April 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I fall to the ground
Then I can’t seem to do anything right,
I can’t seem to make things right,
I can’t seem to be right.
I hurt myself I hurt others,
I hurt everywhere I turn,
I hurt to talk and to cry,
I hurt when all I need is comfort.
I try,
I try more,
I try until I realize I can't change anything anyways,
I try yet I go no where.
All I am is this girl,
This girl that no one see,
No one sees her because she is invisible,
She is invisible because no one cares.
So fallen I have,
Hurt I am,
Invisible I am,
Yet all of these I hate to be.
could you comment on it not about me or how i'm wrong or any of that, on how it's written. i kno its suxy, but could ya? |
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sticks and stones |
April 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will break my heart |
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hurt |
March 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i don't understand why some people have fun making fun of other people. why do they single you out to laugh and whisper and hurt. what did i do to them, i never have even talked to them so why should i be the one that they do this to? i can't stand emtional pain. the one thing that really bugs me is when people laugh at me and whisper, pick fun at me, and try to pick a fight. I just don't understand. What did i ever do to them? I just don't understand. |
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