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OMG Its been so long!! |
December 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: I wanna talk about me - Toby Keith
Feeling: alone
Hey guys. Its been so long! You all prolly thought I had dropped off the face of the planet, but I just haven't been on here. Well, Alex and I are still together. He's back to smoking and thats why I'm sulking and refusing to hang out with him until he quits it again. He lied to me for a month before one of his friends let it slip to me. I've got one of his Christmas presents already. I'm supposed to be going shopping with Dana tonight/this evening. Hopefully I'll get everything I want for my friends. I don't really have that may ppl to shop for anymore. I've lost most of my friends but I've gained a few great talking buddies. ^^ All is good. I aced all my exams, I can just feel it! ^^ I am back to living with Greg and Dana. Mum keeps begging me to come back, though. |
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Two Weeks!! |
August 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: cold
Heh heh... tropical storms. It gives us a reason to play soccer in the rain. Grr... I have lost all typing skills!!! But anyways, we have a soccer game against Smith County today. Hopefully it doesn't get canceled because its not thundering or lightning. Its just raining alot. It'll be cold. ^^ It'll be great fun!!! I'm wondering why it said I have no friends...? I'll have to fix it. ^^ Well, my sixteenth birthday is in about two weeks!!! YAY!!! September Twelfth!!! Rock on!! |
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My babies are cuter!!! |
July 29th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: bewildered
My babies are cuter! They are! Why didn't Shelby win??? WHY???? She has the most adorable lil' pudgy cheeks! They droop in the cutest way! (( not the wierd *sneezes* old ppl way, but the adorable baby way! )) Shelby was in the baby show at the fair last night and she didn't win. They had some cute babies, but mine was the cutest. Sadie's in the show tonight. She's gonna win cause she's beautiful. ^^ She's eighteen months old, small for her age, with HUGE hazel eyes, big soft pink lips, a perfect smile, light brown hair, uber long eyelashes, and rosy red cheeks! She's beautiful! She better win! |
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My butt hurts... |
July 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Dear god... the muscles right under my but hurt really bad... T.T I waddle when I walk... T.T Alex was looking at my chest... ^^ God I love him. ^^ *glances over at her sexy baby* Anyways, we started soccer yesterday and it was awesome! Haha! I'm gonna get back in shape! Gonna get my muscles back! Oh yea! I'm gonna be toned again! Rock on! *giggles* Tee Hee... *pokes Alex* |
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Wake me up when September ends... |
June 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: aggravated
Dammit!!! I hate me period!! GRRR!!!! I shall let the reasons remain anonymous... *knows she spelt that wrong* Anyways, I spent all weekend with Alex! ^^ Saturday I went ut to eat with his family at Demo's in Lebonon (sp?) then Sunday we went and seen Land of the Dead in the theatre, then we spent all Monday together at my house. ^^ The details of those three nights will be left to my memory and maybe I'll tell Tiger 'cause she's cool. ^^
I can't wait for Locke's pool party! Too bad its at Koda's house... or maybe its not too bad... *innocent smile* Oh, the things I can get away with over there 'cause adults love me. ^^ I'm going over to help set everything up tomorrow and the pool party is Thusrday. I hope Alex can make it! ^^ I need a new bathing suit. I got blood on my bottoms... AGAIN WITH THE DAMN PERIOD!!!!! *eye twitchy*
My new fave song is by Greenday... 'Wake Me Up When September Ends'
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I have this ex who's been in love with my forever, which I'm totally over. I love my new boyfriend, Alex, now. Well, anyways, my ex, John, has started to come back around since I've moved back in with my mum. ( he lives down the road ) Me and him have been broken up for almost three years now, but he's still in love with me. My mum is convinced that if I keep hanging out with him that I'm gonna start having feelings for him again and dump Alex. She says that if you're around someone enough that they start to grow on you. Well, I've already made it very clear to John that I have no romantic feelings for him and that I don't see myslef ever liking him again. How can I convince my mum that we're only friends, that we're not madly in love. I love Alex and I wouldn't do anything to lose him.
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I thought we were friends |
June 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: No suprise - Theory of a Deadman
Feeling: betrayed
I thought we were friends. You didn't tell me about Curtis. I'm calling you later. |
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Back From The Dead |
May 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Heart-Shaped Box - Nirvana
Feeling: disgusted
My mother is... god... I fucking hate her. All she does is shoot up. She doesn't even care about herself. She is so pathetic. I hate having to live with her. Yep, thats right. I got kicked out of Dana and Greg's two days ago. *snorts* Its been only two days and I'm already ready to kill myself. I hate that house so bad. There is too much bad karma around... too many bad memories and pain floating around in the air. It sucks. At least I get to do basically whatever I want. But I have to put up with my mum, so I'm not quite sure that its worth it. But I'm considered a bad kid for some reason. Its not like I've been lying to everybody... skipping school... sneaking off with my boyfriend... No, of course not. Hey, at least I'm not doing drugs. *rolls her eyes* I really haven't changed that much. I'm just in a pissy mood because of my mother. I should be happy real soon. ^^' Hopefully...
Hmm... lets see... I've got a great tan now. ^^ If that helps anything. My hair is dark again. I'm in love with my watch (again) *nuzzles her beautiful pink fishnetty watch* I wuv eww wiw' watchee.... ^^ Tee Hee. I have my permit, meaning I can legally drive now. *evil grin* Unfortunatly my mum went stupid and grounded my from driving for two months. Pfft... like that'll stop me. I really don't care what she thinks. (oh great... I sound like a teenager XD) I passed all my classes and now I'm going onto eleventh grade with 16 credits. I need... 28? 30? To graduate? Who knows. ^^ But so far I haven't failed any classes. Webbers out of the hospital. Its so great to have him back. He's totally awesome. Locke's happy on drugs. (she, like, fractured her knee or something and the pain is bad so the docs drugged her up) Hmm... lets see... My toenails are pink and uber sparkly! O.O I wuv 'em woo!! *grins* Well, I'm gonna go stare off at some random things now. Peace and Love. |
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Party Like A Rockstar? |
April 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Party Like A Rockstar - JTXperience
Feeling: carefree
I don't even like this song. o.O?
Well, we won our soccer game yesterday. ^^ First game of the season and we won it 3-1! I din't make a goal, but I took, like, twenty shots on goal. I was attempting shots like every couple of minutes. (( Ask Tiger or... *evil glare* Kat ))
OMG! Our uniforms are so neon that our faces were reflecting the color! XD *points to a lime/neon green jersey* I hope our picture don't have it where out faces turn out to be green! Er... I hope our faces don't turn out green in our pictures. That way makes more sense, huh. ^^'
I can't wait 'till tomorrow! Alex gets to drive me home from school! And he's got something planned and he won't tell me what it is... 'cause during third block (( english )) we were passing a note and he said that he couldn't wait till Monday. When I asked him "why?" he said that I'd just have to wait and see. Ah! ^^
Uncle Dale's brother David got in a bad car crash two nights ago. So now we have two of his three children staying here with Aunt Brenda for a couple of months. Dear god... that means that they'll be here when I come over on the weekends. And I don't like little kids that much... they're, like, four and eight years old and wild as rattlesnakes! I'll end up choking one... X( So not cool... So there's Dustin, Brooke, and Brandy I have to put up with now...
*shity eyes as she grins slowly* But not next weekend... I have a plan... I'm still working on a cover story, though... but I'm working something out in my mind right now... I'm prolly gonna get caught and grounded for the next two and a half years that I'll be living with Greg, but... oh well. To be young and stupid. *wistful sigh*
I love this song! (( Goin' Crazy by Natalie ))
*laughs* Robbie! Oh, and about James... he hurts me so much... he knows that I'm not over him and that I still love him, but does he care? Nuu... he goes out and does any possible thing to squeeze my heart until it bleeds... revenge is a cruel thing. He is an asshole to my now and he knows it hurts me so he keeps doing it.
Ah! One of my favorite songs! Jet - Look what you've done |
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Yea... hot babes! Go get'em Dustin! |
April 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: My Dad's Gone Crazy - Eminem
Feeling: alright
I got a new boyfriend! Talk about total upgrades! I'm talking six one, jet black hair, hazel eyes, goatee, toned body, car... *grins* Yea. Alex is a total babe. And if you're wondering about the title... well, I told Dustin that he'd have to go to my soccer game tomorrow and check out the soccer babes. He was like, "Soccer babes?" Then blah blah blah... I let Locke tattoo my ankle. She's not done with it yet. She still has to go over it a few more times to make it premanent, but its pretty noticeable right now. I'll have to take a picture or something. Warning, though! Scalpels hurt when going into your ankle bone! XD |
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*puffs out bottom lip* |
March 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Living in the Shadow - Ashlee Simpson
Feeling: musical
My baby is growing up... *sniffles* He finally hit me back... Dustin hit me in the mouth and busted my lip. I'm so proud! In a couple of years he'll be able to actually hurt me! ^^ |
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