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Your Call... |
November 5th, 2008 @ 4:37pm |
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Stripped and polish iam new and fresh.
I feel Brand new and finished.
hold on please please
i beg with these tears stuck in my eyes..
for you not to bail out no not now.
i always swore to you, i could never fail.
but hold your breath. please dont make me change my mind...
Breath in so deep in me in.
who cares anymore
now its down to you and me..
Tonight will be the night i will fall.
onCE AGAIN. |
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Faded far away |
November 5th, 2008 @ 12:44pm |
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Stuck in silence with myself
i begin to remember when i was
summuthered with people
all around me.
Here iam Alone and
unsure then all at once im sure
of me once again...
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October 21st, 2008 @ 2:22pm |
Listening to: dont ike to get dirty
hey
hows it going?
im okay ive had many lonely
nights, and yes i missed you
yet i did for a while there
forgot all about you.
Smiles filled with a blink of
regret,But hey i say you all can go burn in hell.. all your emtionless thoughts of me turn into a washed out Sentence,
And over alli ve heard and seen i still cant erase you completly, |
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I cant stop thinking of you |
September 17th, 2008 @ 12:40pm |
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i hate you even more then i once did long ago..
i sit there and ponder and remember all our fights and all our rights as we once did eachother all through the nite.. i remember the nightmares you gave me.. thou it was me just living in a horror movie.. all the things youve done just to make me wkae up.!!!
And one years l8er i finally realize it all and yes its too late. I dont knwo if i ever did love you but i know this i liekd you al ot to wait a lot my time with you my energy but you you have your flaws and i stood by you and as a trophy and ididnt mind it untill..
now here i am i understand soo much and im
doin much more and im happier to alive more than ever and now i run into guys that had a mind-frame like mine long ago... and i wish i could just talk to you someone liek you...
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Growing up At Age 21 |
September 17th, 2008 @ 12:33pm |
Listening to: in the office bah!
Feeling: active
It's funny in your life your,
Going on thinking you do not have a care in the world and then one day,
all you think about is your life.
I remember very well how id just not care and always worry about the stupid things that could not benifit me in the future. and this is where iam.
Though im glad i have no kids yet,
Iam depressed but youd never know it.
i have my friend i keep at a distance, just casue i cant satnd gettin close to people and then all of a sudden they believe others bullshit lies...So i like to hang out on my own.. tho i hang out with random groups of friends.. spread the lovin all around
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And im not afraid to be alone i remember 2 years be scared and now it seem soo much more comforting knowing that i have me to relay on i cant stand be disappointed and old friends once in awhile i will get a chance to look them.. in the old familar face.. but it just isnt the same i see right through them. and wonder am i like them sttuck in the only thing they know which is the past? |
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sex toy |
July 31st, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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here iam long ago i left you
and now i struggle to realise the feeling
between my thighs..
and i still dont have a reason..
on why i maid my bed the way i do..
and i still dont have the time
and it makes me wonder did ever really
like you the way i wanted so bad,,
but still enjoyed fuckin you .
you think you won but you see i never cared in the sirdt place. |
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Dustin |
July 28th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
i think og you even
tho i know i shouldnt
nothing compares to you
and through my ypung
stubburn ways of living now i see
the page you were on.
And i ask myself is it too
late am i too despereate?
if we ran into each other how
would you be?
last time we saw eachother//
our lips couldnt control themselves..
AND I KNOW HOW you left me for her..
when i was at my worest yet time and time
i want you more.
I could never admit it to myself..
but i did love you... and miss you more than ever and i see now what you saw long ago..
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July 24th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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Until now
i always been on my own..
and now i look at you..
you brush it all off and
and what kills me the most is
you dont even realize i'd
anything to grab your attention.
i catch on to your ways
silent focused and committed,,
the nerd you are is the most i adore
But i cant spread the word. |
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