Waking up
I feel...odd.

I dunno. It's weird. Like something is changing but I don't know what it is or if it's good or bad.

But oh well.

Went to see James Bond last night with some friends. It was ok, not the best Bond movie ever. But ok.

I feel so lame. I have two jobs, and still feel like I have so much extra time and whatever. But since I don't have a car it makes getting a third job a little difficult. Although I think that if I did get another job I'd maybe go start working with Hollie and Dan because they make like...quadruple (separately, not together) what I make. Yikes. I really do hate money sometimes.

Dallan is coming home at the end of this month. Which is kind of weird, it doesn't seem like it's been two years already, but I suppose time has just flown. Hollie keeps telling me that I should marry him when he gets home. Why do I need to get married?? I'm just barely 19. I don't need to get married now. And besides, that would mean that Dallan would have to propose, so...yeah. Anyways. Don't want to get married. Just want to be ME for a while, whoever that is anymore.
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Entry List
Waking up
Stop breathing if...
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YAY!!!
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looking back...
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FREAKING.....STUPID.
Sick
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16
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Senior Prom pic
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Blah-ness...
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375--Graduation countdown
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Assembly sluffer
Silly little jealousys
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Sick
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Naïve
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A Change is Gonna Come
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Pictures of you and me
Sitting again
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Didn't we almost have it all?
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Home again
Halloween and stuff
Sad story
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BYU and such
Updating
Saveddd
Grumpity
So screwed
So much for my...
Blaaah-ness
*curses*
OH YEAH
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Nice to know
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Giggle much
WOOT!
Laughing....
Meh-ish stuff.
Lagoon ROCKS
YEAH
Nuns
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Screaming to napping
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Hmm...interesting
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Interesting night
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Sunday bordom.
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Uhh...weird.
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Ouchy-ness
Spazzing
Drum major stuff-age-ness
Blaah
Prom
Woot Woot
The impossible happened
Schpeel (300)
One of those days
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Stake Dance
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HAPPPY!!!
Region
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Photoshop is fun
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Venting in the computer lab
Stuff-ish ness.
Meh.
Darn
Arizona
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GAAAAH
Remember When
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Last year
Bored to tears
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Finals
Chasing Cars
Update-ishness
Going National?
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Slightly angry
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Angry day
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Bored...
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Took a walk...
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What, am I just not good...
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Weirdness and AWKWARD
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Happy birthday to me...
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The Dance
Funny things
Homecoming
What you don't know CAN hurt
All sorts of lameness
I only wish
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Suckas
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Lobster!
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About band camp
Home
BAND CAMP!!!
Sweetness
Growl
Done
Why can't they see it
Fishies
Fireworks
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Deny deny deny
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Fambly
Summer Thunderstorm
True thoughts? Hmm
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Wishing....
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*HAPPY DANCE*
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Confusion sucks
No regrets
Grr
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Red eyes
World Cup
Pretty dresses
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Oh wow
Old friends
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Me...dating? Well, that's...
Sitdiary is ALIVE!!!
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If you ony knew...
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182--One year!
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If you ever wondered...
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It'll work itself out...
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Its over... >-<
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My nose itches
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I'm nice and what do I get?
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You just might make me believe
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Oww
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Prom
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New Job!
Left behind
Deer in the headlights
Shadowing
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Thoughts....
Never
Something
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Figuring it out
New Year's Eve on Temple...
Oh sad it rained!
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Happy Christmas!!
Christmas Eve
Ungrounded!!!
Sick of hurt and lies
Bleah.
Hmm....
One week of stupidness
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Adults piss me off
Do I trust him again???
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Sometimes
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DARN PARENTS!
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X-mas stuff
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Codes
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Auditions
Snow AGAIN!!!
Date
SNOW!!!
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YES
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Drum Major?
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Hmm...ahhh
With Pride
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...
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Strangeness
Bluntness
Bleh
haha it rained
Sleepy sleepy sleepy......
One more day
Parent's Night
Wishing
EEEP!
3 more days....
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I feel icky
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EEEK EEEEK!
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Movies
Football (46)
School tomorrow
I need more reliable friends
Chicken Noodle Soup
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Home Again
Away
FREEDOM!!!!!!
Time
Band Camp 3
Band Camp 2
Band Camp
Nothing better to do
OMG
Blah blah blah
Stupid effing......
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School
so......boored.
How Far
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Boredom
shakes fist
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Ice Cream
What the...? Exactly
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my own stupidity
New Mexico bound
MRI
Day of summer #2
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*Fun, fun, fun*
*HAPPY*
Inspire me
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i like stars
Band
Nothing matters
La de da!
*confused*
I hate parades
Tied
*giggle*
YAY
hi ya
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