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False Pretense |
October 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
Oh, it's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand |
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it has been |
September 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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It has been a shit long time since I been on here. Damn so much has happened I dont have time to say now but I miss this thing...
I also wrote this:
Ahh... Suspended from school yet again...
But see when you get suspended from school, you are suspended of life. I cant be without the outside world. My life sinks into a neverending hole. The blackness in my life takes over. I am nothing. I am no one. I am not home now nor do I want to be. Home=Hell.
Please let me back to school. Please...
You don't understand how hard it is out here... You dont have any Idea...
I won't smoke anymore pot... I won't.
I will apologize to those kids I beat up. I will apologize...
You must help me...
Let me come back my life is on suspension along with myself... |
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Fuck the holidays |
January 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Everything about my holidays sucked ass
except for the days in between for vacation
Everyone wish me luck I think that I am falling in love again.
In fact I know I am so please excuse my absence from sitdiary
Everyone please leave me tips or whatever
I think that I need all the help I can get
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Happy |
December 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Happy Birthday Jesus
Have a beautiful holiday season everybody
Much love from me |
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She Paints Me Blue |
December 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you can still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue
And you were my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you were my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue
Minnesota started raining on me
And teenage love was underground
Tonight I break the surface
Minnesota started raining on me
And no young girl was claiming me
And naming me
And destiny gets nervous and
And you were my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you were my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue, again
And you were my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you were my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue, again
I hate you!
You are ruining My life!
Leave me Alone!
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Christmas shopping |
December 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I am more than half done with my christmas shopping and I am sad
I was forced to buy some of my gifts at KMart..
Sorry but I am strongly against Kmart.
I don't know why but I hate it.
Maybe it is that bastard in the electronics area who doesn't know shit...
Oh well, I have gifts wrapped and bought for the following people and no eric I havent gotten you something yet but I will as soon as I get more money.
I spent more than 150 dollars already.
Carlee
Jenna
Joanna
Adam
Jon
Anita
Dana
and me...
Yes that is right I bought myself something
But eric I will find something for you at a certain store that I know of by Sam Goody |
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Stripped |
December 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Ahhhhh! I love this song
Come with me
Into the trees
We'll lay on the grass
And let the hours pass
Take my hand
Come back to the land
Let's get away
Just for one day
Let me see you
Stripped
Metropolis
Has nothing on this
You're breathing in fumes
I taste when we kiss
Take my hand
Come back to the land
Where everything's ours
For a few hours
Let me see you
Stripped
Let me hear you
Make decisions
Without your television
Let me hear you speaking
Just for me
Let me see you
Stripped
Let me hear you
Make decisions
Without your television
Let me hear you speaking
Just for me
Let me see you
Stripped
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wrapped in plastic |
December 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Hmmm...
I have a question for all of my faithful audience
How do I give someone security?
Emotional Security
I have some people who
1. I have no idea what to get them that is materialistic.
2. The gift I want to give them can't be wrapped in plastic
So what do I do?
I want to show them that I care about them.
But that whole "buy them something you would like" isn't going to work.
1. All the things I like are childish
2. All the people I want to get stuff for are more sophistcated than me.
So I am wondering what to do?
If anybody knows, please tell me
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Candy |
December 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Snickers
Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.What Kind of Candy Are You? |
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Toilet Paper War |
December 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Pillar |
December 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Lyrics from multiple songs to make a story:
And we’ll be carrying on, until the day it doesn’t matter anymore
Step aside, you forgot what this is for
We fight to live, we live to fight
And tonight, you’ll hear my battle cry
We live our lives on the frontlines
We’re not afraid of the fast times
These days have opened up my eyes
Your frustrations, complications, time is wasting
You better figure out whether you’re wasting time
It all comes down to I can’t make you feel what I do
But I can feel for you, so, what do you got to lose?
I’m gonna keep on holding on, while all of this is going on
I should’ve seen this all along, but now, I see right where I went wrong
That doesn’t mean I can’t be strong
So, now, I’ve got to carry on
It’s hard to see that I was gone
I’ll stay right here where I belong
And now, I see where the threat lies
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Hmmm.... |
December 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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What I really meant to say is that I am sorry for who I am! |
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Quiz from NavyBrat |
December 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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!!!GIRLS: if you want guys to do for you then post "GUYS ONLY"
GUYS: if you want girls to do for you then post "GIRLS ONLY"
And be completely honest
what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. I asked u to have sex?
10. i asked u out?
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:
::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
::AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
::WOULD YOU::
39. Kiss me?
40. Makeout with me? |
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The others |
December 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Why have we turned to ourselves and asked us many questions, which we know that we don't have the answers to?
Do we not realize that in the end we end up just like everyone else?
Just as fucked up as everybody else!
Why can't we see, that we are not alone in the world, We have many people who know what it is like to be in the situations as we are. The drugs forced onto us. The alcohol, the sex, the life, the knives, the never ending pain that we are forced to intake.
We look at ourselves in the mirror, and what do we see. A person you hate, a person that you want to hurt, well then we think that the world starts turning against us. Or maybe it might... So we tighten up and our close friends drop out of touch, then we are truly alone. By that time we have lost all of the world around us, and the sad thing is that we know that we have lost it. We know that the world is gone. So we continue on our down ward spiral. At last, when the night has finally slit our wrists deep enough for us not to care or worry, Some one steps into our lives and pulls us out of the icy depths of the hell that had engulfed us.
As they pull us out, they open us with warm words and open arms. Feeling loved we open ourselves exposing all of our issue and problems to them. There is no way that we could be hurt again. We have them. They open us more and more. We meet all of our old friends and then we are almost happy.
But then they ask us for something. Something that the last one asked for. At first, we refuse. We can't submit ourselves for the pain again. But then they keep pushing. And pushing, Finally we forfeit and we give up.
Then we know, after we give them what they need we know that it is gone.
Read from top and repeat
This is our lives or at least from my eyes.
We can't keep going on like this.
We just can't...
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