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September 3, 2007 |
i think it's an end here.
thanks for everyone who gave me the inspiration to write all of this.
i thank you alll very much.
but i think its time for a change.
as everytime i see my early work, its time for a change..
and i've been dying for a change since the 5th from the bottom.
so i'll change the spot where i'll be writting.
if you want to check it out.
go to
blogger.com
and search for my full name.
christopher salonia
and it's called the lay back lounge
orrrr
just head out this link n it'll take u there
http://laybacklounge.blogspot.com/ |
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| Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anythin |
August 17, 2007 |
There's not an ounce left
of what there was
and i caught you red handed, in your tracks you pause.
Trail of mistakes lead to your way
and still you'd ask me "can i stay?"
My book's already being written
and no space for you in it
not unless i talk about the moment that i sank in your sandpit
of a crossed out sign that used to say "lust"
but with outlined word in red saying "love"
A New chapter starts in me
a new me, a new me to be
a new guy to smile out of my face
with everything being thought to be put into place
If you're hearing me now
there is, there is, there is no doubt.
that Change has inflicted into ourselves
all of what you knew, put into the corner of shelves
that nobody ever looks at anymore.
Follow a lead,
take the leave
Grasp what you want
when you can have it
just as a butterfly, it'll fly a way into someone else's hands
if you're not quick enough to catch it. |
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| Calling up Angels That Weren´t Ready for Heaven |
July 22, 2007 |
Tell me whats worse
to know that your going to die
or not knowing when you´ll be called up?
To me, Either sounds like a dead end.
Moving at a speed that god can´t follow
Thinking your a superman
while your inside´s are hollow
Fueling impressions to exceed their expectations
instead, you might have lost them entirely
while your on what you think is one of many vacations
Metal is hard, but not hard enough
only because the car´s a good brand
doesn´t mean the driver
ehind it has a perfectly-stilled hand
Take What you have today
and take it home tonight
just make sure that you´ve made it clear
that you´ll hold them tight.
Because what you have today
might not be there tomorrow
Love Today, Hate Yesterday,
Fear Tommorow´s sorrow
Now you don´t know where you are
with your head hunched in the deformed cockpit
Being in the worst of luck
no ejection seat to save what you did
your the only one awake now
and everyone left looking innocently asleep
you think with no doubt they´re now for the heaven´s to keep
angels now being called up to a jump thats too long to leap
They´re call might be tomorrow,
but most certainly today
Come Whatever may
The luck to see them wake up.
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| Little Pointless Poems - one |
July 17, 2007 |
Listening to: Say Anything (else) - Cartel
Sleeping in a bed with no sheets
walking on the ground with no floor
walking in through the out door
it´s all things we´re not used to
but are willingly worth to try
Test the things that are supposedly safe
test the things that are sure to not break down
cause they´ll always be the ones that break from then until now
Talking to the wall,
that doesn´t bother to listen
heeding to the sun that just preaches on how to truly glisten
Point your finger to
something that´s worth to blame
because most to all who turn to criminalism
turn into celebrities drowned into fame
Adapt to the unnadaptable change
even if you try, you won´t be able to
how strange
if you don´t,
notice how much success you´ll achieve
follow wherever your eyes take you
because you´ll end up looking with curiosity
so quit wasting your time staring
and run away into the city
Buy a one-way ticket to destiny and
send your bottle into the sea of people
just maybe, just maybe, you´ll be found by the one´s you´ll treasure most |
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| fixed-up |
June 29, 2007 |
if Friends were there
would i really be waiting here?
Aren't they suppose to scrape you off the ground
when your on the floor without a sound?
Its like you try to hold on
but someone mistakenly soaped up the ledge
and you can't help but to slip down the edge
like under a dark sky with no stars
just as lonely being by yourself in a car
it's not what anybody should be in for
and if I'm in for that again
I'll just show myself out the door.
and I'll let the ocean burn out the tragedies
just as i let the stars light up the memories
and just as that,
i'll let the wind carry myself along the breeze.
carrying me along...
so I'm under suspicion tonight
being fixed under your microscopic sight
i guess i wasn't what everyone wanted
so myself is trapped inside of me now
which i would consider to be haunted.
I'm dying to come out again
but you fixed me so tight,
it hurts to even be outside when it rains |
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| As an ld Thought Slides Off |
May 19, 2007 |
Just as new friends come by
it's always meeting the new
and leaving the old with a goodbye
and as new words form underneath my voice
it wasn't my fault, this wasn't done by choice.
it's not my fault,
that the memories slide down the side of my mind
that i don't look into very often
all of this was once built to soften
to ease the strain
and now it's the cause of all the pain
Was it my fault this is like that?
I see your life is in two
and you're really not sure what to do
i see he is in the same position as me
and i see he got off with a pardon,
letting him flee,
while i got the short end of the rope
but atleast it was long enough to keep hope
that you wouldn't have cut me down.
just as you said once before
"you were my first love, but not my last"
thats how i knew it wouldn't last
it wouldn't be much more
then something in the past
something we'd tell our kids to watch out for
just watching out,
so they don't go through what i went through before
Love was a word taken out of context
you say it like if it didn't mean anything
while when i said, i meant it with everything
how did it end up like this
it was only a kiss
was there something in this part of the movie that i missed?
how will i recognize you from now on?
as the girl who made me discover love
or the girl who made me discover love
never really existed at all. |
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| Story of a girl |
May 6, 2007 |
She's being passed around
like a ciggarette
she thinks this is how she'll get his attention
she's just dying for his attention
she just wants him to look at her
to just glance
so maybe it'll turn
from the broken to the wounded and advance
advance from not talking, from not wanting
from not needing...
She'll have her boyfriends
and he'll have his
but they both still feel like this
like it's tearing apart the pictures
in their head
but what keeps him thinking
is if she has kept her promise
To get his attention
why don't you do what
he always asked for you to do
give him your attention
or it'll break down worse then before
end up, breaking up, breaking down
wanting more
Hold his hand,say you love him more then me
but would i consider to know the truth?
would i be wrong if i said,
i know that you love me, and i love you
and call it a silent truce?
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| is there anything to learn from this? |
April 25, 2007 |
I'm in for a history lesson
and all i got was a note saying goodbye
not much that i did, i didnt even try
not much to do now, so i don't even try either
the days get shorter, and the heat's a fever
the air grows thin when i see you
not even enough to give me a breather
i'm out of things to do.
I'm in for a math lesson
and all i got was the division of you from i
and then the subtraction of 2 hearts turnin from yours and mine, to only having mine.
Last but not least,i'm in for a chemistry lesson
i should have listened
to my teacher when he said
don't mix the two hearts, just set them on a table and let them grow instead.
i was so eager, i didn't want to wait.
i was just staring down in a trance-like state
he said, patience will make it worth the while
but i just wanted to be able to make a smile
now.
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| Living in last year |
April 20, 2007 |
the smell, smelled better before
the battlefield, clear of war
the taste, tasted way better then
and now i want more.
So it hasnt been the same
and the smiles don't last
but it'll someday get back to normal
when i finally put before, into my past.
why is it so hard to forget?
i try to block it out ,
but it makes me think more of it
and its the end result i get
I remember when, i couldn't drop the smile
always and never thinking about the what if
to think about it now,
my stomach drops and gets stiff
Just coz of how good i once had it.
i wish i could live back last year.
i guess sunshine was my drug
the people were the effects
and the seasons were the sideeffects
one to get you happy,
one to get you high
and one to crash on
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| Let the panic get to you |
April 13, 2007 |
Listening to: Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
When there's a reason
to smash my car behind yours
its not that i hated you,
its that i secretly loved you
Sideswiped or totaled, it was love.
When there's a reason to
curse you out, i'd do it infront of nobody
when i'd have no reason to
i'd do it infront of your friends,
thats how bad i feel for you.
i'd make myself look like the one
who's doing the job of no sense
when the fire's too out of control
i'll remember to tell you to do
what they taught us, stop drop and roll
maybe i'll let the panic get in your head
or i could give you
the pill to swallow instead
The panic, is the best part
its where you'd do anything
to be anywhere close to the very start
because being in this situation
is worse then being trapped in your arms.
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