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303) SitD has issues! |
September 29th, 2008 @ 9:10am |
Listening to: smile - g-unit
Feeling: irritable
ARGH so after a couple days of panic tht SitD had died for good i come back to find that apparently my new username no longer exists, tho i can see the diary! and for some reason my 62nd entry has decided to jump up to the top :s wtf!
this is so frustrating cos i have so much to tlk about! dont wana start a whole new one tho, might have to go back to the old school and make a diary in MS word! or even pen and paper lol |
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62)damn it died! |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
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300) strange |
August 7th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Newton Faulkner
Feeling: contemplative
Went out last night and rach was making a complete fanny of herself being very overly drunk and throwing herself at the guys and just generally trying way too hard to be liked, i really feel sorry for her but then i also feel like why should i be the one to look after her when she has fucked me over so much and every time i decide its water under the brige and to let it go she just does something else.
last night she tried to tell me that i got the wrong end of the stick thinking that she was living with those girls cos she had just gone along to the flat viewing for the fun of it which is bollox otherwise she wouldnt have text and called me desperately looking for louis' phone number so she cud ask his landlord about it and gone back t see it on her own several times, and she wudnt be livng there next year.
anyway its her problem i think
my feel rly smell its not nice :(
i am quite looking forward to next year i hope sean is as decent as he seems! charles is a nice boy i think, bit of a weirdo but nice enough. i hope kathyryn magically becomes more tidy too! i am looking forward to decorating my room not too sure what i want to do with it tho, too much effort to pain the whole high ceilinged thing just to have to re paint it when i leave but then i might just stay there forever. hmmm.
k thats me i think x |
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299) hmm |
August 5th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: god gave me style - 50 cent
Feeling: happy
Hmm i have been downloading some music and was thinking i might get an mp3 player but then i have like 12 mb of music so if i wanted it all on then i wud need a rly good (aka expensive) one which is a bit gay.
I wana play guitar hero but my bro is using his tv :( the genuis child got his exam results today 3 As and 2 Bs im so impressed anyway thts me for today i think x |
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298) Summer |
August 1st, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: dopeman - n.w.a.
Feeling: numb
So I have decided to start writing in here again, dont really know why, give me something else to do while im procrastinating, have to go to work in 2 hours and am still in my nightgown and havent had propper food yet.
I don't know how i feel about being at home over summer, its good to see the girls, well Jo mostly cos the rest are gay at keeping in touch but i dont really like living at home that much its kinda boring and i miss glasgow and being able to do my own thing in my own house. also is gay not seeing loui everyday :( but i guess thats just me being a big baby.
I am quite enjoying working up the hill, its fun doing nights and the pay is pretty good just a pain that its over the weekends when everyone else is out having fun.
Hmm dont really know what else i have to say, not much really. that is another thing about being at home its pretty much stress free, no rent, no bills, no lectures, no deadlines, no flatmates...haha
tho i am quite looking forward to next semester what with the lack of chemistry and actually studying something that interests me. kinda worried it will be too hard tho and i am gonna b really poor :(
tho i will be speding less money on weed hopefully.
maybe i will get a job...
think its time for some food k bye x
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297) Been ages... |
August 1st, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Take it Personal - Gang Starr
Feeling: bored
Im gonna re take the survey from my 5th entry when i was 15 (jeez it really has been ages) and see whats changed
STUFF
What did you dream last night?: Being at a festival with Louis, he wanted to buy some legal highs but they had t be taking intravenously and i was not happy, got shot at by a guy with a rifle for some reason and was at the funeral of mikey from big brother. weird as usual.
Where did you sleep last night?: Bed in the spare room, am home for the summer and my old room is now a jewelery making studio.
What does your comforter/blanket look like?: My one in glasgow is blue/turquise with flowery type paterns.
Don't you think the media stretches things?: Yes
Do you have a lot of friends?: yes
Do you feel comfortable around them at all times?: erm depends
Do you love your mother?: yes
Do you love your father?: yes
Are you racist?: no
QUESTIONS
Are you a vegitarian?: no
What is the best way to start a conversation? (after saying hey what's up): Talk about stuff u have in common
Are you a virgin?: no
Why or why not?: cos i loves my man and want his babies hehe
How old are you?: 20
What do you do if a conversation is going nowhere with someone you like?: try harder or re-evaluate attraction
What are your parent's jobs?: Administrator/Electrician
What kind of car do you/your parent(s) drive?:Ford (different one from last time)
Rock or hip-hop?: Both
Metal or punk?: metal
Reggae or Rap?: Reggae
How much make up do you wear?: mascara pretty much everyday (after eyelash curlers!!)
Describe your boxers/underwear for today: im in my pj's still (haha no change there, wearing my dressing gown n not much else)
Do you think you are ugly?: no
What color eyes do you have?: blue/green
Where do you live?: scotland
What color and texture is your hair?: straight ontop, curly underneath,multicoloured:black,brown,light brown, dark blonde,chesnut,aubuarn,light blonde(natural) ((i have weird hair))
Why are you taking this survey?:bcuz im bored
Where is your computer?:in the kitchenish room on the table
Do you watch porn?: no really
Would you ever get plastic surgery?:no
Do you listen to Boy Hits Car?: still what..
YES OR NO TO
AFI: yes
Metallica: yes
Courtney Love: hmm yeah i guess
Good Charlotte:sometimes
Cheese: yes
Meat: yes
Fur clothes: no not really
Nine inch nails: yeah i guess
MTV: yeah sometimes
Fuse TV: no idea
MTV2: hmmm not really
Saxophones: only in ska music
College: yes
Dave Chappelle: maybe
Gay Marriages: i guess
War: no
Marylin Manson: yeah
Cell Phones: yes
stud belts: yes!!!
Online friends/relationships: not relationships
AOL: yes
STUFF, QUESTIONS
Do you own a pair of converse, Vans, or any other skate shoes?: Vans,Globes,DCs, Duffs and about 6 pairs o cons
What is your favorite decade?: 60's (wish i was a 60s kid)
What is the ugliest fashion to ever come out?: loads recently, high waisted trews (dont suit many people) leggings (again make most ppls legs look like sausages)especially when wearing shorts on top. UGG BOOTS!!! I could go on
What is the coolest fashion to ever come out?: erm i like that there isnt really one "fashion" these days like people are more likely to try and be unique and folloew their own style (except neds/goths/emo etc but they dont rly count)
How much money do you have right now?: in overdraft about £800
What song are you listening to?: Aeautiful life - 30 seconds to mars
What song do you want to be listening to?: anything really not really liking 30 seconds, i like the girl by city&colour
What are you doing/what will you do today?:work at evening dining up the mountain ater on, time wasting online right now.
How often do you go to the movies?: once ever couple o months
How often do you get drunk?: not very, have a couple of drinks quite often tho
Do you smoke weed?: occasionally, more than i used to but trying to cut down
How often do you smoke it?: bout 1nce or less a month
Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
What do your parents think of this?: dont mind too much i dont think
What class do you do the worst in school?: hmmm.... Physics (so THAT is why i failed PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY)
Do you like sushi?: not the stuff i have had so far, if there is any without rice or seaweed then probs will like it.
Do you like chinese food?: yes
Chicken or beef?: beef
Would you wear bows or ribbons in your hair, not as a joke?: yea looks a bit silly tho, too much hair |
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296)Is sitD back in the land of the living? |
October 18th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Love Machine - Arctic Monkeys
Feeling: isolated
Hmm so im waiting for my wireless router to be delivered today cos they came yest and no1 was in and i cant be bothered to go fetch it from some depot miles away. anyway was plannig on not going to lectures today to ensure recieving the thing but then i remembered tht i have a tutorial at 10, so i got up (at 9am!) and went only to realise after waing alf a hour that it is actually next week. not v happy bout that. im also irritated cos of the state of my flat, seems to me like im the only one who does any sort of cleaning or cares about hygene (washing dishes with cold water anyone? ugh) but i have gone on strike so the dishes etc are building up and nobody seems to notice except me. ARRRGGH
oh well
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295) Last Exam |
May 17th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Loosen up my buttons - PCD
Feeling: excited
Woop, in 4 hours i will have no school work to do for the next 3 months about :D woop
Dont think i did too well in my other 2 exams but this one shud be ok, its english language blergh but have had a week to learn it all and i feel like i know it. i shud b looking over it just now but to be honest i cant be bothered. thats so bad int it.
havent seen loui for 4 days :( he is t home working, how responsible of him. gets back tomoro tho :D
going out to the art school tonite dont know if i can b bothered.xxx |
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294)Horrible dream |
April 28th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: hey ya -outkast
Feeling: leftout
I had a horrible dream last night that louis cheated on me and i just didnt know what to do, i mena it was obvious that i cudnt stay with him and i really didnt wanna leave him. my mom suggested we drown ourselves together, charming. the most frustrating part was that i tried to hit him in the face a load of time cos i was so angry but it just wouldnt work. thats when i realised i was dreaming and woke up to make it all go away cos i cn never hit peole in my dreams. drives me insane.
other than that...well finally have found a flat for nex year hopefully. the girl said she was holding the flat for us but needed to talk to her flatmates but i havent heard from her yet :( its such a nice flat, no lounge but its still nice the rooms are huge too :)
its a really nice day again, not v hot tho :( but i migh not revise today and just go li about in the sun. that is so bad, i might make some notes then go read them in the sun, thats more responsible :)
cant be botheres tying anymore cant really remember if i have anything interesting to say xx |
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293) Producive DAy |
April 18th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Deep Forest - Sweet Lulaby
Feeling: psyched
Well i have done 6 loads of washing today, tidied my room and cleaned the kitchen! for that i think i deserve a day off from lectures. i took the day off yesterday with the aim of sorting my life out but all i managed to do was build this little manny
out of plasticine and bud stalks.
i need to start revising really badly exams in like 3 weeks!!!!! and chem test on fri ooh nooooo
aw well im done typing now got more clothes to sort out just thought the momentous occasion of 6 loads of washing shud b remembered xx |
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