*29* this is my last entry
Feeling: better
Hannah's born!!!!!! That's all I have to say.


JESSICA LYNN
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*28* I love you!
Feeling: torn
ok ok ok ok I'm really lovin' my new house. Even though my room is too cold so I spend 100% of the time in my living room. I only have 6 more weeks until this kid is out. I can't wait, it sucks being fat lol. I havn't talked to trav in a week so I think I might call him today to see if he's still alive, lol. Surprisingly I havn't heard from anyone today, that's craziness. Mom is leaving in two hours for work... I can't wait until she gets a shift during the day. Which should be soon.

Anyways, I can't wait till christmas is over. I hate the holidays. well I'm bored so I'm going to do something else.
L8
Jessica
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*27*
Feeling: calm
Well I only have till next month until I'm a mom. Why am I not excited. I was for the longest time. People ask me if I'm scared, or worried.... I'm not. I'm not happy though. Maybe it's the fact that now I'll always be connected to him. He's still in his "I'm going to kill myself" stange, he won't quit lieing to me. I love him but hate him so much. I don't want his kid, I don't want him, I don't care anymore about being a mom.

Anyways I had a fun day today. lol.

g2g
jessica
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*26* sigh
Feeling: lovestruck
I only got 9 more weeks! I get to g olook at the hospital in 3 weeks... I got a bunch of things from my first babyshower, I've got one more coming. Brittany's babyshower is in dec, woot woot.

We should be moved in our new home by this weekend, i;m so excited. I get the basement to myself with the baby.

I've never been happier in my life! Only a couple months till I have my baby, I've got the sexiest boyfriend in the world, I've got a new home, I'm 18, and yeah lots of other things.

anyways I have to get going, gotta go home to help mom. L8
Jess
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*25* woot
Feeling: delirious
We got a place now! I'm really excited. I'm happy I get to leave Ash's. anyways I finally talked to travis. I love him ^_^ !!!
I have 2 more months till autumn's born. yupp yupp. anyways I have to go.... l8
Jess
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*24* hmm
Feeling: active
Tomorrow is Halloween. Spiffy. I'm most likely going back to stay with my mom tomorrow at Ash's. Me and Jessie have doc. appiontments tomorrow. Woot. Erika gets off work in 20 minutes. Yay! I'm bored. Anyways I have nothing to write today.... I've been so freakin bored all day. l8
Jessica
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*23* busy
Feeling: busy
still at jessie's. we are busy mommies lol... her more so. I got a medicaid app. today and got some apps. from different places so I can have money to put a down payment on a apartment. Tomorrow I'm going to get an app. for section 8, and turn in my other apps. We've been so busy. One of my babyshowers is in a couple on weeks. I'm trying ot get a hold of Travis so we can talk about baby stuff. He's hasn't seen her sonagram pics yet. I should be getting an apartment soon with mom for a little bit. I want autumn to actually have a home when she's born. I love her so much. I want what's best for our baby. Nothing's going to get me down anymore... I need to focus on my daughter and getting stable like getting my GED, permit, and me.(lol and travis). My 3rd appiontment is on halloween. yay! KK i'm out.

L8
Jessica
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Entry List
*29* this is my last entry
*28* I love you!
*27*
*26* sigh
*25* woot
*24* hmm
*23* busy
*22* Whatever
*21* This sux
*20* I HAVE THE NAME!
*19* Mommy!
*18* babies!
*17* sick
*16* Day off
*15* erg
*14* umm
*13* work ^_^
*12*
*11* ummm okay
****10****
9* hahaha
8* Yay!
7* SIGHS**
6* I try to hard
5* Umm RAWR!
4* Freedom
2* People are stoopid.
1* Here's to new beginnings
3* I hate this diary
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