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Journal 68: Wowzers |
August 25th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
It has been an extremely long time since I've been here. I looked through a few of my entries and it was a bit nostalgic to say the least. Though seeing my old, dark layout again is love, not to mention the images I've saved in my manager that I forgot about. Saw a sig and avatar that I did years ago that I forgot all about because I don't see it often anymore. DA made me take off all those sigs and avies I did because of copyright violations, not that I'm complaining, just that I forgot about them til now. This particular one I think I'll dig back up and fix it so I can use it again or something...haven't decided. And it seems I've rambled on about nothing yet again. Lol, some things never change.
Anywho, I'm not sure whose here anymore. Then again I can name a few here that I know are on MySpace, so I haven't strayed too far from old friends and acquintances. I miss this place, for the fact that it was the first blog type site I used and feel more free to say what I want without too much worries or drama. A place that I feel I can truly be myself. That silly, spaz of a girl whom often falls victim to the silent, little melancholic soul she bares.Perhaps it's the fact that this site is purely for diary means whereas MySpace is trying to branch out far too much to my taste. But of course, to rid myself of that space is to abandon most of whom I talk to there. Course I could invite them to watch here, but as I'm sure most know by now, I like to remain low key, an enigma if you will. Maybe I get some wicked thrill from it or perhaps I just value my privacy. I'm not sure. Somehow, I want to keep this place hidden, secret from those that I know in rl or something like that. Maybe because I don't want them to see me. I don't know, nevermind.
Anywho, I think I'll try to come back here more often now. As I seem to feel more comfortable. Being here though also reminds me much of the manor, its halls barren and decayed now due to lack of traffic. I miss it horribly. The haydays of rp will forever echo in my mind and bring a smile to my face when I'm in dire need of inspiration and such. I hope to return there in a more permanent and frequent manner as well...someday. |
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Journal 67: Happy New Year...I guess... |
February 4th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Black Stone Cherry: Rain Wizard
Feeling: caffeinated
So wow, been way too long since I updated here. Myspace took me away and with all the stuff about this place being moved over or whatever, I guess I just found it easier to just let it rot. Yet, honestly, I feel maybe this is the better sort of blog for me. Myspace is just too competitive in a sense and way too commericalized. And I feel what friends I have on there are being neglected. Then again I feel like I'm neglecting much these days. I may just come back here and forget myspace yet...got some important ppl on over there...moving on.
I've been very busy. In fact I should be finishing presentation boards and whatnot, but I'm not because I seriously just needed some down time. They'll get done, plenty of time. I haven't come this far just to let things slip at the last moment. Btw, if I hadn't mentioned it before, this is my last year of schooling, at least for the moment. Next quarter is my last quarter and I just can't wait. Yet there never seems to be enough time for it all as well as this quarter drags on. Weird, but whatever.
The manor is still a part of my life, though less now than it once was, but that's not to say I want it to die or anything. I do what I can where I can, but I find it trying at the moment. I sometimes wonder what the other patrons think of me. I know they say they like me or I'm one of their favorite people, but how do they really feel? Do they think I'm a sweetie pie with a badge or something? Do they think I'm a push over, too nice, naive, etc? I haven't had to ban or kick anyone as of yet, but that doesn't mean I can't or won't. AND...I don't play favorites. You may be a friend, but I'm a mod too and I have a duty to do to the best of my ability. I didn't take the offer just to use it or abuse it. I did it because I thought I could be helpful to all with their experience there. I've learned so much and come such a long way from the newbie rper I once was, and I owe that to the manor and it's people, many of which I don't talk to much anymore which makes me sad. The new ppl at the manor are okay, but I'm unfortunately one of those that draws from the mass. I can't make something truly glorious if I'm not being inspired. *sighs* I'm ranting again it seems. Oh well, it happens.
Let's move on to something else. My b-day's coming up soon, but with so much happening at the moment I fear I probably won't get time to properly celebrate which is a shame because it's a big one, 21. Guess I'll just have to break out some Smirnoff or something on the weekend if I get time. Be sure to give me a 'happy birthday' comment, will be much appreciated.
That's it right now. Laters. |
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Journal 66: Uh, hi! |
October 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Hey hey, been too long since I posted here. I'm doing well. I just haven't been on much because school and work take up a lot of my time these days. So much so that it takes away from my art time. Yet, it'll all be worth it once I get that piece of paper in my hand come spring. That's right, I graduate soon, if I haven't already mentioned that. WOOT!
Lol, anywho I'm on tonight and bored, so ya. Thought maybe I'd send a shout out to any and all who'd like have a role playing session. Catch me at
http://www.shadowynmanor.com
Click the on the door of the picture then go to the chat and log in. I'll be lurking there in one guise or another. Laters. |
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