I love walkin in the rain,cause then no one knows i am cryin
Listening to: Offspring - i'm on the run
Feeling: useless
Grrrrrrr
I have been sitting in the living room for the past 30 minutes with a knife in my hand..And i feel to..weird to do anything.

The funny thing is, my dad just walked in pissed as usual, and didnt even ask why i had a knife in my hand...I aint bothered..I am actually rather happy because if it was my mum walkin in and not my dad she would probably of ... i don't know

Done some thing?

No word from claire..I feel stranded because all my friends live miles away and i am in this shit hole

Gawd i can't wait till the summer holidays.

- a quick poem i made just of my head -

My wrists never lie
I leave that job for my plastic smile
My hearts cold as ice
Its the blood that flows out of me thats warm

My body...Numb
My soul...dead
I am breathing but still not alive
To scared to die..
But petrified live

I close my eyes
Flash'z of redness appear
representing the blood that slithers on me,
and in me
Making a pool in my half-clasped hand
Just like the tears that flow down my white cheek
Will another drop of blood, or another shed tear make a differance?

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Quick survey thing i took..

Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:Yeah Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:Yeah.. Have you ever been in a fist fight?:Yup Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:yeah Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:Noo! Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:Cant say i have.. Have you ever cussed?:i aint a fuckin saint! Have you ever been on a subway?:Yup Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:Lol.. yes Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:Just a little end of topic thing..nuffing inportant Have you ever skipped school?:Yup Have you ever egged someones house?:Lol no..Not yet any way Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:Yup Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:Nope Have you ever missed someone?:All the time. Have You Ever? brought to you by BZOINK!


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I love walkin in the...
20.4.06
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2006 - first entry
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hm
Chloe:2 God:0
heh
colldd
Hm
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WheEe
random quotes..This damn comp...
Party before the xmas party,05
robbie williams..
wo0t sunday..
tis me..The GREAT One.
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Whee firday tomorrow..YAsSS..
Celtic V rangers.. 2-0 wo0t
Funeral for a Friend..
Monday ..Blahablahsduhdhj.
WHee
wheee
friday..
Wooooooo
quotes..
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Make me smile.......
SunnEh MondEh
meh
{{The morning After}}
Luv Hate relationship.
somewhere only we know..
lmfao! rap..
kwik quotes
Whoo..
~Human Hunter~
Rugby 7's "05"
ChLoE 4 SaM
~UPDATE~
Woopsie
April 5th
Woop
Need some luvin ;(
borrrred
Easter Sunday
Easter Disco
Woohoo!
March 22
grr
Sundayyyy.
[ boringist sat. ever ]
[schooooools out.for.me-ee!]
[i'm still ill]
[rock/beer/sex/other?]
are you disrespecting me?!
Heh
Red nose day
The night before Red Nose Day
****'s Birthday!
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My a$$ is better than Sophz...
friendship..
G/f
Hehee
just a kwiick update
Argh!
Dancin' in the moonlight...la...
Im bored
School Sluts.
School tomorrows
Hmmm
She bends the END in FRIEND
Half-term partay..
Peace, Piss, and Applesauce
Eeeugh
I dont want to be the Friend...
Say my name bitch!
This weekend = bollocks.
GRARR
Oh my GAAAAAAAAWD.
Hmm.
sudden blow.
Happy birt-day
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XXX
AAAAAAAAARGH
Lyrics i most relate to about...
Boreeed
" A Nice Girl Like Me"
Hmmeh
Urgh
Im a surviver.
School begins - tomorrow
Rhymes with Orange
Happy hogmanay
No sign of Josh
Hehehe..*cry*
Mi stumuch is cwoozee
Boxingday
grr
Rachel
Let them Know its Christmas...
burr
hope it's multi storey when...
Wanga bang fang
I love walking in the
L ï§ F0R LåRd¥
BoYz ArE StUpId
WHhhhoah
Eh...
BA BA BAH.
I wanna babyyyyy
hmm
wooo
what the fuck.
BBBAAAAAAAAAH
Hah.
My names ******* look at me i...
Omfgggggggggggahahhaha!
*CRINNNNGE*
mm.
R.a.w.r
Hah.
Love
Something In the Water
yay..
well well well
What the fuck is it with...
hm.
new goal
damn iiiiit.
I had my chance...
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Grrr
hm..can you whistle ..
FUCK SAAAIK!
mwahaha..happy halloween.
Get out my house bitch
bla
A is for Absolutli great
Larry larry larry larry larry
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So clear...It wasnt even there
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NOOOOOOOOOO (etc etc etc)
Skin Deep
School a week tomorrow.
wbghybgd.
Pssssssssh
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~ a new goal in my life ~
~ the story of my life ~
Iiiii wanna go to blackpool!
I will miss them so fuckin...
never again
~Real friends stab you at the...
thank u please =)
Bleh
Drink triple, see double, act...
Fuck meh sideways
I'am okay!
Pop those pills to get my...
Rawr
\\ . . . I am sorry. . . //
MICHELLE U HOE,CHICKENS MINE!
Insert Title Here
My Eyes Give Me Away
Live Now, Die Later
Bahahahaha!
I mite even smile just for...
My Poem
Its still haunting me
Like a flame without the spark
In school =(
Melting
Stick a fork in me, I am done!
I have got 99 problems
...holding on...but for how...
I never knew you, you never...
Kill me...NOW.
Umm ... would you go to bed...
*big yawn*
GRRR! My gosh...
HALA-FUCKIN-LOOYAH...its...
depressing or fucking what
Swimmin' with the jelly~fish!
Bouncy!
what....the....fuck....ever
the rains slowly taking over...
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Valintines Day
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