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October 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Dreaming of you
Feeling: empty
Today is Courtlyn's 7th birthday! Last night sucked so bad! I was drinking and I really wish I didn't remember what I did! But unfortunately I remember it all! Oh so nobody thinks I'm this aweful person. I had my baby on September 19, 2005 then last Thursday got the chicken pox so on Saturday when they really started to show I went to the hospital... they told me I had to get away from the baby and today's my first day back home. But yea.. last night was just really bad!
Love,
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yes surry |
August 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: ba ba ba ba ba I'm lovin' it
Feeling: confuzzled
I'm so confused! OH WELLS! it was a very fucked up weekend... Brian, Chadd, and Joe came over to Jamie's house and got drunk well Brian and Chadd did anyways! That was interesting... to say the least! umm.. yea.. 4 weeks left until BABY!! I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow... Jamie and Matt are going with me I think I'm going by myself tho! Jamie was sick today when I went over there and Matt will prolly be at work still not that I'm complaining about that part! I just don't want to go by myself! Well... that's all I got!
Love always,
Jess
B.O.T.D.- roses |
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August 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: summernights
Feeling: bloated
don't really know what to say I'm 7 months pregnant and feeling it. I'm having a baby boy and he's fat. well.. that's all love yas byes!
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June 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: DHT- listen to your heart
Feeling: depressed
I feel really upset today for some reason.... I can't get Gabe, and Matt, and this baby off of my mind. I really wanted Gabe back in town but now I don't know. I already dated the alcoholic. and Gabe is addicted to gambling he thinks he's going to become famous doing it one day... but all he's doing is wasting the money he really doesn't have to waste. He only has 2 outfits here. He's living with his bestfriend and his wife. I mean... he could be spending his money a little more wisely! DON'T YA THINK! I don't know why I'm getting depressed about it.. it's his life not mine. We're throwing the baby shower next month. In exactly a month for that matter. I have to start sending out invites. Well.. I guess I'll talk to you later! Love ya byes,
Jessica
B.O.T.D.- Baby Gabey |
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April 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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nothing new |
April 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: mr.lonely
Feeling: proud
Nothing really new has happened since the last time I felt the need to write. Oh except I'm almost 4 months pregnant by well... none other of course then the infamous Matt! 2 days until my 17th birthday... yay rah! Matt's dad is making me a steak dinner for my birthday cause that's what I told him I wanted! So he's on his way to get me. . sorry I haven't written in so long.. basically I just didn't feel like it!
Love a.a.f.
Jess
B.O.T.D.- having something to live for |
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uhh.. weekend |
November 7th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: u got it bad- usher
Feeling: pissy
this weekend SUCKED major ass! Friday I come home to Matt calling yelling and screaming at me to call homeless shelter's for him cause he just can't stand his brother anymore! FUCK THAT! Then he tells me he's taken all of his welbutrin (his pills) so I end up letting him go he calls me back like an hour later and we talk for a little bit and he's watching his brother's kids.. and he talks to Chadd who tells him his sister lost her virginity.. he didn't freak out right then I knew something was up. Ok so then I go to McDonald's and eat a cheeseburger.. get home call him back and his neice Jordan answers the phone crying... When I ask her what's wrong she says Matt started shaking really bad and then he just fell to the ground and he's breathing really fast and he won't answer me.. about the time she gets the courage to call 911 he wakes up and he's like I'm fine I'm fine so I talk to him and I was like what the fuck is your problem.. and he was like I told you I took all those pills and I was like that was 2 fucking hours ago.. and if you knew you took them all why'd you agree to watch the kids.. he says because I thoughtI was ok... so I get it now you're brother's worth dying for but I'M not worth living for fuck you Matt bye! And I've barely talked to him since then. I went to Jamie's house last night and we went up to Vincennce she got her right nipple pierced I watched that was interesting.. then Millie got her belly button and nose pierced... whatever floats her boat and I just got home like 2 hours ago and it's 3:21 in the morning now!! Well.. yea.. my weekend sucked hope everyone had a good weekend!
Love always,
Jess
B.O.T.D.- McDonald's
F.O.P.Q.O.T.D- I'm way to tired to quote anything word for word I'll do it later! |
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FuNnY qUoTe |
November 4th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
THAT WHICH DOES NOT HURT YOU ONLY MAKES YOU FEEL NO PAIN!*
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THINK ABOUT IT! |
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wuzzup?!?! |
November 4th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: break away- Kelly Clarkson
Feeling: accomplished
ok well yea.. I'm hyper... a little.. uhh... but apparently I'm not suppose to be happy (don't ask!) blah blah! Well.. uhh.. yea.. my world has revolved around MATTHEW PHILLIP NEAL for 3 years very pathetic huh?!?! he doesn't believe me and told me I couldn't get anybody to agree with that statement... people hate it.. they'll agree with it but they hate it! But I'm not as bad as I use to be! Well... it's like bedtime.. I need to go!
LoVe,
jEsS!
B.O.T.D.- my phone
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COSMO- rock or timmy rock or timmy (looks at the rock) it's not you really it's me.. ok it's you! |
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whatever you want it to be |
November 3rd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: over and over again- Nelly and Tim McGraw
Feeling: bitchy
you know I don't know what love is. Atleast that's what I'm told, is I'm to young to understand. Then why do I love so many people and at most times feel loved in return? Is it all a figment of my imagination? You know I feel like I'm losing my friends the ones who have cared about me the most for my own selfish pride.. but yet I don't feel selfish. I just want to be happy and they say the way to do that is to make somebody else happy but I can't. It's not my job I wish I could make everybody happy. but all I can do right now is be honest with people after lying to them for so long. Lately I've become so easily annoyed by things that used to make me laugh. I just want to be out of school and out on my own. My cousin has a countdown on her website I'm gonna talk to her and figure out how to get one on here for how long until I turn 18.
Love a.a.f.
Jess
B.O.T.D.- Jen
F.O.P.Q.O.T.D.-
Cosmo- I'll never forget you Sue!
Wanda- How's Sue doing?
Cosmo- Sue?!? Who's Sue?!?! |
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