December 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. You are Agnostic You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.
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	December 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am
"But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave You just might make me believe" This silence makes me want to stab out my eyeballs. If you really loved me like you say you do... You'd say something perfect to make it all better.
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Helllz Yeah	November 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am
porchie61989: she's so ........... UGH Miss Cheyennee: YOUR so omfg MILF porchie61989: milf? porchie61989: im not a mom porchie61989: thanks Miss Cheyennee: lol Not YET Miss Cheyennee: but im bound to impregnate you porchie61989: hahahhahah porchie61989: yea
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	November 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am
I'm tired of being sick. I don't know how im going to do this.
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eH	November 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am
I talked to R.J today more than I talked to Mike. And R.J is many states away, and Mike is only minutes away. Makes me sad. I can only hope to see him tomorrow. I'm not even worried, Cause I know Mike and I could get through anything. I just, know. There are some things in life you don't have to question. There are some things in life you are certain of.. Mike is the only certainty in my life. He's all i have to look forward to. And thats just, that.
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hah	November 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am
Guess what I'm doing currently? Making a secret journal that noone will know about. teehe.
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Well,	November 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am
Feeling: angry It's too late for apologies now, You shouldnt of underestimated me.
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Fuck	November 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am
I think... I have trust issues. I'd Love to believe that mike owuld never love katie and katie woiuld never love mike and thier lips would never toudh and thier hands would never hold... But I've been that stupid before, Twice. And Mike is NOT Nick And he is NOT R.J. But I'm still hurt, and I'm still scared.
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	November 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am
In an hour or so, We are putting up our christmas tree. And i am very very excited. A wonderful boy took me to see harry potter last night. it was amazing, even if he was mad at me for my stupid mistakes. Im excited to spend the holidays with him. Very excited. P.S HEY YOU::: PleasepleasepleasePLEASE say something to me to make me smile...
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Oh, No.	November 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am
Feeling: clean I dont know where I got the razor, And i honestly have no idea how it ended up across my wrist. All i know is i woke up this morning, took a bath, and the cuts were there. And the razor was on my dresser, and the blood was on the napkin. And its not bad, and it will be gone soon. But I am never drinking again. Cause when Im alone, I cant be trusted.
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