God had disowned Lilith the day she became a vampire. She really could care less, she never really liked him in the beginning. The only thing she cared about was Damion;her beloved boyfriend of many many years. How would he react to all of this, no one really believed in vampire, gouls, witches, zombies, or fairies. All of those mystical beings were real besides fairies; which is real but not as a magical person with wings and a wand. He would think she became loony and might just put her where the loonies go.She had kept it a secret from him for about a weeksince the incident occurred and tonight she was going to try and tell him the truth and hope for the best.
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changed the diary
you read it !
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dress code
Trey might get a job ! ...sounds pretty weird .....he's going to ask for Friday and Saturdays off so we can still spend some time together ...Yesterday we played video games ...and slept ....today i'm not too sure what we'll do ....play video games ....probably ....i train at me new job tomorrow right after school ...If Jessica starts there and she works at least 90 days i get $50 because i told her about it ....*sigh* SOmetimes i can understand the school dress code ...yeah i wouldn't like to see girls asses when the wear short skirts and shorts ...i understand why they made a rule for that..i don't want to see guy's boxers when the sag their pants i understand that rule...but WHAT'S WRONG WITH PAJAMA'S???????????????you don't see unwanted flesh showing ... they don't really sag ....grr ...i've went with the dress code happily til now ....there's NOTHING wrong with pj pants !...o well maybe since it's not really something you would wear to a job ...now it's something you don't wear to school...sadness...o well it's not that big of i deal i guess well i'm going to go ....i don't like upstairs ......people scare me BYEs
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my space is ...okay
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Dreams
..i had Trey in a dream finally ....it wasn't really good ..but i dreamt of him.....lately i've been dreaming of Scott and Willem ...i think it's because Scott's b-day was a while back and Willem and Trey have been hanging out a lot ...but i couldn't dream of Trey ....i mean i didn't like the dream but it wasn't horrible ....plus dreams don't mean anything ....and if they do it's not what you think it is anyway ...just pictures in my mind ...i'm glad it was him though :)i fell hard for him ...not a smart choice ..but i can't help it .....sometimes i'm afaird though ......what if he breaks my heart???? that would SUCK !!!!! i really doubt that would happen though .....POTATO TIME !
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i haven't really typed on this diary for a while .....not too much to say ...really i mean my other diary will tell you whats goin on .....which isn't much ...wow ...fun well i'm hungry and neeeeeeed fooooood BYes
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what a butt munch
..Sam let me borry the last three Hot gimmick books...well the last three that are released in america that is .....i already read one ...but i don't want to read the other 2 until later so i won't be bored later or anything..well i think i'm going to go take a shower..See yeah!...never mind ...grr i have to watch Jake what fun .....:( he's such a brat ...grr i guess the shower will wait for 20 minutes ..well BYes
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New ..ish
Well ..since i have my diary in the theme of Hot Gimmick ..i figured i would put this diary theme as my other favorite book Bloodsucking Fiends ...but there isn't any pictures of the charaters so ...the only thing that is from Bsf is the book cover ..the rest is similar ..SEE YEAH ....PEACE!
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sitting alone ..........
Feeling: good
Sitting alone in the dark
Does no good for someone
who broke there heart

Sitting in the beams of the moon
Whishing away their life
is a pathetic and pointless game

We all still sit in our pity
We don't live forever and still
Life has to bring us down

Playing with emotions is a cruel toy
and though life is the short
it is the longest thing to live through

And in the end good lives or bad we still
................All Die......................





Yeah i'm not great at writing poetry but i felt like it so you can say it sucks ..it probably does :)
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Better
Feeling: old
I feel better ..i was just overwhelmed by mixed emotions ....i feel a lot better today ...tired but ok ...still haven't talked to Trey probably won't either ....*sigh* oh well ....i'm too tired to worry tonight ...well i'm going Byes
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