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Fkn finally |
June 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Well well well.
Sitdiary finally works
Where do I start
Hmm
i'm madly in love with my boyfriend
We fight alot, but i couldn't live without him
problem is, hes moving 3 hours away
and i'm heartbroken
I havent slept since 9 am yesterday
So its almost been 24 hours.
I don't awnna go to school except at the same time i do
to see everyone
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April 25th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Tomorrow is the day of silence at school. It'll be pretty rad.
Today was cool. I hate when Russell gets to school late cause i'm a faggot obsessed girlfriend. [notreally]
&& so yeah hahaha. It just sucks alot.
OH WELL I HEART HIM.. alot
ahahahhah
we haven't got in a fight yet. I'm trying not to jinx it. Cause i'd really rather never fight with him.
I love you ♥
that post was gay
no drama to right about
so idk ahhaha |
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AHH IM NUMB |
April 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Well today I had to go to the dentist and get my face fixed. And it turns out my appointment is at 10 so I was sleeping in and stuff && i get ready && my mom comes and gets me for my appointment. Well i get there and they do all this stuff to my face. Well turns out they had to numb me and shit. So i was numb all throughout the day until like 12:30. Which caused me to not be able to feel when Russell was kissing me. But then during break it was all good
Ugh he makes me so fudging happy I don't think anyone has any clue how happy he makes me either.
Hes seriously the only reason I go to school anymore. Besides friends && shit. Cause I know he'll be there. Which is always nice. =]
Its been really nice outside lately && i love it. I'm glad summer is starting to really... idk hahahaha.
Russell is so adorable with stuff. He cares so much about me && i've never really had that before. So its kind of a different feeling you know. But a good feeling.
My mom found out he was 17, she definatly wasn't happy about that. But she realizes that i'm gonna date him whether she likes him or not so she won't do or say shit. He wants me to go to prom with him since hes a junior but my mom won't let me i dont think since she thinks all he wants is sex. Which could possibly be true. But let ME figure that out for myself. I really doubt he's that kinda guy. Hes already told me that he doesn't care about sex && he doesn't wanna do anything until i'm ready.
SO IDK
thats long enough for me.
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Hello |
April 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Well I have a boyfriend now. Yup yup. Well since Friday, So its been what 3 days now, oh boy. Hahhaha but no, i'm really happy that i'm with him.
Kerry and her boyfriend are fkn adorable. I take back alot of the bad stuff i say about her man. Just because he's proved me wrong && i take back everything i said about kerry just because I shouldnt post entries when i'm pissed off. && none of the things i said were true.
Anyways
I stayed home today cause Michelle broke my face
lmaoo jkk even though something did happen regarding my face.
I better get it fixed today so I can go back to school && see everyone.
Hmm i'm pretty bored
&& nothing exciting has happened lately besides the fact of me getting a boyfriend that makes me really happy.
I would tell you about my weekend but that would take to long. You would have just had to have been there. if you weren't then to bad you missed out =]
Anyways
im done
for now
i'm sure through out the day i'll think of interesting things to put on here and ishh
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I KNEW.... |
April 20th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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That it would come soon enough
yupppp
he kissed me on the lips
but from what everyone else saw
it looks like i was the one that leaned in
Which i didn't
but they can think what they want
we kissed thats all that matters
hahahaha
any ways
good day
Russel didn't ask me out yet.
but i'm sure hes getting to it
I guess maybe guys need more time for this kinda thing.
Oh well
I've been having tummy-aches for the past 3 days
which cant be healthy
MAYBE ITS ALL THE BUTTERFLIES
&& stuff
or its cause i haven't been hungry
&& it kicks in when its to late
OH WELL
i'm good now
Everyone was pretty entertaining today just cause they were all stoned as hell
It was pretty much the most i'd laughed in a while
I'm doneeeeeee
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April 19th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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I've been soooo happy for all of today.
Lets just say today was amazing
I found out Russle likes me
&& that he wants to be with me
&& all that cute stuff
I love his hugs so much
He hugs me different then everyone else
he hugs me for like ever like he never wants to let go. && it gives me butterflies
He walked me to my bus today
&& HE KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK
i was hoping for the lips
but that'll come soon enough
ahhaha
hes tried butttt
i never have lipgloss on
lmao im so dumb
so now i'll just wear it 24/7
anyways
im happy
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yay |
April 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Today was pretty awesome
I took some happy pills [only 4]
&& was happy for the first half of school.
Like hyper as a mo-fo. But still fun.
Then after 2nd period [lunch time]
I was like insanely depressed.
Like i was coming off my happiness
Oh wow did that suck.
But then when Kerry showed me this certain text message
i couldn't help but be all smiles as usual.
&& then it just kinda stayed good
So pretty much Kerry&&Me don't even get to sleep in for late start this week. Oh well we make the best of it. Lol!
Anyways
idk what to write
im pretty happy
=]
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wayyy pissed |
April 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Well Kerry got a boyfriend
Its her second real bf in like.. forever
So i'm really happy for her
it kinda just pisses me off how she acts when hes around.
-she ignores me && marilyn when hes around
-shes completly different around him
-he is all she can talk about
&&
-hes before ALL her friends in her top 8
which pisses me off
cause friends are there forever
&& boys are just whenever
which pisses me off that she'd even think of him as more important then any of her friends.
maybe im just dumb
but no way in hell would i EVER pick my bf over my friends. && never would i ignore them when he was around
her excuse is that she sees him 25 minutes out of the day
&& thats not what im pissed about
i'm pissed cause she doesn't even TALK to him && expects me to feel sorry for her cause she doesn't talk to him.
but whatever
i guess i love her no matter what
unless she ditches me EVER for him.
oh well
shes in for a rude awakening
especially since hes cheated on like 5 girls
ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER
but i guess all i can do is warn her.
&& hope she gets it
[thats all about that]
Me && russel are talking ALOT more && shit.
So i'm really happy about that.
im such an attention whore when it comes to him
I loooove being center of attention
&& idk.
He just makes me feel all better when im sad
so its cool to get his hugs
&& when he tries to make me warm && stuff
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April 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Today was blah.
Lunch detention wasn't fun
I had to be escorted to 501 for skipping so many lunch detentions
so my lunch detention start 10 minutes before class was over. lmfao
Anywyas
goldenskate last night was a blast.
can't wait to go again
blah.
i can't think of anything to talk about
except i like this one boy.
&& hes KINDA off limit.
not taken
just off limits
so idk.
he gave me big hugs today
woot woot
well bye.
i'm done
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Oh wow |
April 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Josh truely out gayed himself this time.
I ask him ONE simple question
&& he has like a fucking heart attack
&& he tells me 'i don't like you get over it'
blahblahblah
then bitches at me for 'freaking out' on him
WHATEVERRRRR
then the guy my friend Kerry absolutly adores decides to tell her hes gonna ask her out on Monday && then decides to go make love to some other girl.
ugh i hate when my friends get betrayed.
=[
its gayyyyy x 245235235
I need to find myself a boyfriend
cause Josh isn't cuttin it anymore.
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