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August 19th, 2008 @ 12:04am |
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What was the last thing you bought?
some of normans pizza for dinner... mmmm... pepperoni and bacon
What time did you go to sleep last night?
10:30
When's your birthday?
June 15th
Prefer older BF/GF or younger?
older
Why do you think relationships fail?
cuz of the fact that one person feels inadequate for the other
What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
are we ever really awake
Who was the last person who called you?
Nicole
If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
im sleeping
Are you taller than your mom?
yeah by some
Are you an emotional person?
if i lied i'd say no
Do you want to get married & have children one day?
i want kids but not till im thirty
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
i worked with keir and jackie today. and jackie stabbed me in the back with a set of keys
Are you close with your mom?
perhaps. i just tell her things that i like hearing her opinion on
Are you happy right now?
i wish
Do you like to cuddle?
yes i do
Whats your favorite number?
4
What did you eat last?
some jerky and a peanut butter sandwich
How is the weather right now?
its dark
Piercings?
no but i think im gonna get my lip pierced
Are you allergic to anything?
Nope
What did you do to get your first detention?
i didnt
Did you talk to anyone on the phone before bed last night?
yeah i talked to nicole
Do you try to start fights when you're drunk?
no im more of a loveable person while under the influence
How are you feeling today?
alright lil confused but alright
How many cousins total do you have?
5? i think
Are you a dog or cat person?
Cat person for sure
Do you know someone in the war?
my uncle was until he got hurt
Did you get at least eight hours of sleep last night?
fuck no
What's the longest amount of time you've been on an airplane?
trip to california i dont know what that is
What time did you wake up this morning
5:45
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
i just want to be happy.
Where do you wish you were right now?
florida
What items could you not go without during the day?
cellphone
Last hug?
saturday worst mistake but it felt good to fuck again
How do you feel about your life right now?
imm pretty fucked
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
no
Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
jealous a lil bit but ok
Have you dated someone older than you?
no
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yeah like a billion chances
Are you a forgiving person?
yeah i am
Are you a jealous person?
lil bit
What's annoying you right now?
stupid kids
Have you ever kissed someone on your top 8?
huh?
Are you moving anytime soon?
maybe
What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
starting overnights. thats it
What color are your eyes?
depends on the day
Where is your favorite place to be?
alone with a woman.
Where is your least favorite place to be?
not with her
Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
maybe ill be happy
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
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You say lies to me and I believe you
You cut me open and pull out my heart
You tell me to give it to you
So I do
You put it in your pocket for save keeping
You tell me you like me too
Two weeks later You kill it
You take it out and stomp on it
Then you put it back
You put it back in me
With a dull blade the first time
Then you sew me up
You expect me to live
Live like nothing ever happened
But something did happen
I will never forget what happened
I will remember
Remember when my first love killed me. |
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August 2nd, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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so let me tell you about friday. Friday night last week mike came to my house uninvited and told me he would burn my eyes out and then beat my face so badly that i couldnt call for help.
and then he got pissed at me on thursday cuz i didnt want to hang out with him. hmmmm... i wander why?...
work at the senior high is almost over but i still gotta find another job. and i got 38 hours at cub next week along with the forty im supposed to work at the schools so well see how that goes.
and for those of you who know what i am talking about i still dont think i did anything wrong. I think I did the right thing instead of going along with something i was still unsure about. |
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been awhile. |
July 7th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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ok so i still work at cub. and the at the schools so some times ill have to work 14 hour days so yeah... the next point of business is i have been going fishin for long time. and i wanna go to st cloud and i wanna move out in august and i want to have fun at sonshine and i want to go get a tattoo too. |
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June 8th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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If you want to know how i feel go to youtube... search for Biffy Clyro - Machines then tell me how you think about how i feel
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June 7th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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so the oreck vacuum is only 8lbs. its amazing how well it works... any way im on mikes computer and his game is getting fucked up so im gonna get off |
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May 9th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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indesicion on important life decisions have brought me to where i am. (Fack Life) So if you know how to get here you can join me. If you know how to get out of here you should help me. If you dont know jack shit about what i am talking about you should sit in the corner and cry |
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May 1st, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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so last night i had this dream that i got my lip pierced. and it wasnt one of those fag side piercings it was in the middle... i thought i looked cool maybe ill do that... some day
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April 28th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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Ok... so option 1: Move to red wing with sam and bailey. go to school down there. have a kick ass time hanging with them. however they would probably get sick of me. or each other. so we'll see tho...
option 2: Stay here but move out. Live by myself. continue going to school. go party and attend crazy wild sex orgies.
option 3: Stay here and continue living in the basement. go to school and end up jumping of a bridge because i feel so bad.
option 4: Stay here but move out. Drop out of school. Work full time. and be miserable.
option 5: move up north. become a hermit. have a gun and kill my food. name my lice after my friends.
option 6: move to missouri. live with lacey. basically tell everyone here that i hate them. no that just wont do
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wow what a week... month... year so far... |
April 26th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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So seems like everyone is swimming in shit. trying to keep our heads up above the shit swirling up to our mouthes and nostrils... mmm. feces...
so what is happening with me? i feel like a good cry. :) My problem has always been my problem. I wear my heart on my sleeve. everyone can see it. everyone can pull on it. everyone can touch it. and everyone can tear it up. im too damn trusting. too damn forgiving..
i feel like someone or something else is inside of me punching and twisting and making me sick. I feel like i have an empty inside.
i dont know what i have done to feel like this. i dont know what i have done to change everyones mind about me...
im lost just as lost as anyone else. i am confused. i am scared. i hate not knowing what is gonna happen to me.
some people have asked me where i see myself in ten years. and i just sit there. i know where i want to be. but i dont know how that will happen. cuz i dont know where i am right now. i hate this. |
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