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October 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: nothing people talking
Feeling: anxious
so i finally got to see my alicia it had been a week that is very depressing...so after tonight i am allowed to have people over again and i get my phone back tonight at like 11 im siked tizzz ew my daddy is picking me up right now after school i need a ciggerrette and we are taking alicia to buena yay and i need a ciggerrette someone should give me one right now and fast...so that whole incident with brittany was gay and now she is trying to be my friend again only because she has no one seriously no one i hate skitzo people they are the worst ever i hate my mom to she is also skitzo now watch im going to b e diagnosed with it just with my luck kewl man kewl so i brittany totally fucked things up between me and corey and lied about all that stuff cause she was jealous cause johnny is using her and she was jealous that him and i were happy and liked each other all kinds ew EW fucking EW i hate skitzo jealous passive physco hypocritical people more than life and thats alot |
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Your My Only Cure
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This Should Be His Song To Me |
October 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Afi
Feeling: vacant
So love me gently with a chainsaw (chainsaw)
And take the glass against your wrists.
You know I am your worst nightmare,
Oh how you love my bloody kiss.
But it's time to die.
You're worth more dead.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So love me gently with a chainsaw (chainsaw)
I'll leave you like your father did.
I'll bite your lip so fucking, so hard.
And watch the innocence just drip
Down your chest,
And into my mouth.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So take your tears and go away.
So take your tears and go away.
A bitter ending from a slow decay.
So take your tears and go away.
And I'll sit here with a smile and a match.
The lies, she cried, the heartache [x3]
And the lies, she cried, the heartache.
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Your My Only Cure
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September 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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It Was Made Just For You Not From A Store Not In A Package Just Straight Across My Wrist Just For You Because I Cant Explain It You Broke Me And I Cant Tell You Do I Really Want To Go On Like This??? Again It Is Just For You The Warmth Drips From My Body Just Know Its Only Just For You |
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Your My Only Cure
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You Tore Apart My Dignity |
September 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: blank
yay its thursday which OBVIOUSLY means tomorrow is friday wooot wooot im getting money today which also means lots and lots of drugs but you know what??? i really dont like weed anymore so im over that and ive moved on to other nice things...which satisfys me more....anywho...lately i have been having that feeling again where im totally disconnnected from everything and no one feels the same way and blah blah all that stupid emo shit....fuck me jesus why do i have to be so emo? it actually doesnt bother me i am who i am right??? and i am all that i have so i might as well have to get used to it being like this |
| 76 hit(s) |
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Your My Only Cure
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Have I Told You Lately That I Loved You? |
September 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Atreyu
Feeling: confused
Thomas Told Me He Loved Me |
| 75 hit(s) |
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Your My Only Cure
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P I L L S |
September 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: atreyu
Feeling: faded
shit this morning i drank an energy drink a soma zoloft and benedryl help me jesus i feel like im going to die and i really need a ciggerette badly thats why im going to the mall after school with alicia so we can meet up with carolyn and she has cigs we only have one left it sucks yup yup...
so lately i havent been dreaming and its bumming me out because i go to sleep to dream and it makes me not want to sleep cause whats the poinr ya know? or is that just stupid? i dont know whatevers ok im leaving bye
My Hopes Are So High That Your Kiss Might Kill Me So Wont You Kill Me So I Die Happy My Heart Is Yours To Fill Or Burst To Break Or Bury Or Wear As Jewlery Which Ever Prefer |
| 99 hit(s) |
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Your My Only Cure
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August 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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how random im sitting next to him we havent talked in forever its sad i dont know what to do its weird how people change so much why does this happen a question i frequently ask myself but it wont ever be answered wow that sucks why is life so fucking retarded sometimes??? |
| 80 hit(s) |
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Your My Only Cure
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phc |
August 29th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: all american rejects
Feeling: sleepy
i dont know why i picked slap happy its a cool word ya thats right and if you dont like that i like the all american rejects that sucks cause i do so im at school its like 12 and schools almost over i love this school im so siked that i go here well i have nothing to say i have to go bye |
| 72 hit(s) |
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Your My Only Cure
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MY BROTHER 
ME WEIRD... 
ANOTHER RANDOM OF ME 
ME AGAIN 
AND ANOTHER 
TAYLOR AND I 
GEEZ i remeber that
