| this will burn |
July 24, 2008 |
i had a colposcopy. not a colonoscopy. two COMPLETELY different things. if your OBGYN ever says you have to get one, be prepared. it hurts like nothing ive ever felt before. apparently its not supposed to be that bad, but i guess i have a low pain tolerance or something. my doctor was like, "didnt they tell you to take advil beforehand?" and i was like, "uhmm NO"
work takes up too much time. its not like i would be doing anything other than being a bum anyways, but it seems like its eating up my summer so quickly. its almost fucking august! i know i dont move in until the 22nd, but once the float trip comes everything will be pretty much over. except the jacks mannequin concert im going to (silly, i know, but i only got to see one song at lollapalooza last summer after running like 2 miles to the other side of grant park so i HAD to buy a ticket).
what else, what else..
im getting to the point again when doing nothing is okay. not that i really like it, but im content sitting here in bed surfing the web. maybe its the insane amount of work but i hope its just me becoming more independent again. i met a lot of people at school last fall and i hope this fall is the same. im living in a different, more social, dorm and will use my networking skillz to meet cool, new people. i could probably only tell you one girls name from my floor last year (besides my roomies and my RA).
things at college that i cannot wait for:
1. clubbing.. free drinks from trustworthy guy friends
2. watching movies/the office with a-lex all the time
3. meeting new people i have never glimpsed in my life ('cause at RSH i would meet "new" people, but they werent completely new because i had probably seen them around some time or another)
4. hanging out at peoples houses OFF CAMPUS
5. having a new roomie experience/new dorm experience
6. FINALLY getting my general requirements done and FINALLY taking teaching classes
7. being a junior in my second year!
8. doing good school work (i know this sounds silly but when i am REALLY proud of something i did, it makes me feel amazing and homework can be interesting)
9. working out (my new dorm is 5000x closer to the stadium than my old one)
10. proving to myself i CAN eat healthy at college!!!
11. balancing partying/studying EVEN better
12. keeping my damn scholarship one more year (at least)
13. next year, when im a "senior", moving off campus
14. riding my bike around (i waited until like the last month of second semester last year to start riding my bike that i had had there all year long and its SO much faster, duh, and i get exercise!!)
15. making money during school (on campus job?)
16. getting sushi on wednesday nights (cheap cheap)
17. keggers/theme parties
18. having my mom call me and it not be annoying
19. getting packages in the mail
20. decorating my new room (!!!)
not all of these will happen this year but most of them will. i hope next summer is like this summer, and we all become close again (unless people stay at their colleges.. NOOOO)
i have REALLY REALLY become a lot closer to a couple of friends in particular:
kaitlyn: i love you so so much. every time i call you crying/complaining about something (ahem ahem) you ALWAYS make me feel better and not mad at myself anymore. you were right when you said it at the ABC party, we used to be just "friends" and now we are just.. so much closer because of this summer
kelsey ray: ever since moon thumb night and sitting on your roof and smoking at kevins and all that stuff i think weve bonded a little more too.. me, you, jake, and jonathan. we are a fearsome foursome ( i sound like my mom!)
i love you guys!!! youve made life so much easier and happier lately. now that were closer im gonna bug you all the time at college, okay? hahah :)))
or visit.
anyways, i need to work on sleeping earlier in the night. its almost 2 am. oh and PS, why does hunters cabin have to be so damn far? and why do they have to be friends with those obnoxious girls that we (me at least) dont like? hmm?
oh and PPS i spent over an hour in the cooler at walgreens stocking sodas, etc. and my hands were numb and now i have a stuffy nose.
MEEP. oh and if you get a chance watch this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpcUxwpOQ_A
:)))) |
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