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Sweet Dreams #25 |
May 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Twentieth Century Fox - The Doors
Feeling: emotional
Before going to a club on Saturday my parent's had great news for both of us (my brother and I). They were going to get Divorce! Yes, isn't it marvellous? After 18 fucking years together, love flies away.
WTf are they thinking of? The didn't even bother to explain us why . . . they just told us that we wouldn't understand, ohh Fucking A . . . well at least I could yell at them without a further remorse.
Anyway, now my father has gone, he has moved living my mother, my brother and me alone. The worst thing is that I shall have to decide who i will be staying with . . . or not.
Well, don't know what to do, things are getting better day over day, aren't they?
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The Unknown Soldier #24 |
April 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Riders on the Storm - The Doors
Feeling: alright
-The worst thing of being dead is living our lives-. Don't know were i got that shit from but anyway, maybe they're right but why bother?
God, i'm on a dilemma. Going to canada, not going to Canada. Living everything behind for 3 months, or not? Well, i have till wednseday, pff.
Well, got to go and have some food, i?m starving. |
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WTF! #23 |
April 23rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: No music- I'll think i'll listen to Led Zeppelin, to relax
Feeling: active
Well, i fucked up again, well this time it wasn't my fault, but anyway . . .
Yesterday I went to this huge party at one of the most famous schools in Madrid. It was benefic, to help poor people in Africa i think. So at first everything was allright, but then everything changed.
My "fuckfriend" (if you want to call her that) got mad at me because i wanted to talk with her bestfriend, anyway, and she told me she wanted to be with me, and she made me go there, with the rain and everything, and just, 15 minutes after i arrived, she told me she had to go, and I was WTF!
The most important thing happened at nightfall, i was pissing in some tree nearby and some friends came over, one of them, he is fucking annoying, told me smth, i told him to go and fuck himself and we started fighting, punching eachother, well . . . mad. He told me i didn't deserve my friends, blabla, he was drunk at the time, and i was like, WTF! again :P:P
Well, i got really pissed and i just want to kick his face very hard, but well, tomorrow it's a very long day . . .
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Updating #22 |
April 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Eric Clapton - Cocaine
Feeling: placid
3 FUCKING MONTHS, 3 FUCKING MONTHS, I tried to get on the habbit of writing at least 2ice a week, but I failed, I'm trying again though.
1)Things are going great for me now, weird ey?Well yeah, right now i'm pissedoff but for some stupid discussion i'm having, things are going great, i haven't fell lonely and depressed for some time.
2)Love life, well yeah, it's quite good. I have the weirdest relationship ever, i don't understand it myself, but for me it's ok, it's just very very weird.
3)New guitar! I've got the guitar of my dreams, it's a gibson sg from 1962 brownish (wooden texture), it's the same as angus youngs'.
4)New style. I was sick of having long, nice hair so i cut it. I shaved it, only the left and right side. I left some kind of big mohawk in the centre. People love it other hate it, i love it though, it's cool.
5)At last, i've got my ear pierced, just once, my parents almost killed me, but well, i'm not like my sweet, polite, old brother, sorry to disappoint you :P But my brother's so fucking awesome, you should meet him, anyway, before going to Kamp, i'm getting my ear pierced again, or my lip, or maybe my eyebrow, dunno, you choose, hehe.
6) I'm going to Kamp with 3 friends, it will fucking rock! it will be awesome, at last, it's just 2 months so i can see everyone again. I specially want to see you Hardial, i sware i missed u so much during easter. I don't know why, i suddenly started thinking of you, all day long, cause i hadn't talk to you for so long! Anyway, maybe i've realized you are so important for me, you allways help me when i need it, and you know i'll allways be there for u, but well, let us not get romantic, :P:P
Few, what a long entry, anyway i had so many other thing to tell, maybe another time, when i'm a bit less tired.
Luv ya all!
Ps: Hardial remind me to e-mail you the story i was telling you before you got off-line, remember. te quiero
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A wet cold love (3) #21 |
January 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Romance - Marea
Feeling: placid
we live in a world of shit. That's the conclusion i've got from all the things that had happened in my live. I hate it, i fucking hate everything and everyone, and the only thing i've realized is, that you can't trust nobody, not even your family, friends or possible girlfriend. I just want everything to stop. I just want to sit alone, without anyone bothering me. |
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New year - old year #20 |
January 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Platero y Tú - Voy a acabar borracho
Feeling: leftout
Ooo, more than a month without writing, i should get on the habit of writing at least 2 times a week. Well, i'm sorry, I was bussy or maybe i'm just too lazy to keep writing.
Well, i made a balance of how was my last year and i got to the conclusion that it was preety shitty, anyway, new year, we'll leave the past year behind, shall we?
So, christmas was fine, i love all my presents, specially an album i was looking for a year and one graphic novel that had been sold out for about 2. The album is "Besos de perro" (Marea) you won't know the band, but they are awesome, and the graphic novel was "V for Vendetta" (Alan Moore), it's awesome, i'm not a fuan of comics but this one is awesome, it's all about anti-fascism, and freedom and shit in a near future. It's worth it.
Anyway, my new year was insane, i got home at 10 o'clock in the morning after a long night drinking, and smoking. I shall put the pic's of the party. We smoked this huge joint of about 10-15 papers (no joke) you'll have to see it, it was huge. And we smoked it between 10 people all of whom were allready drunk (me too) and it was . . . i have no word to describe it.
Anyway, bad news, smoking is banned on public places, and also drinking, and right now i'm heading to a "botellon" which has been made ilegal yesterday so, wish me luck, my brother is allready known bu the fucking police, they caught him with weed or smth, and i allway have to run.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!
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So long! #19 |
November 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Sinkope - . . . y evoluciona el hombre
Feeling: happy
Man, it's been so long since i wrote for the last time, i'm so fucking happy, strange isn't it? Things are going so great, my notes are fucking awesome (yes, i've allready done my exams) and my friends told me they would never let me down.Plus, The fucking doctor told me i have a fucking amazing body for my age, that i was so fucking healthy and i'm feeling so great. Things are going back to it's origins. I love myself, i love everybody around me, i close my eyes and start seeing flowers and people dancing :p:P:p
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How things are #18 |
November 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Sinkope - El cuadro sin subasta
Feeling: depressed
In love with the girlfriend of my best friend, FUCKING A, i'm so stupid I just want to hung myself.
By the way, Hardial, did you got the letter? And i can't phone you cause i lost the phonecard, anyway, yeah, it's bullshit, i'm with him for telling you not to do shrooms, but your going to do them anyway, so what's the point?
migy |
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The last supper (3) #17 |
November 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Nothing, 2 depressed
Feeling: tense
OMG, life is so fucking horrible, a girl that i thought she was in love with me just dumped me, and told me to fuck off, no aparent reason, anyway, fuck her.
Yesterday, it was my grandfather's 80th birthday, it seems he is very old, but my grandmother is 64 (yeah well, he liked teens :p) i talked with everyone but food was so fucking aweful, i didn't eat. And i got back home, thinking in what this girl told to me, just trying to find a reason, and nothing, i'm blank.
I got up this morning and was so depressed, i need to cry or talked to someone, and i talked for 3 hours with one of my best friends and i think i'm getting in love again, oooh i'm just so fucking stupid.
migy |
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The party . . . this time foreal #16 |
November 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Pink Floyd - Another brick in the wall
Feeling: leftout
Well, well, i've realized life isn't as depressing as i thought it was.
It's tuesday and no school :p Party wasn't so bad, we drunk a lot, we smoked a lot, we got so fucking high that we didn't realize my parents were watching everything for 5 minutes. But, the didn't say shit.
I had to stand my best friend fucking his girlfriend in the grass that sorrounds the swimming-pool, that's when i got depressed, cause everybody was making out with someone or even fucking, or iono, and i was alone watching the fucking clouds moving, i felt so fucking sick.
Anyway, at 12 o'clock i brought down my guitar and started playing and we talked and talked, and smoked and drink for waht seemed to me an eternity, till 4 o'clock in the morning when everybody left and Millan, Rubio, Javi and I got back home and just when we got into my brother's room (where we were supposed to sleep) and couldn't stop ourselves from laughing for half and hour or so, it was so awesome.
Have to get some sleep, good night sweeties.
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