its been a long time
Feeling: aloof
so life has been good, work has been great and the love life is going great...my dog had her puppies, 3 girls and 5 boys, they are so cute! love you all!
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so i dont really know what to write...life has been good and bad, i'm worried about some of my friends and wish i could trade them so they cant be hurt anymore, but then they are cursed to a life with cheese! :P but seriously, i have found that life is more of a thing to beat than try to make better. lol, beat it for all you got, and maybe you'll get a crumb! thats what i have to say!
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Random Thoughts Number 100088323423
Feeling: baffled
so i was thinking about the mystery of life, and i have figured out that cheese is only cheese. it sometimes makes you feel like crap...or constipated, but while you eat it, there is a feeling of..."hey, this is good cheese." and to try to forget about the cheese is like forgetting the memories you have made with your good friends...even if you have slowly drifted away...they are still the cheese in your life, and once in a while you need to be constipated to really understand how they work.
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*sigh*
Feeling: awkward
so life has been one of those things that i cant get enough of, but at teh same time i really would lik eit to stop. i have been finding things harder to do, and impressing someone has been easy but hard...i have been changing, and it doesn't scare me anymore, but it has been making em question the things i have been planning. do i really want them? i mean i could do anything right now, marry anyone...go anywhere...so i have been finding it hard to settle down on one idea. i want everything, but you only live one life, and you can only do one thing at a time, and well theres just not enought time to live and do everything i want to do...dreams seem to be becoming nightmares, and i just want to wake up...

"give me your heart and i will break it"
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I HATE LIFE! KILL ME NOW!
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me!
Feeling: fat
aha! my feeling is fat! :P well scott and i are going to dinner tonight! hehe! FAT! well i was working on yearbook stuff even though i'm not in year book! haha! FAT! hehe! i am suddenly hyper...i guess its because i am not around gay...oops bens here...stupid...DAMN IT BEN! okay...well i guess its because ben is FAT! lol jk!
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V-Day or D-Day?
Feeling: affectionate
so tuesday is valentines day, and what are you going to make it? is it going to be a cozy night or is it going to be war with your emotions? i hope everyone makes the best of the night, even if it means catching up on that book you haven't been able to read for a while...just treat yourself good if you cant treat someone else good! and if you have someone to treat good, well then make their night worth it! its always better to give! :D even if its to yourself!
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fuck it all!
Feeling: aggravated
i dont know anything anymore, why do i try to breathe? i'm so lost, lonely and just kinda upset, and really nothing or no one can do anything....why cant i talk to anyone? i feel like everyone is jsut too busy


okay this is an update, that last thing a siad lasted all of ten minutes :P i'm done!
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7 months 1 week and 4 days
Feeling: antsy
so i am going to tc tonight, it's going to be fun. i wish scott could go though, i miss having time to ourselves, but i guess in the long run we'll have plenty of time together. so i am going to tc to buy me some clothes that actually fit me...lol. its going to be fun, and then i am going to go to sleeping tiger imports to buy me some fun stuff :P well i guess that's it.
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7 months 1 week and 6 days
Feeling: annoyed
so my step mom has it stuck in her head that my 6 month old bro can drink out of a sippie cup by himself! um no! er! i really hate the stupidity that has been invading my life!

on other terms, i have decided to not become a high priestess, but to just go into herbology...that's what i am truely into, not spells, they just seem to cause too much chaos.

UPDATE:
okay so i finally get done with all my chores and everything and i start to settle down and start my homework when my dad comes in and says i have to watch chase while they clean...well i would've been fine with it, but i got chase when he was screaming and throwing a fit, so i told my dad i had a lot of homework to do and he says i'll be able to do it, so then i finally get chase settled down...that took an hour...then my dad walks in and says oh yeha we're done we can take him now. DUMB ASSES! but then i get into my homework,. and my dad is all like, you've been on the internet for more than three hours! and starts to yell at me about being online too much! er!
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