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Happy late Thanksgiving! .. i dont know who writes in here anymore buttt i think im going to start up cuz i think its a lot more private now. I think allmost everyone has stopped so im going to start again since i think its like secretive.. soo firsttt..

Update:

Friends: I spend most of my time with nikki now.. Shes my bffaeaeaee anndd its nice.. We hardly get if serious arguments and when we do its cuz we are both in a really bad mood or like its something serious. Its nice to have a friend you are with like 24/7, and that you dont get sick of. Nikki and i are honestly together evvvery day we are pretttttty much inseperable.. Also a lot of people think we look alike? even though we dont see it. its nice. The only downfall of us being so close is Alison and I have grown sooo far apart. Alison and I used to spend toons of time together too but now we dont.. We've just grown apart I guess. When nikki and i hang out all we do is pretty muuch lounge around and stufff.. its kinda boring sometimes but i like that we can just do that together annnd its ok.. Sometimes we hang out with guys and rarely other girls.. I do stuff with other people more often than Nikki but she doesnt seem to mind. Even that though is raarre. BUt i love having Nikki and my best friend its great and i love how close we have beecome. We have gone through some hhhhard stuff together and we have always been tehre for eachother.. I love her to death.
BOYS:
Currrrently I have a litttle thing for Joe Andrews:-X and idk i like hanging out with Mishu but i dont like himmm like that.. Hes cool thoughhh. Right now hes mad at me though cuz of some stupid stuff like he wanted to hang out when i cant? and hes upset so yeah thats that. Um not much more about that.
SCHOOL:
My grades are like prettyy much average now.. Slipped quite a bit. I hardly try though i dont really apply myself much.. Ohhh well i say i dont care and i sort of dont but i do at times...
FAMILY:
Hmmmm family. My dad and i get along OCCASIONALLY. not often but sommmmetimes when im in a good mood. I stay off on my own most of the time.. When im not with nikki alli do is go on the comp or phone or just go in my room and do my own thing.. I dont like talking to my family mcuhh cuz its pretty much small talk? and i hate it.. it seems so fake and just reallly bothers me so i just set myself aside and its content. I suppose...

OK sooo thats a bbbbrief update of since i last wrote... Um i think im going to start writing here more often when i get a chanceee.. I dont think im going to tell people though and im going to make this private so i can reallly write stuff i want to. So Yup thats allll. Im prettty happy recently but i think im starting to want someone like a boyfrienddd? I dont know it isnt really me to want one but i am done with hanging out with random people everyweekennnd and i wwant something a little more serious now i guesss... but idk i change my mind a lot. We shallll see. Ok more laterrrr..

LOOKING FORWARD TO:
Saturday - ME dance.. much like the welcome back.. Nikki and I are excited. lol
Next Month - CHRISTMAS! yay!:D
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO:
Back to school tomorrowww.. we were off for Thanksgiving Break.


Leah
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Listening to: Niki FM - hawthorne heights
Feeling: braindead
Ok so just really bored right nowww soo thought id write in here quuick..

This weekend was our 3day weekend soo goood stuff thereee. Friday went to Nikki's after school and we pretty much just hung out all night, listened to her complain about how her mom didnt make her dinner anndd then went to sleep :-). lol Saturday ccamme home from Nikki's and then cleaned around here etc.. went to the football game later. Good job guyyys. After the gamme came back here with Nikki and Taytayyy ate a tonnn annd whhatever.. Sunndayy went to the mall with nikki amy and kristi to get their mom a bday present. lol Those are some interesting kiiids. ;-) I love that family. lol sooo then alison came over and we huung out most of the dayyy. Grounded Sunday night. :-P So thats why im wiicked bored right now. :-) I went to bed at like 1145 last night since there was nothing to do and woke up at like 830 sooo ya know juust waiting for some coolll kids to wake up and calll so they can entertain meee. Gooood stuffffff. Ok so i just pretty much did the most retarded entry ever but mmmmhmm.. More Later.
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Listening to: Get The Party Started/Sweet Dreams - Pink & Redman
Feeling: hellagood
Mmmkkk soo things are all bettter with him.. we didnt talk for a dayyy or so bbecause of phone prrobs so like idk it make me miss him actually hahaaa annd i like him more now i tthhink but so thats gooodd.. iiiidk lllike we arent officially anything but sometimes it just seems like we are or should be bbbut who knows weee shall see.. with school and everything started iii just dont know bdhgasdhsajkd but i dont like writing abut taht in here cuz im afraid something will be exaggerated or taken the wrong way or whhhatever but Ok next topic..

Tenniss is becoming very frustrating likeee today I lost and i really shouldnt have! I dont know why i did like i am better than her sooo Grrrr but i guess it happens.. Ill just wait till next week and play her again and have it my way. Alison and I w i l l be parteners. I will make sure of it.. its always been that way and it always will :-) End of story.

sooo.. Yesterdayyy i jsut sort of hung around the house for most of the day i was prettyy tired and i really just needed like a day to myself cuz i was in a shiiittty mood.. So I was supposed to go to Elises in the afternoon bbut i got in a big argument with my parents YET again.. and i couldnt go buttt later everyone came hereee and we alll had our little Laguna beach fiesta. Andrea andd Nikkkki a LOSER WHO DOESNT EVER LEAAVE HER HOUSE!were suupposed to join us bbbutt nikkis hahaaaa i love her ooooooooodles though shhhes terrrific. bbut sooo it was good to see allll those laddiess. I x3 Rish Elise Terri Kaitlin Taytay and Alison tonnns and tonnnns! afffter taht alison spppent the nightt and we juust hung out and went to tennis this morrning:-p pictttures tomorrow so iiidk what we are doing tonight but probly a sleepover so we can all loook perrrtty for our pics:-) mmmmk more later :-*
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Listening to: Mistakes We Knew We Were Making - Straylight Run
Feeling: torn
mmmk alll better with him. hahaaa hhappy me now but it was just whhatever. :-D

Ok so lllast night was Elise's birrrthday party .. Had to work from 2-9 so went to Elise's after that.. ssaw everyone whhich was good but um im pretty disapointed that no one was by that damn fire.. I had to help elise for like 2 hours the other night.. i didnt really help her but i watched muscles break wood and then we set up the dammmn net which ya know we assumed would be knocked down anyways haaa .. we were right:-) anyyyways tennis is ggay lol noot really i love it still cuuz its pretty entertaining but Mia and I just hang low butt whateverrr its a good time lol the positives are we dont have to go to saturdays practices :-D yyay.. soo hhm today i think ill go to mias sweet 16 for a bitt and then i have to go to work:-P ggggay. ssoo hmm not much elsee i guess.. more latterr

:-)
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Listening to: alison on da phone
Feeling: pathetic
Ok so I havent talked to him in like a day and a half and iiits really bothering me! Said he would call and hasnt? Sincce our talkk about something like sad UGH I DONT KNOW and i dont want to write about it cuuuz it spazzzzes me out! hdkashdkjsadhjskadhasj . more later or when i feel bbetter about this hahaaa wow im a loser hhha ook ..

:-*
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