x-x-x-lOvE Is thE rEd Of thE rOsE On Ur cOffIn dOOr, wUt's lIfE lIkE blEEdIng On thE flOOr, thE flOOr, thE flOOr, U'll nEvEr mAkE mE lEAvE, I wEAr thIs On my slEEvE, gIve mE A rEAsOn tO bElIEvE! sO gIvE mE All Ur pOIsOn, And gIvE mE All Ur pIlls, And gIvE mE All Ur hOpElEss hEArts And mAkE mE Ill, Ur rUnnIng AftEr sOmEthIng thAt U'll nEvEr kIll, If thIs Is wUt U wAnt thEn fIrE At wIll! -Thank You for the Venom by the BEST BAND EVER My Chemical Romance!!!!
*yea...*
February 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am
Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: bored
well yeah i'm just updating so that Scott doesn't delete this diary...cuz i got a lot of entries on this thing! it CAN'T be deleted
anyways...i hope ya'll saw that i'm at Tuneofurdeath now...soooo check me out there...
bye!
ugh! well yesterday while at wal*mart me and chelsea were looking at costumes. we found these really cool fairy costumes. well i said to my mom "i could wear this to the halloween ball" ok well then she said "oh that's been cancled" UGH!!!!!!! I WAS SOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT B/C IT WAS GOING TO TAKE PLACE AT A HAUNTED HOUSE AND DO YOU KNOW HOW AWESOME THAT'D BE FOR ME????!!!!! UGH! there were gonna be pshycics for u to geta reading, magicians, food, things to buy, and costume contests which i was going to enter into it cuz i wanted a gift certificate for hot topic!!! :-( it was going to be so much fun...
but then last nite chelsea told my mom that she was going to charleston for halloween and her, her mom, her mom's friend, and her mom's friend's son were going to go on a haunted walking tour. so my mom didn't say no....she didn't say anything....so i guess that means she's thinking about it!!!! so last nite chelsea was all freakin' out about it cuz she really wants me to meet cory...so i can't wait...for my mom to get me an answer! so last nite me and her watched a walk to remember, wedding date, and princess diaries...daaang, i didn't know we watched 3 movies..lol...but we were in the mood for a good romance/comedy.
ok well i'll update later cuz it's only 10:03 in the morning...i just felt like updating. ok well byez...
Listening to: My Chemical Romance-You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison
Feeling: bored
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Briana
Birthday: 7-9-91
Birthplace: Orlando, FL!!
Current Location: My room
Eye Color: green/gray ::hazel::
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 5'4 ::last time i checked::
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: umm...dunno...lol
The Shoes You Wore Today: converses...duh
Your Weakness: getting called names
Your Fears: really deep water...getting sick ::the eww type::
Your Perfect Pizza: EXTRA cheese and pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: good grades and geta boyfriend
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i'm bored
Thoughts First Waking Up: "i wanna go bak to bed...but ugh i have school!"
Your Best Physical Feature: my friend says my smile
Your Bedtime: dont have one...but usually it's between 10-12 ::that's on school nites now!...lol::
Your Most Missed Memory: when chelsea lived in my neighborhood...UGH
Pepsi or Coke: umm, pepsi i guess...but i PREFER dr. pepper!
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: oh both! yum yum
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: only sometimes...but that sometimes is like never
Do you Sing: duh, i'm doing it rite now..."NEVER COMING HOME NEVER COMING HOME, COULD I?! SHOULD I?! AND ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU NEVER EVER TOLD ME, AND ALL THE SMILES THAT ARE NEVER GONNA HAUNT ME...."
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: no
Do you want to go to College: idk yet
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you believe in yourself: idk
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: some wut....but not really
Are you a Health Freak: well...no...
Do you get along with your Parents: yep
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh yeah! except for when i'm home alone...
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: umm...in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: ghost hunter or tornado chaser!! me and my friend are in for the action!!
What country would you most like to Visit: italy?? idk...lol
In a Boy/girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green...blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown...LONG
Short or Long Hair: lol i just said it...LONG...well not girl long but yeah...shaggy i guess is wut i'm trying to say
Height: 5'4 - 5'7'
Weight: skinny
Best Clothing Style: Rocker!
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: haha...gimme like a week to count them all
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: none...maybe one in the future :-D
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a lot...but i can't think of any rite now...
hey! well yesterday while my mom was out chelsea came over after i was done with some chores. my mom came home with some burger king...then i called sam and told her we'd be up at her house after we were done eatin'...so we ate, blah blah...went up and yeah. i brought up my tape for us to watch, WOOP WOOP!! also i had to burn a copy of sweet revenge for one of sam's cousins. also i brought up our traveling pants cuz it was sam's turn. we're gonna officially start that thing on monday.
ok so the video was once again...awesomeness!!! then we danced like CRAP!!! all hot and sweaty and having fun!! then we went down for water....bak up and we watched rurouni kenshin the last episode. we didn't get to finish it cuz we all got hyper sometime in the end so we turned that off, cranked the music and danced! but then my mom called and said she was gonna come pick us up...it was like 10:00...lol. so then we went home, ate some cake....then went upstairs and got ready to watch fever pitch. it was really good!! i loved it :-)
so now it's morning. we just got bak from eatin' some breakfast ::waffles::...and now we're just updating and listening to mcr. ::THE CYNARDS YOU DRANK!::
soooo yeeaaahh....lol, ok well i'll update this entry later...idk wut we're doing today but yeah....well byez!!
Listening to: My Chemical Romance-Thank You for the Venom
Feeling: depressed
hey...well today started out ok i guess. i had a hard time gettin' up as usual...but i didn't sleep on the bus. umm, so today was pic. day...i wore my 'mcr converses', mcr shirt, and my fav. jeans. i really don't care if i looked bad cuz i'm not buying a yearbook/pics anyways. my time to go was 3:20...and i'm glad there was one other girl in my class besides me that had that time.
ok so mainly wut ruined my day ::why i'm depressed:: was the bus on the way home. me and sam entered the bus....sam sat down and yet again frankie went to sit with her. us 3 were wrestling...i was pushing frankie away and out of the seat....but UGH....ok then when he gave up he's like 'are ya'll lesbians?' UGH UGH UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS FUCKIN' PISSING ME OFF SOO MUCH, HE'S A FLIPPIN' KID STILL THAT JUST MAKES UP STUPID SHIT LIKE THAT...JUST LIKE HOW IT WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL....SO THIS JUST IDK...it makes me not want to sit with samana cuz i do not like him calling us that....i really don't. so sam...umm, do u mind if we just sit in seperate seats for a while?? cuz he'd stop...and i would love that more than ANYTHING...i really hate this...! i never worried about the bus cuz i thought that maybe he'd grown out of that stage...well i guess not...and it makes me wanna just bawl on the bus! also dwayne is there calling me retarded ::he's ANOTHER idiotic neighbor of mine:: but he actually means it when he says it....cuz he handed me a phone and somebody was on the other line and he's like 'it's for you' and i said 'too bad...' and he's like 'what? ur retarded!' so he kept handing me the phone i don't want it! GOD DAMNIT PPL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEEAAASEEE!!!!!!!! :'(
i'm like crying rite now...I HATE FRANKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna tell my mom about it but she'd go tell his mom and then he'd just call me a tattle tale or something stupid like that....again, i can't wait till he's a couple thousand miles away from me. and to make matters worse my mom is making me do chores while she's out and while i'm depressed....oh and chelsea couldn't ride up with us but i wish she DID cuz then she sooo would've told frankie off, that's wut chelsea is good for :-) ....she's really good with words and stuff and combats. but nooo! her dad had to say no to riding on our bus. :-( so she's just gonna come over later on i guess....
so that's my shitty day....it was going JUST fine but frankie had to ruin it....well bye...
Listening to: My Chemical Romance-The Ghost of You
Feeling: bored
hey! uhh, another boring day. for the first time i like fell asleep on the bus and kristin had to wake me up cuz we arrived at school. i was soooo tired. umm, had science...a test today...there were like 80 ?'s on it, ugh! but that's a better chance for me to do good on it, so then again, yay! me and this dude, tim pope, studied together before it so i guess i did pretty well...i hope so. uhh, all during strat. for success we had to take another MAP testing, this was for reading. i made like a 232 or something. i basically just closed my eyes, clicked, and whatever answer i clicked was my answer...lol. cuz most of that crap i was like 'huh??'...so yeah
so that was basically all at school. i just did all my homework...i had a LOT of math, a geog. project (another article), and a ela worksheet, but that one only took me like 10 min. and i always feel good after doin' my hw if i fell i did it rite and yeah. now i don't have to do my math on the bus in the morning, that sux too sometimes if i leave it to do it then cuz i am TIRED on the bus! me and sam both fall asleep. sam always has her mouth wide open...lol
so rite now my mom is out at ginger's cuz it's chuck's b-day...she baked him a cake. hope she brings me home a piece! noah is buggin' the shit-tock outa me cuz he won't get to bed until mom gets home...god dang he's too clingy. he keeps goin' to the bathroom...like he just did rite now, again. ugh! no wait, that was graham...nvm. lol. so un me and chelsea are tryin' to make plans for her to come home on the bus w/ me and sam, we get off sam's bus stop and have our usual 'mcr party'!!! i love them, they're soo fun!! cuz we jump, jump, jump, fall, band head, scream, laugh, run, and all that crazy stuff. oh i like jump in the air, fold my legs and land on the bottom part of my legs...hard to explain...but when i do the music pauses then plays, it's hilarious! and her mom doesn't care cuz guess wut...she's never home on friday's when i come over...only araj! so WOOP WOOP!! ok plans...umm, chelsea spends the nite...we watch fever pitch cuz we rented it from the blockbuster mailing thingy merbob, and then maybe the next day she go w/ me and my fam. to see the corpsus bride...i wanna see that so bad! plus i LOVE johnny depp's voice, so that'll we awesome! i hope my mom says yes...!
ok well nuttin' else to really talk about...so yeah...byez, lyl!
Listening to: my chemical romance-it's not a fashion statement, it's a deathwish
Feeling: bored
hey! uhh, boring day...again...man i need a guy in my life or SOMETHING...my days are just too boring! lol
so in math i took a quiz. i hope that brings up my 74...umm, took a test in ela, did ok i guess...uhh mr. green was having a really good day today! he lost his little pointer thingy and when he couldn't find it he started acting like a whining kid and screamed out 'i want my pointer!!' LOL!! it was hilarious. amber drew me this picture that says 'ghost of you by: MCR' :-D she used my 2 purple markers...so then i drew her one, with the same colors, that said 'remedy by: seether' hehe...then mr. green was like 'and we need to pay attention, rite briana?!' cuz i was drawing, lol...whooops!
lunch...nothing. in computer we got to get with our 4 o'clock partners...and mine was zac! so like the whole class was in this one corner of the room doin' our worksheets together for like 50 min...it was fun! some girl was shootin' zac in the neck with some rubber bands...and they left big marks on his neck...ooww!
umm, so yeah...basically that's my day. oh i just found a code for the ghost of you music video...so i put that up on my myspace!! if u wanna check it out go to www.myspace.com/lifeisdream4dead ...and yeah...
that's all for now....oh wait, nvm. I'M PISSED AGAIN!! ok mcr is having this little concert in orlando FL at the house of blues on october 11th...well my mom said i could go if it was like a saturday...well D*MN IT!! IT'S A FLIPPIN' TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WOULD'VE BEEN THE PERFECT CHANCE TOO!!!!! UGH, CUZ I WANT A SMALL CONCERT...NOT ONE WHERE YOU HAVE 10,000 PPL...MAYBE LIKE 300 OR SOMETHING...ERR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SUX BUTT DUDE!!!!!! :'( *SIGH*
Listening to: My Chemical Romance-The Ghost of You
Feeling: aggravated
hey! last nite i was looking around for fonts...and i found the MCR font!!!!!!!!! it's now for my diary *u can't see it unless u downloaded it* and i'm using it for sam...also sam downloaded it. i'm so happy!! it's called Mom's Typerwriter if u want it. :-)
so umm, today was blah. i swear i am gonna strangle frankie!! he's pissin' me off really really bad!! yesterday he made one of his friends sit w/ sam when she sat down so i had to sit w/ somebody else. then today he agrevated us in the hallway on our way to geography...then today on the bus there was no seat free sit for me and sam to sit in so he was like 'you can't sit w/ samana today!' but kristin let us both get in w/ her. and then he's like 'oh 3 girls sitting together' EEEERRRR!!!!!!! it's JUST how it was in middle school again!! and i hate it!! thankgod he's moving sometime next year to either hawaii, japan, or italy...i think. YES!!!!!!!! HE'LL BE SO FAR AWAY FROM ME!!! :-D....but for now i'm stuck w/ him, ugh!! *sigh*
only class i'm gonna tell u about today is strat. 4 success. today we had our activity day!! THOSE DAYS ARE SO FUN! we do some type of activity that includes working together. so today we split up into 2 groups. each group had to get in a circle and stick out both their index fingers. then he'd come and place a hoola hoop on all our fingers. the objective was to lower the hulla hoop to the ground...i know it sounds simple but it was HARD, it kept going up instead of down. so that's why they named the game helium hoop. nobody got it! so the second activity was to all hold hands in a circle and there would be one opening and the two ppl beside that opening held that stupid hulla hoop. everybody had to go thru that hulla hoop without talking or touching the hoop and still holding hands. it was easier...
so yeah, basically all that happened today w/ me. blah, so yeah, byez, lyl!
Listening to: My Chemical Romance-Give 'Em Hell Kid
Feeling: moodless
hey! today was different. umm, well it was soo hard for me to get outa bed first off...but isn't it always?! lol. umm i had to do my math hw on the bus, err! and i didn't do 7 problems but my teacher is blind so she didn't notice that. we do alot of stuff with calculators and i'm so bad w/ them so i'm always having to ask this guy that sits behind me for help and he helps.
ok so in english we went outside to play red rover for this review on a book we're reading called stargirl. she would ask a person a question based on the book, and if they got it rite then the person that answered had to call someone over from the other team. when it got to me to ask a question i got it rite and i called this dude over cuz everybody was telling me to so yeah, lol. and he just about broke my wrist, it hurts typing rite now, well not hurt but it's just kinda stiff and i can't close my hand...hard to explain. so i didn't get called over from the other team till like the end of the game. i really didn't want to go cuz i hate playing games, i always embarrasse (however you spell that) myself. so everybody was telling me where to go so i ran and i wasn't able to brake thru so i kinda fell to the ground. my bottom lip hit their hands and i just fell straight on my bak and kinda slid. OW! it was fun tho and everybody was like 'are you okay??' and laughing at me, lol. i wish i could see that on video...lol!
in geog. i made a 85 on the latin america test...purty good. then we started on learning the countries in europe. me, sam, and amber were just DRUNK while reviewing for the test before we took it. he always gives us like 10-15 min. to study w/ a partner which is good cuz it always helps me. umm, so yeah...we were just a giggle bunch. and the dude that sits infront of me wasn't there so i was able to scoot up and sit behind sam. lunch nuttin' happened that i can remember. computer we took a test and yeah. ok yeah, boring day. only thing exciting was the red rover. oh and in enlish me and my group had to present our little thingies we had to research. teacher seemed pleased with that.
*i'm not of-fuckin'-kay!!* lol...lOvE my chEmIcAl rOmAncE!! *i never said i'd lie and wait forever, if i died we'd be together, i can't always just forget her, but she could try! at the end of the world, or the last thing i see, u are never coming home, never coming home, could i? should i? and all things that you never ever told me, and all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever....* YAY! i have seen that music video like 20 times already...LOVE IT! saturday i watched my video like 3, yesterday watched it 2...now bak to school days where i can *if i'm lucky* watch it once :-( I SUFFER! oh and i feel bad...my dad downloaded the whole 1st album and burnt it onto a cd for me and i had to tell him, "umm, i already have it"...:-( i know he did that cuz he knows i love them so much and he just wanted to make me happy, poo...i feel horrible.
well that's it, byez!
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p.s. i love my new header pic.!! i video taped my tape that i have that vma performance on and yeah. that's my FAVORITE pose of his, it's so sexy and it's just cute cuz the helena girl is there and she's walking towards him. I LOVE IT!!
~~~later~~~
my mom is mean! i told her wut happened to me w/ the red rover thing and she just totally laughed at me! then afterwards she said 'you're such a geek'...well thankyou! lol, even tho it was mean i was laughing along cuz it WAS funny! oh and nobody has left me any comments on my icons entry...it's like 2 entries down so check the icons out pweeze!
