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this is my life...dont feel sorry for me dont feel happy....be numb....be like me
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| only for a moment |
November 16, 2006 |
im back aain but only for a moment...so many things have happened these last few months. It feels so unreal that its been almost a year since i wrote. If u wanted to check out the world of tiana well here it is. I met this amazing guy...i never felt a feeling ike the ones i felt for him...we went out got about eight months but i had to give him up. I began to cut again and soon my whole life began to fall apart. but now im slowly but surely getting my fucked up life back together and im even talking to this goth boy named mark. i have learned that even though life likes to fuck u up play with it and it will all straighter out. it may be hard but it will be good in the the end. |
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| hey guys |
May 10, 2006 |
well i havent wrote in a year...or something. How have ya'll been? Glad to see everyone's still alive. I fugured some of you guys would have already commit suicide. lol. only kidding....geez i cant believe i even remembered this website. weird.... schools over on Friday and summer is coming... oh my school is closing down for good too...that sucks i guess. well class is changing so i guess i'll talk to guys laterz.. |
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| ScHoOl RuLeS |
September 20, 2005 |
haha im at school again....its like 7 in the morning but im here.i could be on every morning or not...w/e i feel like doing i reckon. i wrote my short story thing for my portfolio and got all the teachers scared. haha teachers are such losers. well i g2g talk to yall laterz! |
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August 30, 2005 |
September 12 i will not be on anymore! my gayass dad is getting rid of the net so yeah.It sucks big balls but what can you do?Lindseys grandpa is almost dead,its so sad. He has cancer real bad.
Chase might not be what i wanted to get to know.I called his house and he was asleep,its 8 i seriously doubt he is in bed.I bet he doesnt want to talk to me.He bothers me! im going to tell him off and then leave him alone.thats just how i roll i guess.hurricane katrina hit,40 people dead i think they said. WE ALWAYS get the stupid after stuff.It is rainy and windy and i love the rain but in my old run down house if the wind blows it sounds like a tornado is outside. so freaky i swear.i jsut wish that it was all over.in a way.i love to listen to the rain on my front porch.i will try to be on everyday forthe next couple of days to say bye to evryone.i love yall. |
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| life is twisted and sick |
August 29, 2005 |
why is it so hard to move on? jsut as you think you got through a really hard obstacle your friend has the same problem and again you have to face it, with all the twisted membories flooding back.Its sick why would God let this happen?! Not now! It to happen as i moved on.Thats just sick.Life isnt cool, its isnt fair, it isnt right, its just SICK AND TWISTED!
/TiAnA/
P.S. Im finally getting through to Chase! im so excited! |
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| read this!!!!!! |
August 27, 2005 |
I used to think that when I tried to see the things around me truly,I was looking at life.But what I saw was nothing compared to what there is.Even the bad things I saw weren't the worst things.I haven't seen the depths of that, or the really beautiful things-they're still waiting for me.There are unimaginable horrors,and there is brightness.I guess I knew this was so, a little bit.But I didnt see it. The ugliness is there, and awful.But the bright part is brilliant.And huge.As if the whole world has streched!! |
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August 21, 2005 |
OH MY LORD!!! the last entry had SO much more then those three names! thats so fucked up! i cant do it over becuz those names arent here anymore but i will do another one if you want. well ill do it anywayz haha....ok ready
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August 21, 2005 |
ok new name list....dun dun dunnnnnnnnn
........poprocker3000.....missingu.....MEEP |
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| NEW NAMES!?! |
August 18, 2005 |
since when did u people get the best names ever?
just looking at my active user thingy i find 6 fucking awsum names...want to see if ur name made my fucking awsum list? well i guess i will tell u but i havent seen everyone's name so jsut judging off my active thingy heres who made the cut...pumpupthevalium....silencescreams...stopthepulse....mentallynumb....i hateurlove...joltbloodedpsycho---congrats to u guys for having the best names so far! lol
/TiAnA/
P.S. if u want to add me as a friend by all means go ahead but do u think you could tell me first?
jsut leave a comment that says HEY I ADDED U! and i will get it |
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| hahahahahhaha |
August 15, 2005 |
can i ask you people a question? why does everyone think its impossible for someone to change their ways? if some of the people i used to talk to would even say a word to me then they would know that im 150xs better! ask anyone.but since they talked to me for oh 4 days they know me inside and out and they think its impossible for me to change.it used to hurt me to have people to hate me now i say fuck it! u dont like me go to hell....this is the first time i have even been online since old whats his face tried and i mean tried to tell me off....actually it was pretty funny....i used to live on the net now i live in reality and my reality that is some people need to stop being so fucking self centered *cough cough Hiag* u might think i dont know u but i do...deep inside your a really great person...and i know deep in my heart and in my gut (which is awfully big)that someday you will find your one ond only girl or boy? if you just keep in there! and for the record you put our names together....now its over...for good....you satisfied? i am |
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| Avenged Sevenfold |
August 10, 2005 |
OH MY LORD...IM IN LOVE WITH AVENGED SEVENFOLD!I JSUT DISCOVERED THEM BECAUSE I DONT REALLY LISTEN TO MUSIC ALOT BUT WHEN I HEARD THEM I WAS IN COMPLETE AND UTTER LOVE! TO ALL U AVENGED SEVENFOLD FANS FOR EVER Y DIDNT YOU POINT THIS OUT TO ME?! anywayz school is pretty fun....and josh moved away...we still talk and stuff but not dating..and lets seeee....ummmmmmm.....im going to jesus jam with my church on friday to sunday HECK YES! for all u people who dont know what that means its basically like a woodstock with christan music. but i reckon thats alll i got for now..bye oh and comment i love to hear yall people! unless its me thats rude but to the NICE people!
/Tiana/ |
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| school |
August 3, 2005 |
tomorrw is school.the only thing i like about school is the shopping before it.and thats becasue i wanna see whats new in the mall.well anywyaz i got the BEST shoes ever!they are so awesome.pink and black circas they are very cute and im in love with them.thats all my news for now. BYE |
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| TO SILKSPIDERWEBS! |
July 28, 2005 |
hmmm...did i call u ugly? i dont remember saying u were.and i know i didnt say you were fat becuz ur not fat atleast not in them pictures.And thank you for saying im funny.And i dont bow to anyone sorry GOD im not getting on my knees for anyone! thank you i now know how to spell "vain" thats ok...well laterz to u!
For the rest of you.........
Today i went mudding and it was SOO fun!! i went with my brother when he got off work...we are going again tomorrw... |
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| im such a fuckin tease |
July 27, 2005 |
you guys im sorry for being a tease but i cant not write in this thing. im addicted and i cant stop.only been addicted to 3 things in my life.this is one of them.how about i write every one in awhile.that works. im really sorry but im sick and i dont feel like writing anymore.i WILL write again. soon i hope |
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| This is IT! |
July 26, 2005 |
im sick of being attacked by some person i dont know...DONT wanna know and i cant take it anymore...i hate coming to this site and reading all these comments that are so hateful!none of u people know me and this little diary thing was a chance for u too...but i hate the comment thing and i hate being critized..so this is it...my last entry...u people scare me...and yes i do take what people think about me very hard and for mike and some others you guys were AWESOME but the people who critize me BURN IN HELL! well nice talking to yall laterzsss......
/Tiana/ |
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| the deciscion |
July 25, 2005 |
im not adopting travis...i thought about it and it seems wrong to have him in my life and be a mom at 16..maybe when im older..maybe not |
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| adoption |
July 25, 2005 |
ok...im really unsure about what too do...me and Josh are like awesome together..and i love him..i really do..but..theres no way that we can tell this early in the relationship that we are going to get married..we are only 16 and 17..but everyone wants me to adopt Travis...Josh's baby boy...the thing is that my mom and dad dont really like josh..that sucks so hard..so we have practicly been sneaking around..and we are always together and then he brought up me adopting josh...im so confused..should i or not? i mean im in love with travis he is the cutest thing EVER but if i do adopt then me and josh break up..then what? now i wish travis's mom was around..and sober..she makes me mad to even think about her she is a fuckin crackwhore...i wish she was here and sober...anywayz what do peoples think i should do? the queastion comes down too "adopt or not" love yall |
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| can anyone help me? |
YAY!!! |
ok as silkspiderwebs has pointed out me and Josh C. broke up...so i dont want his last name..but the thing is i cant figure out to change my name...im so stupid...thats y i am 0 and have no name....so can someone tell me how to do this? Oh btw i met a new boy his name is josh too :( im going to get confused but anyways he is so fucking awesome and i love him...and his baby boy,Travis! well im going to get outta here..loves ya peoples!
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| OK never mind about the last entry |
July 20, 2005 |
i decided to forget josh...im sticking with this diary becuz first of all i like this name and second of alll i dont know a second reason but anyways...to suicidalscars im sorry for commenting in the first place and being a bitch...and well im kinda bored..so im going to go...loves yall peoples and sory for being such a tease |
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